Sunday, July 22, 2007

In Denail for what ever reason i behold. XD

FORGIVE ME EVERYONE!!!! So i did not have a good excuse to miss posting except that i haven't been watching anime in almost forever. *nod nod* So i was catching up that. *nod nod*
Randomness:
Musica: Feeling in the mood for some Kat-Tun-Peacefuldays. It reminds me of the song they play for the peanut commercials. Don't ask why.
Me MOOD:
Anime im catching up on: Air Gear, Black Cat, HOLic, Fruits Basket.
PV of the day: I just so happened to catch up on these as well!!! So i give you ladies, ummm i don't think ive had any gentlemen in awhile, *ahem* anways I give you Charlotte-Diamond Busaiku!! XD AWW their adorable!

Foodige: Vitamin water-vitamin C. o__O Yeah i know im surprised too! XD
Person of the day: Kim Ryeo WookFrom Super Junior. XD I was watching a whole crap load of videos the other day. Mimsy-chan and I, and i supose James at some parts where watching Super Junior clips. I went threw every single picture i could find, still couldn't pick one so i randomly selected and got this one. XD

My Highlight of the day was my conversation with James on AIM yesterday. XD
Take a look at the memorable parts of the conversation. Im at a lost of words to as to why James was watching them. LMAO
Characters: Jigoku is me and the other one is of course James.
accidentalxjames: I FOUND FAN FARE
accidentalxjames: HAHA
jigokuassassin : Fan Fare?
accidentalxjames: *fair
accidentalxjames: lmao
jigokuassassin: What that?
accidentalxjames: wait nvm
accidentalxjames: I'm confunsing myseld.
accidentalxjames: lmao
jigokuassassin: Fan service?
jigokuassassin: Is that what you mean?
accidentalxjames: THAT
accidentalxjames: HAHAHA.
~No James is not gay, or Bi. I have no idea why he was watching that video.
Then i go into Denail and refuse to face obvious facts. Im still right! I think i hope. I don't im confused.~
So i sent this picture to James, we were playing this game. I would send him a pic and he would respond with the first thing that came to mind. (like that ink picture thing XD)
I sent this!

And he responded with this: "Gay Easter Kitty Thing"
LMAO Easter! were did he get Easter from. I don't see kitty ears either. Look more like mouse ears or something. Lee is a Hybrid of a kitty and bunny thing and comes to deliver candy to all the good little girls and boys during easter. XD
Lots on the agenda to get done so lets start with the excerpts.
I mixed up the order of the discription of the stories from the order of thier titles. Yeah, i do everything backwards and out of order. XD I don't even realize it to.
First off is Shiko's pick, which she picked Ketsueki Juunin but the discrption was actually of Death whispers of life. XD So i was a lost as to what to do so i did the one with the right discrption. XD
Haven't i showed this one before??
^-^ This is my first piece of work i when i started to get serious about my writing. Its a bit like a pome but that because it just the prolouge of it and i wanted to have that feeling to it. Im not sure if i actually got my point threw on this one, it was more a less a play on words trying to get the feel for what i can do. Maybe later on when i feel like it i might go back and rewrite it.

~Death Whispers of Life~

"I hold within me the pain of everyone. My veins no longer flow with lush red, but with tears of those who weep. My mouth only speaks the sad tales of past lives. Who have been long dead and forgotten. My eyes cry the tears of those who cannot. My ears once heard joyous melodies, but now are deaf to them. Only to hear cold strings of moans of the sick. I don't want to be everyone savior.

Pain and anguish i no longer want to feel. Coldness of a touch i no longer want to feel. Darkness of a smile, pain of a kiss, i no longer want to touch or see. I want love, the warm embrace of arms, and the sweetness of a kiss, to be my life."

He recited upon the cold air of night; the moon illuminated the air about him. A signle tear rolls down his flawless face, to fall on the cold stone beneath him. The stone had become his home, promising himself he would no longer stand with life, but lay as death.

His blood created a pool around him, as a highlight of his attempt at death of his murderous life. His blood became his death bed. Sick of the blood that soaked his hands, sick of the rivers of blood he created upon the ground. Always drenched in innocent blood, almost as a second skin, that it became a constant reminder of his sinful deeds.

Killing was his way at trying to find life by death of others. A desperate attempt to find life in the darkness of his painful destiny.

Never had he felt guilt before it was never an emotion felt by him after a massacre. Death was the only thing he knew, it was his terrible pleasure. It was his only pleasure in his fake life. A way to find his purpose in this world, that he hated so much.

He was the perfect example of living dead. Love was not in the makeup of his heart. Happiness was not an emotion know to him. Laughter was not his language. Light was not his sight. Warm was not his skin.

Now death was his agony, the thing he wished not for anymore. His pleasure caused him to murder her, the one who had saved him from the pit less dark. Saved him from his search for his purpose. She was his purpose, he was there to make her smile, and she was his joy and happiness. The laughter in his ears, the warmness he felt at night; despite the constant coldness he suffered.

His eyes fell upon her mutilated body and he began a grief filled mourning. He felt such agony which chocked his heart, tightening his breath and flowed from his eyes. His pleas for her to live again, echoed in the stone sanctuary; that was to become her grave and his prison.

Gingerly he willed himself to touch her bitter ice that were her hands. A wave of grief washed over him as his fingers scarcely passed over her's. Rolling up into a ball to try and shield himself from her lifeless body. Feeling empty and alone was his soul.

Now he waited for the cold embracing kiss of death's never ending waltz with life. The dread of all living, death, had become his only wish. He could not die; he had to live a fake life, a sorry excuse of life that sprouted from death.

The last of his repent, he whispered upon the deaf ears of the cursed night.

"I cannot die, for now i live for the both of us. I can not die, for it is not for me to decide. This life is not mine but hers that she chose to give up in exchange for me. I live for her..."

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Im doing just the prologues! ^-^ All of my prolouges are a bit poetic.
Luna's pick!! Magonlia Morphine!
This one needs alot to tweaking and rephrasing.

A dark cloak waits motionless in the void of death. Snuffing life rather then rearing it. Looking up in despise of a bright tower. For centuries this cloak has waited dormant in its territory. This cloak is the Ruler of Shadows Death, called by the few that know his existence Nibori. Nibori, wearing the mask of a Joker, graced by the turmoil of a thosand tears. Cursed upon being created, the blood his thriving nectar. Thier pain his enjoyment. His only salvation is in the screams of agony's sins, commited by his hands. Eyes cloaked in a cloudy darkness of his weeping suffer. A path he took shroaded by the nightmares of blood he yearned to taste. Pleas of hope echoed around him, a reminder of what he could of had.



A lattern shines brightly in tower that reaches to the heavens. Rearing life rather then snuffing its light. For Centuries it has quitely waited in content. This lattern is the Ruler of Prospering Light, by few who know his excistence he is know as Hikaru. Hikaru, wearing a mask of a king, graced with the praise of worship. Gifted with the smile of an angelic god, joy being his tune. Thier happiness is his enjoyment. His sanctuary is in the cry of laughter, commited by his act of light. Eyes shine with a thousand stars for the prospect of life. A path he takes is lighted by latterns he created, hope guiding him. A nightmare lurks around him, a constant reminder of what he could of killed.



One goal lies ahead, someone lies ahead, thier only chance to survie. One must give up thier excistence to the other. A unresitable heir awaits thier domain, they won't give it up easily to the other.



Are these two phantoms really what they appear or are they more alike then they seem to be. Is not unforgivable acts commited in the name of goodness. Is not the restful peace given to those who suffer, in the name of death. Shadows always follow light as light always create shadows.

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Well i would do Tiger's pick which was Memory of an Unseen Past, but my computer is being dumb and i can't open the file. Then i thought i could transfer onto my memory stick thing from my lap top. Yep, that didn't work. GRRRRRRRRR! Sorry Tiger! When i have the time i'll have to type it out again.
Well off that and on to the next!
My Older brother, Steven bought the new Harry Potter book and was up all night and finished it by the morning. XD I might read it because im curious as to see the what happens, but right now im reading the "His Dark Material" series by Pual something. I enjoy these books way more then the Harry Potter series.
Lets see last friday I went to see Harry Potter with my two older brothers, older sister and mother. *sigh* A family outing! XD I enjoyed the ride up their, we took my sister's tracker that only hold four people so i had to squish in the middle between Nathan and Steven. That wasn't fun, i don't like being squished. But anyways, my sister is still learning how to drive so everyone, except for me were telling her a bunch of different things. The best part was when we would come to a fork in the road and Nathan would say left and Steven would say right, and mother would say we went the wrong way. XD We came to a four way stop and it didn't have a light and my sister had the go and Steven yells "RACHEL!!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING???!!" My poor sister almost had a heart attack.
After the movies we were coming back and somehow we were on the disscussion on previews for movies, and my mother dosen't liket to watch previews. XDD There is a inside joke in my family aganist my mother, and we always bring it up at the best times. My father usually rents the movies in the family and my mother always wants to pick a movie, so when my father decided to let her pick one out, she must of got really excited and picked the first movie she saw. Because when she got back and we were all gathered in front of the tv, thinking "great what did mom pick" it was a movie about escomes. Everyone was disapointed, except for mother who thought there still might be hope it gets intersting. Sure enough it did. It was a porn eskimo movie! XDD LMAO So being the evil daughter that iam, i said simply stated this in the car "How would you know what the movie would be if you didn't see previews. You might end up with a dirty eskimo movie."
Yes i play mean jokes on my mother. She has these vibrating slippers, and she was on the computer and i wanted to get on so i grabbed them and all stealth put them under the chair aganist the metal legs and turned them on. She thought she was going insane because she could hear it and feel it and i kept saying i didn't hear anything or feel anything. XDD
Its all done out of love.
Watching the tour de France, and i finally have favorites. GERDEMANN, Linus; VINOKOUROV, Alexandre; RASMUSSEN, Michael; and SOLER HERNANDEZ, Juan Mauricio!!! CHA!!!
I made cookies with my brother Nathan yesterday. Nathan was baking on one side of the table and Steven was sewing on the other side. XDD
Steven had to fix his shorts that why he was sewing but it was still funny.
XDD I found this picture of me on my computer from this year. My sister took it at my grammy's i just turned my head and SNAP! "HEY JERK! Earse that!"
This is when my Bou bangs disapeared. :(
Well i leave you with the video James found of Super Junior. XD Got to love James, he is proably the only friend that actaully will watch videos i send him as well as send them to me. He is crule, i can't believe he sent me this. XD LMAO i nearly feel out of my chair laughing so hard. Oh well lots of Super Junior love! Enjoy!

I can't believe that being off the computer for typing purposes would make my typing got to hell. XD
~SuShi!~
You've just been Sushified!


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