Thursday, May 20, 2004

   day 2.......*sighs*
today's the second day of summer vacation, and i was looking through the 2002-03 and 2003-04 year books and i was scanning a few pictures. i'm makin a small slide show on PowerPoint, and i guess that'll keep me busy...i need something to do anywayz...i'm gonna die of boredom!

there's a yellow carnation flower that i've had since the last day of school, and it was really cute because of the it was decorated, and it was a boguet of 10 till i gave 9 away. but the flower that i kept jus brings too many memories up...but what i did was freeze it. on Tuesday night, i put it in a Ziplock freezer bag and filled it with water and put it in the freezer, and the next day when i took it out to see it, it was pretty cool. but then, yesterday, i put it in warm water and then jus put the flower in another Ziplock bag without water, it was jus moist, and now it's frozen.*so pretty*...

omg....i jus found out James isn't #1 anymore! wow....gosh i'm late ^^;

i barely had any time yesterday to go to pplz's pages, but i guess i will today. i'm planning to look for a few things to add onto my page and ideas for a new theme, but other than that, i jus want to downlaod a few songs and also chat. so...yea....i sure am busy ^_^....

oh, and this is jus torturous, everything that comes up, well almost everything, like songs, topics, and tv shows...stuff like that....it's jus bringing up old memories. WAH!!! but...i'll live...it's onli gonna be 2 and a half months...i'll live...T_T

and the thing about Dustin...i've come to the point where i've finally come to a solution...i'll call him when i get the chance or have something to talk about, and if i don't see him for a while, i can always kill him in 9th grade ^_^ So yup, everything's settled now.

thanx for reading pplz, and i'll ttyl! bye!
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Wednesday, May 19, 2004

   day number one of summer vacation...
it's kind of boring at the moment, and today...An1m3 as left me.

i didn't go to sleep till late at 3 am last night...or was it this morning...well anywayz- but i was listening to my CD player and then the radio...and i kept switching. but i couldn't help but cry because of all of these songs that they were playing...so sad. *sniffles*

well, the onli thing i'm enjoying is being able to sleep in and all, but i miss yelling at my brother to wake up and rushing him to leave...oh, and also being late for the bus. also i miss the smiling faces...and the teachers...I EVEN MISS MR. PERKINS!!!

oh, and i called Dustin yesterday....but the thing was...i hung up after the first ring i heard T_T....sad aren't i?

well i'm gonna get going soon and i'm jus gonna scan through the year book, and cry over that....thanx for reading and i'll be back soon.

oh yea, pplz, plz get on AIM...i miss talkin to 13 pplz at one time...i'm oni down to 3 now...T_T...bye

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Tuesday, May 18, 2004

   hey pplz
Well as a few of you guys know, today was the last day of school. Let me just say that it was really fun, but really…really sad at the end. Today my buddies and I wore our pink and white outfit, but my pink jacket didn’t get washed yet so I ended up wearing my brown one. Also I got new shoes last night, and they’re the new K-Swiss Tongue Twister kinds and they’re pink and white.

Oh, and about yesterday…main thing: Dustin came back!!!! (That includes too many details and I might as well write a book about that…so I won’t torture you ^_^) Also….here was the not so good side about yesterday: I had to let Twix go. (I also don’t want to get too into that, long story) But….

SINGLE-NESS ROCKS BABY!

But today…all I need to do is be alone for a short while…at least a couple of hours. I had this whole scene painted in my head, a scene with me holding onto Dustin and telling him that I don’t want to let him go and spilling out everything in front of him, about how much I really care and that it’ll be really hard for me to last without him. But I should’ve known better. Number 1, I should’ve known better than to plan out such a perfect moment, since everything I ‘plan out’ ends up getting ruined one way or another (dreams are too perfect for this real word). Number 2, it was my entire fault for my actions and I shouldn’t have waited for 8th period to come by. At least I can be happy that I told him that I had a crush on him a long time ago (he actually knew since it was ‘so obvious’, so when I told him, he ended up saying ‘uh…I already knew that’)…but I guess that’s the only thing left on the ‘bright side’.


I just forgot to think about certain things last night, and mainly I forgot that the 8th graders were gonna be in the cafeteria from 7th to 8th period for this 8th grade…thing. And because of that…I didn’t get to see Dustin at all after I stepped into the cafeteria for B lunch. I saw him a bit before I walked into the cafeteria and all, but I hope I didn’t get him to think I was already mad at him….because when I looked ahead of where I was walking I saw him and a few of his friends and he was looking at me too. I don’t know why, because I usually don’t feel bad when he would catch me staring at him…but this time I just turned away slowly.

Now I want to pick up the phone and call him so bad, but when I was thinking about that I didn’t know what to say. I didn’t know if I’d cry and tell him what I wanted to say or just yell at him and turn things into a small joke. So I guess it’s best if I don’t call him and just not talk to him for a while. But during 8th period when Chieu was playing her CD and she put on ‘Take my Breath Away’ from Jessica Simpson…I actually started to tear up and I was so close to crying really badly. But nope, I had to hold it back. Now all I really need to do is cry.

I got to close with so many 8th graders, and I should’ve known that I would only have a year or even less with them. Last year it wasn’t so bad when the twins, Kyle and Kalup left. I had a huge crush on Kalup for longer than a semester, but it wasn’t so bad when they left. But now…I just got too close and I’m afraid that I’ll never see all of these pplz for a long time or even ever. And trust me, I stayed a while standing around looking for Dustin and I asked a few of his friends if they’ve seen him….but no luck. Dustin wrote in my year book, telling me that he’ll miss me and that he wants me to go to St. Pete High. Even though I’m happy that I’ll be able to see him soon, it’s gonna be like a whole year until I see him again, and a whole year until we’re able to rebuild a friendship as good as it was this year. *sighs…big time* but I guess I’ll live.

Well I hope that I didn’t worry anyone since I haven’t updated in a while. But just to let you know, I’m feeling much better and I’m not in as much pain as I use to be…but it’s just mostly emotional pain right now. School is finally over and so many pplz have left me. IgOtUrRiC3 left yesterday for Cambodia, my cousins and their parents left for Vietnam and Cambodia, my school buddies (and Dustin) have left me for summer vacation, and soon…An1m3 x An93L will be leaving me for Vietnam. I’m gonna be so alone over the summer T_T

I’m losing more than I thought I would…and my life is pretty much over now, that is…I’ve never felt so dead in my life. I guess things will be going down hill from now, but I might as well enjoy the ride, right?

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Friday, May 14, 2004

   *weakly* yay the weekend is finally here...
I’m pre-typing this letter, so in between I’ve probably taken one hour breaks or something.

But anyways, today was dissecting day in science, which is my first period class…and it wasn’t that bad…until I saw the frog! But the main thing was that it was ok except the odor part. Chieu was my partner and Tara and I were kind of fighting over her…but then she took Wanda.

Not much happened in second period. We read the class novel, and the sub is still a bitch. Luckily we missed about 10 minutes of that class since we had to finish up with the frogs and cleaning up. In third period Mrs. McRobert allowed everyone to pass around their year books for signing, and she just let a movie play. Fourth period…it was just notes and work, but no surprise there.

Fifth period was pretty much like third, but I just stayed at my seat and spoke with the people who were around me. Sixth period…we just watched a movie and Mara, Isabel, and I were talking about the year book…and just talking about other stuff. I went to seventh period, but by the time it got to 3pm I showed my note to Mrs. McCollum and I left with Chieu to the cafeteria for the ‘Shining Star Award’ ceremony thing.

I was the 8th person called up, and what my teachers put about why the chose me was because of…blah...blah…blah…and I have a great sense of humor. While I was up the lady at the podium asked me if I would like to tell a joke, and I said a very weak no. but yeah…that was pretty fun. Chieu was the 25th person to go up, and before she left the spot light I shouted out “GO CHIEU!!!!” and wow…I can scream (but for the fact that I had a sore throat, the pain got to me just a bit later). The funny thing was the expression on her face when she looked to her side at me with. We had pizza, a drink, and cookies afterwards, and I walked with Chieu so she can thank her Gifted teacher who nominated her.

But the thing was…before we left…and while we were still eating in the cafeteria and having our little talk-the afternoon announcements came on and they were announcing the members of the NJHS. Good news…Tara and Chieu and a few other friends got in. Bad news…I didn’t. At the moment it wasn’t much of a big deal, and I was really happy for them and I was acting like I didn’t care, which it really wasn’t that much of a big deal. But when I heard that I didn’t get in since I turned it in a bit too late…that really got to me.

Next thing you know, I’m being overpowered by negative energy and all that crap. And for some reason on the way home from the bus, just half a minute before it was time for our stop, my eyes start getting watery and I’m about to cry. Near the turn for our stop my eyes were totally filled with water and I had to try my best to get them gone without having them streak across my cheek, and luckily I was able to do that. But I was also sniffling. But I had a reason, I’m kind of sick-I just have watery eyes and a runny nose…but those weren’t any of my symptoms…but still they didn’t know that.

Right now I feel like such a quitter though. I feel like I’m a total loser, the ones who grow up living their lives with a big ‘L’ on their forehead. I fail in everything I attempt to do, and I can’t seem to do anything right at all. It’s like out of the whole six of us in the clique, I’m the little freak who won’t stop hiding. I’m the one who always gets stuck behind and is never included in anything and can never thing for herself. But if I was put into another stereotype, I’d be a nerd/geek…people would only want to be my friend so I can help them with my homework and give them test answers. I’ve been called‘computer geek’ before-several times-so I guess I better get use to it. No one seems to like me for who I am, but only because they want to use me for their own good. And even though I’m living with this kind of shit going on in my life…I still haven’t made much of a change no matter what others say. I’m still being picked last.

But with this stupid health situation, I’m just in big pain. And the frogs kind of made things worse during science…but the feeling didn’t get to me till a bit later in the day….luckily it didn’t get worse than a headache and dizziness though. Today was the last day I’ll be seeing igoturric3 at school, so I’ll be missing her, but then An1m3 x An93L is leaving a bit later too. by May 19th, I’ll be friendless and I’ll have no one to be with…and there’ll be no one worth talking to on AIM or on the phone. My life will be dead till one of them come back.

Well…if things went from good to bad that easily, hopefully things can go from bad to good as fast. My mom said that if she has any free time she’ll take me and my brother to rent a few games and movies. my cousin might be coming over later on tonight to take me and my brother to Electronic Boutique or just somewhere to hang out before she’ll be too busy packing up to be with us. Well, the weekends finally here…and there’s not much to do when I think about it. Only two days left of school…Monday and Tuesday…maybe I should just skip those days…I wouldn’t want anyone to get sick, now would I?

I’m gonna get going, and right now I haven’t taken my medicine since I got home…so I’ll have to get to it soon. If I have enough time (which I doubt) I might be heading over to igoturri3’s page and doing a little thing….but not sure yet at the moment.

thanx for reading, i'll ttyl i guess

[EDIT] Well i guess i have to change plans. i can't do what i wanted to do for IgOtUrRiC3, so i'll jus call her later if i get the chance. well...yea...ttyl guys
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Thursday, May 13, 2004

   Well, before I go to bed I wanted to post real fast.

*sighs* today I just found out from one of Dustin’s friend that he DID get suspended. And I won’t be able to see him for a long time, or even maybe never again T_T. Also tomorrow will be the last day that I’ll be able to see Monica, but some of you guys know her as [Ric3]. Then there’s gonna be An1m3 leaving mea bit later.

Also, I got my year book and the funny thing about how I got my money for it kind of left a bit of pain. The medicine I had to take a couple of hours before I went to bed was supposed to help me sleep, but by 11:45 (around there) I remembered that I forgot about the year book thing. I was so sleepy, and I was pretty dizzy. So I had to walk through the hallway and it was dark so it was hard to see. I went through the kitchen, but I kind of made a turn at the wrong spot, and I tripped at the bag of rice that was left at the corner. Then I realized I had to look for a sheet of paper and pen, so I walked over to the nook. My hand writing was so sloppy though since, like I said, I was dizzy. I finished writing the note, asking my dad for money…and just walked back to my room like nothing happened. And I thought my dad was gonna put a note to respond to me saying that he didn’t have enough change with him or that he just would ignore the letter.

Anyways, the ceremony thing will be tomorrow, I’m so excited…but then…what do I wear?!?! *NOOoooo!!!!!*

I have to go to bed now, it’s like almost nine, but the medicine is getting to me. Today at school I kept getting the feeling to throw up, and tomorrow we’ll be dissecting frogs…so I hope my health doesn’t get any worse. Well the count down starts now, 3 days left of school! And the funny thing that I found out was that the 8th grade dance for this year had been cancelled, but all I heard about was that there was a riot and they had to cancel all after school activities for the rest of the week. But that’s not right, because there were lots of pplz who bought dresses, rented a limo, and spent lots of money getting ready for this…but now…that had to happen. Good thing I’m a 7th grader this year though ^_^.

*yawns* I got to get going…I organized my backpack so it won’t be so heavy, and so I won’t have to carry so much since the 7th grade students cleaned out their lockers today, and can no longer use them. So I’m only down to one binder and a few small things. I’m sorry that I won’t be able to get to anyone’s page tonight, but I’ll see what I can do later. Also I’m not sure I’ll be able to post tomorrow…depending on how hard the medicine hits me. Thanks for reading pplz, and I’ll ttyl!

also i sent an e-mail to this one radio station, and i dediacted a song to Ric3, An1m3, and everyone on the Otaku ^_^. i requested 'because you love me' and i'm jus crossing my fingers that Delilah (hosts of the station) gets to it and reads it on the air ^^. well i'm jus hoping that she just gets to it. i guess that's all for now, ttyl! night pplz!
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Wednesday, May 12, 2004

   *blech* medicine >,<
For some reason, and I’m not playing when I say this, part of what I dream about has something to do with what happens at school. Last night I dreamt of the last day of school, and I was with Dustin and he gave me all these gifts since he was gonna leave me for high school. And it was like a major event and all, and he told me how much he’ll miss me. And then, today in 8th period he was called up to the 8th grade office and that was about 12 minutes after class started and he didn’t come back after that. Then I caught him while I was talking to one of my friends Allen, and I was only messing with him asking him if he was harassing one of my friends…then I see Dustin walking, and I just left Allen. He was on his cell phone and I was walking right next to him, and I felt bad since I was kind of ignoring ‘Twix’, but I said ‘Dustin?’ to get his attention, he turn around and he just wrapped his arm around me and gave me a short hug and continued walking. Then I got back to him really quick, and I asked him why he had to leave the class and why he was called up to the 8th grade house. And the thing that scared me was that his voice was in a serious tone, and he had a really serious face on.

He told me that he got a referral, and then he continued talking on his phone and didn’t bother to say bye to me and just left. Right after he left me I kind of got scared because I was thinking whether he got suspended or not. It’s been a long time since he’s hugged me, and after thinking about the hugging and the referral and about suspension and all…that just worried me.

He better be here for the rest of the school year though, because if not…then I’m gonna be really mad at him. Plus he gave me his phone number a while back, so I’ll just bug him a lot over the summer. But still….*sighs* even though he didn’t like me-like me, like how ‘Twix’ does, we use to wait after class for each other, and before when both of our busses came on the second route- we would stay in 8th period after school helping out Mrs. Foley. He bought me a soda after school a few times, and we would give each other a good bye hug before leaving…but not all the time. And when you compare that to me and ‘Twix’ others would probably think that we’re strangers and that me and Dustin were a couple. Now…he’s gonna leave me T_T.

Anyways, school’s okay I guess. Mrs. Altenore won’t be back till next week, so the Baby Shower is off, but my friends and I are still planning about that. I’m still going to school with this bad head ache and I end up asking myself, “Why didn’t I stay home?” every time at school. Also I received a letter saying that I was nominated by one of my teachers for a “Shining Star Award” it’s this thing saying how I’ve improved things academically and yea, that kind of stuff. Chieu got one too, but out of the six of me and my friends….we were the only two, and a few other students got one too. We get to go to this ceremony thing in the cafeteria from 3pm to 4pm during school this Friday and we’ll be receiving a certificate and refreshments. So that’ll be pretty cool I guess.

Oh, and because of that ceremony, we’ll be missing the post test in Mrs. Foley’s class, so Chieu and I had to take ours today. We were lucky since the class was kind of noisy and that allowed us to kind of whisper to each other the answer when we needed help. I helped Chieu with I think it was two or three answers, and I got them all right, and Chieu kind of chose the wrong one for me, and that was the only one I missed T_T…but it’s still ok, I got 90/100. And that’s still a passing grade, and A-.

Whoa…pretty long, once again. Well I’ll stop ^^’ I’ll talk to everyone later! Also I made my other page on Xanga all pretty last night, anyone who’d like to stop by-the link will be on the bottom. Oh, and I’m feeling just a little bit better, but I’m still in pain since I finished my second carton of ice cream this morning.. And then there’s the same problem with my throat, and now my whole mouth hurts-even when I just open it! *sighs* ok, ok…leaving ^^’ *sticks out tongue* buh bye pplz ^_^

Sw33tKhmeyBab13

*We just got back from the store, and my mom and I were getting me some new medicine, and I got more ice cream! ^_^ Also I asked my mom for $26 dollars to buy a year book (this year’s year books for J-Hop is way better than last year’s) and my mom said for me to ask my dad first. Hehe I hope I do get it though…I need the memories! Bye*

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Tuesday, May 11, 2004

   *achoo!*
Hey guys, today was just horrible! First of all I had a nightmare about missing the bus (and that I got my hair cut…which was an ok thing since it turned out pretty cute ^^) but I was awaken by my brother at the entrance of the door yelling at me to get up and it was only 10 till 9! That means 10 minutes before the bus was gonna arrive. *sighs* we had to hurry, and because of that I had to miss my shower and skipped to getting dressed. And by the time I was half way finished with getting my stuff to put in my backpack…the bus left! We live right behind the bus stop (we live at a dead end, right at the end and the bus stop is at the church parking lot right behind us) and my brother was able to see the bus through one of the windows in the nook. And the thing was the bus was a bit more than 5 minutes late, and if only if it came 5 minutes later, we would’ve made it. Mrs. Long sometimes does make it to the bus stop around 9:10, but today….we just weren’t that lucky. I was the brave one to wake my dad up, and I felt really bad since he doesn’t come home until 5 AM and I felt bad since I was disturbing his sleep. We were taken to school by my dad, but before we left I told my dad I didn’t feel good, and he found out I had a fever! Today just wasn’t my lucky day -.-

Well I’ll stop complaining about my morning, but after reading Chie’s comment, I decided that I would at least turn in what I had for the NJHS thing. I had my essay, the packet, one thing down for leadership, and one thing down for services. And thanks to my mentor I found out about those two things, I also got the recommendation letter from her too. The good thing was that I was able to turn it in, but not till after a quick lecture about responsibility from Mrs. Soffos, but it wasn’t like she was yelling at me, but just a bit disappointed. But after I gave her the packet…she didn’t say anything but “Thank you”.

Oh, and also I was about 10 minutes late for class since I was running an errand for the 6th grade assistant principal and man…it was the activity day in Mrs. Foley’s class too! But luckily I was able to catch up on things and because of Chieu’s slowness I didn’t’ miss much...hehe just kidding ^_^;

Well it kind of got too long, and all I have left to say is that I’m stuck with what ever it is I have and I got a really bad head ache over at Publix, and throughout this whole day, and my throat hurts badly, no matter what I swallow…well except for ice cream…*big smile* and not to mention that my shoulders were in pain too, they felt bruised for some reason. and also I forgot my lunchbox in my locker again *bigger smile*

Thanks for reading to those who got through to the bottom ^^: I’ll ttyl, and I’ll try my best next time not to type so much. I’m gonna get going to find a picture of that one guy. Chieu found one picture of him yesterday, and his name is…well I can only remember his first name: Edison and his nick name is ‘Ed-is-on’…haha isn’t that funny? ^^ Ok…it got too long. Sorry didn’t get to anyone’s page but one yesterday, and I don’t know about today since I’ll have a lot of cleaning to do. I was told that we’re having a guest from Boston coming over sometime soon….I’ll see. Well ttyl, and I’m out ^_^

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Monday, May 10, 2004

   hey PPlz!
* First of all i'd like to tell Chie:
Thanx so much for ur kind words that u tell me everytime ^^ it always gets to me and makes things better. i hope u know that u've got a great talent. thanx for everything ^_^*

For some reason when I woke up, I was thinking about math equations and all of that other math crap that made me stay in bed until 7:45 just trying to get away from that. But the very scary part was that even though I was trying to avoid it and get an extra 20 minutes of sleep ever since I woke up, I ended up figuring out the answers. Whoa…right?

Anyways, after that whole thing got over with, I then had this huge feeling of regret hover over my head. It was a bad feeling too, and I almost thought I was still asleep, like I was having a nightmare while I was checking if I had all of my books and stuff for school. But the bad thing was that I was awake and I still have that feeling now. I don’t know for sure what it is I’m feeling bad about, but that’s just how it is. (Also I’m tired, broke, and I’m really scared for of the last day of school…but mainly broke ^^ ;)

Well I chose that I won’t join the NJHS, I don’t really need to anyway. Chieu and Tara are doing it I guess, Tara turned hers in today, and Chieu asked for an extra day and got it. But oh well, an extra day wouldn’t be enough time for me to get everything done. I had a really good essay typed out too, but that’s the thing…since it was pretty long, after I found out that it was supposed to be HAND WRITTEN IN INK….that’s when I ‘gave up’ and told Chieu that I wasn’t going to do.

I hope that’s not what I’m feeling bad about, because I really don’t care about it much. Like I told Chieu, their lost ^_^

I have no idea what I have to do for homework or anything, but I know that I finished the Language Arts assignment has been done sine last week. (I found out that the assignment WAS due MONDAY!!!) *sighs* anyways, that’s all I’m sure of for now. I have a few things that I’m planning to get done with before I get kicked off my computer for sleep…so I better get to it quick. I’d also like to make a shout out to Tara and Janna, today’s Janna’s B*day and Saturday was Tara’s. They’re finally 13! ^_^ ! (And I always thought that Janna was older than me till I got to know her this year….)

There goes another long post, well I’ll leave for now, and I’ll talk to everyone later. Thanks for reading! and once again, thanx Chie!!!!

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Sunday, May 9, 2004

   hey pplz
hmm...sorri for not posting for a while, i didn't realli have any time. i also had some things to do and get over with...and i guess i got that done with.

for the NJHS thing, i got my essay done...and like usual it's like a novel. i asked someone to reach my mentor to ask her if she can write a letter of recomendation for me, and hopefully she got the message. but even if she did, i still wouldn't have enough points. all together u can get up to the maximun of 350 points, and the minimun is 300 points.

so far i've gotten my essay which is onli 100 points. and then the appearence of the packet looks like the way it was when i got it, so that's gonna be around 50 points. i didn't have any leadership activity put down (bye bye 50 points) and i don't have and service activities put down (bye bye another 50). and also i doubt i'll get that letter from my cousins friend by tomorrow morning, (bye bye another 50 points). so with the letter from my mentor, and my essay, and the packet...that'll onli be....200 points. whoopy-dee for me!
and the thing that sux is that i found out that my cousin Soday and Davy was in that, and Chieu is also planning to join...so now i have this pressure on me of wanting to be included. *Sighs* i'll see if my letter is good enough for the pplz to give me 150 points out of pitty.

well i jus got home from a lil party...well it's more like what my cousin called it, a little get-together. but the thing is...well i kinda realized it last night, but...two of my best friends are leaving me, and my closest cousin and her family is leaving me too. she's 24, but still...And my two buddies, Ric3 and An1m3 are gonna be leaving me for like...a month! that's a long time. i won't inlcude all the other emotional crap that i was thinking about when i realized it...but *sighs* that's like half of my summer vacation gone to a waste.

i should be leaving. i made a new page on Xanga, and i got a new s/n to match it. i'm gonna see what else there is to do with it. and tomorrow is that field trip...uhm..to that one place. onli Linna, Amenda, and Jimmy (since he's injured) aren't going...so..yea, everyone else jus wants to get away from school. well...can't think of anything else to complain about, so i'll be leaving. nighty night pplz, and sw33t dreamz.

Also, what got me into a realli good mood today was when i was over my Aunt's house, and she had this movie playing. it was called 'Vampire Effect' and it was ok. it was in Chinese, but had the subtitles and all at the bottom, and the thing was...the main guy, who's a vampire..he was soooo hot! but the bad part was that something was wrong with their DVD player, and i got realli mad cuz at the place where things started messing up, he was dying...and yea...a lot of sword action happening too. but still...*drools* soo....fine...and he was dying! the movie was dealing with Vampire Hunters and all, and love...and romance..(same thing but oh well) and...ugh! the adults jus switched it to Karaoke after they fixed things up! but seriously...he was hot...^_~

and me and my brother got into an argument with guests over jus a bit ago...well half an hour ago, and it kinda got physical at the end. but the thing is that if there's some kind of bastard out there who thinks they can threaten me, b!tch me around, and get the first hit and leave with no wounds...that's wrong. i have a bad temper, and there are a few who know that without experiencing it. *sighs* but he can expect some ants in his room tonight...hehe *evil laughter* yea..i should be leaving ^^. later pplz

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Weapon:	Flamethrower
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Thursday, May 6, 2004

   and i'm gonna attempt a stunt...i'm gonna try to make this short!
well as most of u know, today was the day for Sea World. long story short, we onli went on the ride 'Journey to Atlantis' and we went on it 6 times (me, Amenda, Linna, and Janna-and Twix and a couple of his friends came too) but I was in the front on the first ride and got my whole outfit wet and it was sooo funny since water kept dripping from my clothes. then the second one we got Mr. Perkins to come with us. the others were fun and good, but the last when it was just me and the girls and another one, Amy. and we were stuck with one adult and I asked if me and Amenda could trade seats with him and he said yea...and we got this idea...that I thought of...and we shouted out 'J-HOP' as we went down. we were all suppose to wave our hands in the air and put them in the 'I love you' sign during the drop, but I was the onli one who did that part, the rest jus shouted.

We were supposed to go on another ride, Kraken, but it was this really scary roller coaster ride, and the girls chickened out, which held the guys back. we had a deal to keep with our friends Richard, Jeremy, and Justin, but they didn't wait for us to get off the bus and we didn't meet till we got off our first time on 'J. to A.' and the deal was that if we went on the ride with them, they would come with us on Kraken. But the thing was that Jeremy and Justin were on Kraken while we were talking to Richard, and we saw them on it at this one spin and Jeremy had his head tucked in and that scared us out. But they kind of ditched us anyway. But still, we had lots of fun!
hmm...and Twix got me this stuffed animal, and it was soooo cute. it was like a seal, but it was a white seal...I never pay attention in classes teaching about animals...so I wouldn't know the name....still...it was sooo cute!

*sighs* it got too long -.-' oh well, next year will be Islands of Adventure, and that'll be better, way better! but I did almost fall asleep on the bus on the way back, but I wasn't the onli one though. and jus for a friend, i'll stop this post here, ^^; later pplz, and i'll ttyl!

[EDIT] first of all i'd like to say that i never scrolled down on the modify post page, and no wonder i never saw the thingy to modify them, but yay!!! but still..i kinda feel stupid...but when do i never? anywayz...i'd like to mention i wore all pink today! woot! hah yea it was plain scary cuz i use to hate that color...now...O_O...omg! haha and also i spilled coffee on my white pants right after i changed clothes! what was i doing with coffee u say? u should know ^_^. hmm...i can't remember what else i wanted to put up, but anywayz, my 'modify post' thing works!!! i'm so happy! and no school tomorrow!!!! WooT! laterz pplz!

[EDIT-MOOD CHANGE]

You belong in the land of darkness, otherwise known
as one of the worlds in which I dwell. All here
is beauty inspired by tragedy and great sorrow.
Write or go through other creative outlets to
express the anguish you may be feeling, and
never let anyone tell you that you are just
being 'weepy' or full of 'teenage angst'(if
you're a teenager.If not, then they really
should be punished for calling you one. They
probably are trying to insult your
maturity...fools.)and always remain yourself,
dark and amazing. Never change.


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it's wierd that u can think about someone u dont really know so much and so closely while u listen to the lyrics:

1)when i'm with u, i feel naked and sacred.
and this world can be so cold.
i wanna hold u naked-and sacred till i grow old.

2)what does love mean?
can love last?
i ask myself these questions- haunted by the past.

3)i've walked these city streets.
i know vicotries and defeats. searching hoping,
jus barely coping.

4)baby i wanna be the girl for u
i want it to be true
i dont know how i'd be with myself-
if i ever hurt u

1)

since i've met u,
my life's changed,
i feel like a bird,
that's been let out of it's cage...

4)

1)

~Naked and Sacred-DJ Mystik

and then all of a sudden, u change ur mood and jus beg...force urself to try ur best to forget anything good about them, any reason to care for them. but it's almost like erasing all of ur LIFE away...since that's WHAT u SPENT thinking of them in the PAST. *that wasn't all of the song, but i'm being rushed to get off since it's pretty late right now, so yea...i'll ttyl. and don't worri, this is my last edit for tonight^^; and trust me, there's a lot of songs that remind me about stuff that's related to this subject...An1m3 knows what i'm talking about...well unless she forgot...hehe...nighty night pplz!*
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