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Sunday, March 7, 2004
 hehe...
ok...after beggin my mom to go on, she said ok, but i think that's cuz she was doin karaoke and wanted me to stop bothering her. anywayz..the youth group was better today, ric3 and a few of my other friends came this time. but still..my cuzzin wasn't there, but she said she would be next week. anywayz..on the way home i went with Ric3' couzin, and on the way to my house, it was jus me, An1m3 x An93L and 2 of Ric3's cuzzins. me and an1m3 were smackin each other with our Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul for a while...hehe and mine was hardcover..hers..paperback...muahaha...then Linkin Park's "Numb" comes on the radio..she sings it, and i'm jus sitting...lipsynching it..and then..yea..we were stupid...but who cares..and who doesn't know that we're crazy...too bad ric3 wasn't there.
when i finally got home, there were 2 cars in the driveway...and i walk in the house..and 2 of my uncles were there. later on, i realize that my parents decided to throw a lil party and then these pplz started comin..and this one boi austin was sooo annoying! i jus couldn't stand him. well, other than that...i found a few choclate bars-hersheys-and lots of other candy and stuff. i got to watch Samurai X on my brother's comp, but that's not cuz we forgave each other, but beacause i made a deal with him so he can use my computer. anywayz..i saw onli half of it cuz his time ran out, and then later the families left, and onli 3 of my uncles are here. they're ALL drunk, and i can tell cuz they're doin karaoke with my mom... >_< *shivers* anywayz...i'm now left cleanin up my backyard...pickin up empty beer bottles and other things...throwing away stuff, and cleanin up something that i didn't help make. i'll have to go soon..i wasn't meant to be on this long..but i guess i haven't been yelled at yet. well i can't remember anything else that i wanted to put up. but i hope i can go online tomorrow..i learned my lesson!!! he started it! haha..later pplz..oh and another poem...and this other thing..i call it a poem too, not all of em have to rhyme..^_~ buh bye
i can't believe time can fly by so fast.
nothing cherished...nothin to last.
i can't believe u aren't here with me,
sitting at this cliff starin off to sea.
i'll be waiting here,
jus waiting for u to come my dear.
i'll wait onli for this one night,
but i will have to leave when the sun is no longer in sight.
when the stars in the sky,
all start to fall down and cry,
i'll will be dreaming with the moon,
still waiting for you to come to me soon.
but, you are my stars...
you are my sun and moon , that u are.
i no longer have the need to wait,
cuz u'll be with me always...as my soul mate.
~*~
love is onli meant for the mature
those who can love with all they have,
and with their soul.
love is onli for those who can care,
not jus for themselves,
but others that are close.
love is onli for those not searching,
it comes when u don't expect,
but caries u with all it's trust.
love is onli something i can dream,
something i'm still unsure of,
but something that will come to me soon.
love is onli in my future,
left mysterious and unknown.
but will no longer be a secret when i finally have u.
love is onli for no one but everyone.
something that can come in dreams,
something that can come from life.
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hey pplz..shhh...
ok..i shouldn't be on rite now, but my parents are away and they left to go somewhere..and they'll be gone for a long time. anywayz..i thought of changin my colors and b/g a bit and i did that...i'm happy i got that done with now. also...i have a chocolate craving again..poo..*goes off to daydream mode* i remember that other time i did...haha...hilarious...*sighs*..ok..ok..O_O...i'm awake..uhm..well i guess i'll catch u guys later...and also..i'm open for any revenge plans against my brother...ideas anyone? haha ok..ttyl pplz...
**1 and a half hours till i have to leave...muahaha..and he'll be home alone..with no internet..this is soo sw33t! gosh i'm crazy...
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Saturday, March 6, 2004
hey Ric3 and Khm3r, i'm expectin to c u guys tomorrow at the youth group meet for the dancin...so b dere k? haha..
anywayz..i had this one poem i meant to put up a while ago, and when i read the second line-i knew it was perfect for the timin..so here it is :D...
i love you so much,
y must we be parted?
how was i to know,
we fell in love when this all started?
can u feel my pain?
u say that u wish i wasn't in any.
i need ur rescue now.
i'm being hurt by many.
they don't even know,
i jus lie and say i'm jus fine.
i can't have anyone to worry for me...
these feelings r onli meant to be mine.
i can help if u want me to.
but there's nothing u can do to help me.
i care for u too much to hurt u,
i'm in love with u, can't u see?
i don't want u to feel left out,
but i don't want u to know of what i'm going through.
shh, keep this a secret- all of these worries...
all of this pain isn't meant for u.
there's no hope for me now.
it's too late for me my love.
but u won't seem to give up on me...
u must be sent from above.
u promised to never let go.
and to keep me in sight.
i know u'll care for me always,
and i'll always remember that night.
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 Man....
I jus got in trouble for some stupid reason i dun even know. oh well...my mom said i won't be able to go online for a while, but last time she said that it was onli for a day. so plz let that b the same in this case. oh well i guess this is my good bye letter for now. but i also got in a fight with my brother and that jus made things worse. ok here's the thing..with my brother i have a short temper becuz he's always trying me. i was jus sitting down on the carpet in the living room, and he jus keeps throwing shit at me and bothering me, and then after like 3 minutes i jus couldn't hold it and i got up and wrestled him onto one of the couches. and he showed my mom some marks i left and now i'm in BIG trouble...and there was blood under my nails so...poo! oh well..me go buh bye for a while..so don't go crazy missing me pplz. i might b lucky enough to go on during comp. class monday. oh well, the stress will be let out during dancing tomorrow^_^! and An1m3 x An93L call me tomorrow morning around 10 or 10:30...i dun have a ride once again! my cuzzin's in Cali for her B*day. well bye pplz...*sniffles* and while i'm away, plz dun forget to go to lilaznanimeboi's page...he's on my friends list and there's another link below this post somewhere. well, later...
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hmmm..that's weird too, i kinda let a bit TOO much of my emotions pour out in a chatroom tonight too. well i'm glad i got it out though...probably woulda ended up crying myself to sleep if i hadn't. well it's out..and it'll be out, but not for long...it's 25 past midnight now here..and i really should be going...ttyl..i'm gonna go to sleep now...-_-..z...z...z.
Embers, smoke, ash... you are a fire dweller. A
mixture of the fierce and the sanguine, you are
never afraid to show your true colors. You
rarely go halfway on anything, and are regarded
as an extremely passionate person.
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Friday, March 5, 2004
 T.G.I.F!
Hey pplz! For tonight, i jus finshed starting up a page for my friend, he has a few computer problems so i decided to help him.
anywayz...today was ok...still feeling funny..but that's nothing a good sleep won't cure^_^. the main thing that cheered me up at school and made my day was when my friend messed up the initals for the University of Florida...and instead of saying UF..she said FU out loud in class. but u would have to be in there to actually laugh to death at it because of a student who came in...and blah blah blah..haha.
i can't wait till sunday for the youth group, and if u're reading this Ric3...u better be there like u said! cuz ur gonna be behind if u join later. hehe...lalalada-di-da...
i think i'll go and do other things and this'll be my last post for tonight, and if u can, can u guys do me a favor? i would very much appriciate it if u went to my friend's page, lilaznanimeboi. that's the one i was workind on today and i guess i'd like to hear ur opinions on it.
lilaznanimeboi
that's all for now i guess...ttyl pplz...
jus a note to someone...
i still care for u, and i jus can't stop caring. u should know that more than any other. i know u'll get to this soon, and i know i jus NEED u to know this. i love u, and even if we go our seperate ways..u will always be my one and onli...don't forget that...
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Thursday, March 4, 2004
 Hello!
isn't this cool? she sings the song for my page to:D hehe..well anywayz..ttyl
You are... Utada Hikaru!
Oh honey... you're bordering on perfection. You're
not over-the-top, you're not a Kogyaru or a
Ganguro, you're just an honest, down-to-earth
girl who radiates a beautiful energy. However,
you do like your men to be older... and your
mother gives you a bit of greif from time to
time... but you don't care, because you're sure
of yourself and know that you'll succeed in
whatever you do. Hoorah for you... You're just
subarashii^_^
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Wednesday, March 3, 2004
 hey...
Hey pplz...i still dun feel really good, but it's nothing serious. anywayz..i kinda messed up my page a bit ago, and i had a lot to do, as u can see, a few things were taken off, like my drunken samurai:( but i still have a lot to do so i guess i'll get to that later. anywayz..i found a song that i really like, and i'm planning to put it up on my page a bit soon, so i hope it works *crosses fingers* anywayz..i guess things are going ok now that i got a few things done.
today was the last day of testing for this week, and i can't believe mr. perkins even had the nerves to give us work to do, he was the onli one too! AND there's gonna be a test on friday! it woulda been on thursday, but a lot of pplz were complaing, but still..he's sooo mean!
i got a poem finished today, at least i think, but i'm gonna see what else i can add to it. then i'll see if i'm gonna put it on the page. whew..so much to do..oh well i ttyl pplz.
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Tuesday, March 2, 2004
*no mood to match*
Hmmm...i don't know for sure why, but for some reason i'm feeling broken. it might be from too much stress from the test and that i don't get to see my friends that much since we're seperated in the testing sites, and i'm the only one not with the other 5. i dunno..oh well. but it's jus that i kinda feel like i'm in a depressed mood. or maybe the hot chocolate has gotten to me. yea..maybe..well i guess i'll see on thursdsay when the schedule goes back to normal for a while. ttyl pplz
please pray for my soul,
and wish for it to find it's way back to me.
i've lost all hope for almost everything,
and there seems to be no where else for me to be.
i'll wait for u in my dreams,
and hope u have the potion to cure.
tell me the truth of this whole world,
because i have onli lies that make me unsure.
if u give up hope on me now,
i will surly be lost and die.
i'll be broken forever,
everyone will lose me after my final sigh...
isn't that cool...i jus thought of that now ^_^ oh well, ttyl.
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haha..richard simmons..oh well..i'm half and half viet and khmer..i guess i don't mind being a "half-blood"
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