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Monday, June 21, 2004
hmmmm...what to post about....
Uhm...well not much happened today, and there's nothing really worth posting about. I've always hated Mondays anywayz ^^; If something comes up, I'll edit maybe.
Also here's a poem from a while ago, I still haven't been able to think of anything yet....but yea...I jus need to wait for the right time and right emotions to flow in ^_^...i think....
I dunno if I've put this up yet.....but I guess it wouldn't hurt to put it back up again ^^;
you've shatter and torn apart-
kicked and stepped over this heart.
then you threw the remainings into the sea-
turned back and walked off...hating me.
a smirk to top off the night,
thinking now that i'm gone things will be right.
this tired soul suffers along the crashes-
against the rocks and only receives gashes.
not knowing of any hate...
but believing i can start on a new slate.
the waves come down in all directions-
Pummling my body with rejection.
no hope left for this weak spirit...
but to continue to cry hoping you hear it.
after you break there seems to be no way to heal...
but you shouldn't give up cuz there are many who feel-
feel the same way and are able to just walk through...
your not alone and there's many who care for you too.
my soul comes to see the fact that there is pain no more,
and finaly finds my way back to shore.
i hold my head up high for another tomorrow...
that will be spent with happiness and will be anti-sorrow.
all my life i've been asking for rescue...
to find that special someone and i thought he was you.
but now i find myself needing help more than ever…
I thought that you would put away the nightmares forever.
I was idiotic and in denial…
I didn’t think that it was only a trial.
A game that turned to be a waste.
My heart and soul was only being chased.
Lies to cover my wounds and cuts-
You start to apologize with a “but…”
You didn’t think I would be so hurt-
But think about it…you threw my heart into the dirt.
You had the easy part,
You pretty much just said sorry for breaking my heart.
I cried and you didn’t know,
I loved you…but it didn’t show.
But I can’t help it…
And these words no longer seem to fit…
But I just want you to know…
That I once loved you…and that feeling will never go.
I’ll start this new life…but I won’t end the other.
I can’t replace my tears and memories so this life won’t count as another…
But it’ll be a new look on things,
And my heart will change the tune that it sings…
My eyes left unclosed and I won’t let you out of my sight,
It’s a new feeling of happiness that appeared as a light-
It leads the way and tells me that my ‘someone’ will be here soon.
And by then I would have already hatched out of this depressing cocoon.
Thanx for reading and I'll ttyl!!! [and this was like from a couple months ago, don't worry, no bastard will ever break me down again  !]
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