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Sunday, February 1, 2004
 it's my birfday...soon...in a ...something minutes!
man...a few of my friends kept calling me over and over...asking me about what i want for my birfday...my favorite colors...and other stuff...weird. anywayz...the last phone call i got from one of my friends, she said that the rest of the clique has a surprise for me and that they're gonna get me to cry. but she wouldn't tell me why/how.i'm so scared in what to do and what to say and how to react...i'll tell you guys how everything works out tomorrow..i know they got me a present...and i know my mentor, mrs. kinsey is getting me some fries...but i just don't know what they're going to DO....heeh..i can't wait for tomorrow!ttyl
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 guys...
hey can u all do me a fav and visit my friend An1m3 x An93L's page!!! she's in my friends list so just click on her name! she's here tonight over my house and needed help with her page, and we shouldn't be on now so i gtg...bye!!!!
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Saturday, January 31, 2004
 “13”
There is soon to be a death.
Everyone will be crying.
They’ll be tears of sadness and joy.
The little girl in me is dying.
You shouldn’t worry,
But thanks for your care.
Even though she’s gone,
I’ll still be there.
I am now new,
This life has just begun.
There is much to learn,
And there’ll be lots of fun.
I will learn to love,
And be loved by others too.
But I still will dream on forever-
Of love that is so true.
hey everyone...i have been asking a few pplz what they think this poem means...some of u got it...some of u didn't. but once u finish reading this, can u PLEASE leave a comment in what u think about this...the meaning of the poem, of what i mean. hehe thanx!!!and for those who i already asked on AIM...u already know so don't spoil the fun...haha. entertain me u guys...be creative!(not too creative though)
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 work work work...clean clean clean...cook cook cook...grrr
Man...it's cool that i'm having a party tomorrow...but why so much work?!!! all day it's been like this: 8am-i woke up and had to go to the store to get some food for cooking and other stuff for the party and didn't come home til 11am. by the time i came home i had to put away all the stuff and started eating my lunch. then...for the rest of the day til 7:30 about, i've been cleaning and helping my mom out with cooking. then i had my dinner around 7:30, and went off to working again! finally i finished cleaning up and had free time!!! now i'm on here, but i'm gonna have to get off soon cuz i have to wake up early to get yelled at to clean up some more and cook. then by 3 pm...the pplz should be coming...and the party will start!then on monday..i'll be 13!!! and check out my poem and answer the thing after it!
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Friday, January 30, 2004
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you'll probably think i'm crazy everyone...but...this person will know who this person is. i'm sorry.
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 rainy days...
As the gentleness of these drops come down,
The rain seems to be washing away my sadness.
But...
It isn't true.
You look at me and i try to smile
As the rain goes down my face
My smile and the rain hides away my tears.
You don't see me crying.
You've mistaken my trail of tears
With the beautiful rain.
I am only left with memories and this last image of your face.
But when you left, you took a part of me with you.
Days start to pass,
Now weeks and months.
I have tried to forget about you,
But today seems to bring so much pain...
I want you to come back.
I need someone to hold.
I'm still much in love with you.
But i know you'll never come back.
I wrote this poem one day last week and i thought of finishing it during my office assistant period since it was raining a little bit here. while walking to my bus a rain drop landed really close to my eye, and it reminded me of this poem. it wasn't raining as hard as i pictured when i wrote this, but the one thing with the rain drop got me...oh well-i hope u like it!^_^;
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Saturday, January 24, 2004
 what a coinky-dink!
as i said before..igoturric3's b*day was on friday, and the day before that-thursday- was the chinese new year. but here's the thing...in 2003, my b*day is on the 2nd of Feb. and the day before it-a saturday; Feb. 1st-was the chinese new year! isn't that just strange, funny, AND scary?! we've known each other since pre-k and now this thing with out b*days? can someone tell me what's with that? and if u're reading this, igoturric3, sorry i couldn't make it to ur party, but ur neighborhood is confusing!
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Wednesday, January 21, 2004
 "What am I Doing?"
There is a single tear,
Left motionless on my face.
My heart has lost a beat
That has been misplaced.
With every breath that I take,
I notice I’m forcing myself to die.
All I can seem to do is breathe,
And ask myself “Why?”
The biggest chance you can ever take,
Is to try to live.
But if u do it right it’s easy as giving in love,
It’s easy as it is to love to give.
I open my eyes and stare at a reflection.
I wipe the foggy mirror not believing what I see.
This person looks so familiar…
Who can this be.
I think about my life,
About the things that I have done.
I think about my successes.
But can’t recall one.
My memories seem to faint.
I lose everything dear to me.
The world goes crazy and won’t stop spinning.
I can’t control my insanity.
Then,
I stop breathing just to hold back the madness.
Little did I know that I left everyone,
Only with sadness.
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 “A Broken Heart with Friends”
Roses are beautiful,
But you can bleed with one touch.
You realize the pain figuring out-
Love isn’t able to cure you much.
Love has gotten you,
And has wounded your soul.
Your mind suffers and tells you,
That you must let go.
No one wants to suffer,
No one can live only with pain.
No one wants to feel,
Like love is only a game.
You soak yourself in a tub full of tears.
You close your eyes… then inhale.
The lighted, scented candles help you realize-
There’s no reason to cry over a love that’s only a fail.
You’ve gotta move on.
You’ve got friends who care.
When things go wrong,
You can depend on me to be there.
If you need to cry,
I’ll be there so you can let it out.
If you seem to be angry and just wanna yell,
Then for heaven’s sake- SHOUT!
Friends are for forever.
It comes with how true love is meant to feel.
Those who stay true to you,
Are those who are real.
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“The Truth must come out”
I had a feeling this might happen.
I tell someone of you,
And they try to take you away from me.
Then my mind becomes blank in what to do.
I try what I can to think this over.
I can’t blame them for not knowing,
But I’ve express myself so my times.
Shouldn’t they have a clue? … (My anger starts growing)
They act so innocent as if they haven’t noticed.
They give me the feeling of just wanting to burn in hell.
But I can only lie,
Saying that I’m alright and well.
I feel guilty for being so selfish.
I know you’re not mine to claim,
But you I refuse to share.
It’s starting to become lame.
I think I’ve turned crazy all the way.
I close my eyes just one time.
Open them and find myself…
Lost in a rhyme.
I’ve failed once again to get the question across.
I’m only left with a notebook bleeding to show,
Bleeding in your mind wondering…
“What must I know?”
They can’t keep me from dreaming,
They can’t keep me from anything it may seem.
But they have kept me from something-
And that is to be with my dream.
Find your own love,
Don’t chase me by the tail.
Keep this up,
And my dreams are soon to fail!
I want to be left with nothing
But only left to bathe in my misery of my past.
When it comes time to take my leave,
I will be cured at last…
Every time I am hurt,
I become so confused in my head.
I still have feelings for you,
And that you’ve already read.
I lay down.
A bit too occupied to sleep.
I must try to get to bed,
So I’ll start counting sheep.
I must be honest
And let you know.
Before I know what I need,
I mustn’t let you go.
I have no other way of asking.
But I think I now know what to do.
I’ll ask you strait forward:
“Do you have feelings for me too?”
I know it has finally come out.
I’m being honest that this isn’t a lie.
I won’t change the subject this time.
So tell me soon, but for now…bye^_^!
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