Wednesday, March 17, 2004

   Another long post...
hey pplz! well a lot happened since i last post, so i'm gonna have to see if i can make it not so long...well...forget that...prepare for another long post!! haha...O_o..anywayz...

ok..uhm..the weekend seemed to be so boring, and my plan of installing my scanner...couldn't happen..nope. i woulda done it if i was able to find the installation disc-mabbober...but i'm not very organize with most of my stuff...but oh well... so yea..i couldn't find that so i'm gonna have to go on a hunt. great...another thing to add on my list, jus what i wanted!

THINGS TO GO LOOK FOR:

SPANISH BOOK
MATH HOMEWORK
ONE GREEN STONE FROM MANCALA
WEAPONS FOR CLUE
BROTHER
SCANNER INSTALLATION DISC

oh wait..damn! my brother's rite here...*kicks ground*...*kicks brother*....no fair...

well...i had a lot to do other than that over the weekend so i guess it was ok. on saturday, we spent the whole day cleaning the house. and we were told that pplz were coming over our house for a lil party and that was made our motivation. but later on in the afternoon, i find out no one's coming tonight, but they had plans for later. i was mad cuz they actually got me to clean my room...which never happens unless i got a good reason. but yea..we went out shopping a lot for all these plastic cups and utensiles...and..you know..plates..and all the above stuff. then me and my mom came home from doing that..she doesn't want me or my brother to take in any of the stuff, but to leave it in the car, and we get some other stuff that would be used for a "party" and yea..we had to peel my brother away from his computer, and we left to go to my mom's friend's house. it was a small party, like one that we had last sunday, the one i didn't know of. but yea...it was ok there, but i got mad cuz the adults were doing karaoke and the bois were using the tv in this other room to play video games. i didn't know where the other tv's were, but i didn't bother looking. i ended up missing rurouni kenhsin that night and luckily thanx to my begging techniques for going home..we were able to go home and i was able to catch .hack//sign.

the next day, sunday...khmer youth group day. i woke up around 9am and i jus laid in my bed thinking....and forgetting what day and time it was. well..anywayz...that lasted for a while and i then i took a look at the time (it was around 10 am) and i rush to get ready. the problem was it was gonna be my third week, but my first week with my cuzzin takin me to the place. she's in it too, but i wasn't sure of what time she was gonna come. i wait till 10:30..and i started to panick. i'm on my computer and i'm jus listening to music quietly trying not to wake up my dad, and my cuzzin isn't here yet. i finally get common sense and i call her cell phone and i leave her a message. i was afraid she was still sleeping and that she forgot about what day it was. then she calls back and says that she'll be over soon. but the thing is she got here around 11:15, and we're already 15 minutes late. when we get there...we were kinda mad..they canceled the dance lessons cuz half of the pplz are already on their break and left town. so there wasn't many pplz and they jus canceled the whole thing for that day. but they told my cuzzin to go to thier restaraunt, and i went with her. there was a meeting, and i respected my elders by staying quiet and onli bug An1m3 x An93L. yea..she was there too, and her sister and me and my cuzzin. but the rest were the two teacher's (who are the owner of the restaruant) and then about...i would say...7/10 adults in a meeting talking about the youth group and about the cambodian new year party that is comeing up soon. well...it was kinda boring there since it was jus us...and then it started getting exciting...but the lady owner was really nice and she made a couple dishes and the her and the four of us got to eat it for free. An1m3 kept bggin me to go eaet a shrimp..but i don't really like them..actually i don't like em at all, and she was like "come on! try it!!!" and a lot of other things. but...there's gonna be a few things announced on this comeign sunday..and since i went to the meeting...i know about part of it^_^.

remember the thing about the party and the cleanign up? well..after the meeting was over...which was around 1:30pm..i think...me and my cuzzin went to the gas station to-ofcourse-get gas for her car...and also she thought of giving her car a wash. it was funny cuz we were wating in a line of cars for like i think 45 minutes...but it seemed like hours! and the heat really got to our heads...a 13 year old and a 24 stuck..in a hot, dirty car...haha..yea..we went crazy.

but finally when we finished it and went home, we saw a few cars in the front of my driveway...and then...things jus started goin crazy. there was a party once again, and this time there were more pplz. there woulda been more...IF ONLI AN1M3 CAME!!! and a few other pplz. but yea..i guess my mom didn't want too many pplz over. but the thign was An1m3's sister came over-the dance teacher, but she didn't teach my cuzzin and i and dances, but jus did karaoke. but yea..main thing..party, lots of beer bottles to throw away..and lots o' cleaning.

monday and tuesday, i'm gonna end up getting mixed..i dunno why..but my memory jus kinda went blank on those days. but this one morning i was hanging around my locker area, and haveing chieu's locker on the rite of mine, she was with me too. then a few of my other friends came to us and i started intertaining them. pplz that i wouldn't know would walk by and i would call out a random name and make it seem like i mistaken them for someone else. this is what i'd do.

ME: hey! hey!..micheal? uhm..hey micheal?
*stranger looks at me with curious face* uhm..sorry i'm not micheal.
ME: oops! i'm sooo sorry!!! i thought u were micheal..ewll sorry bye^_^!

and i jus kept choosing random names..and random victams...haha...my friends didn't know what i was doing when i first started, but then they finally got the idea after the 3rd person. they kept saying..."omg dany..ur so stupid...did u know that person?" and here's my lil answer "no..but that's the good thing"

so yea...they thought i was crazy, but then they tried it out..and..*scoffs* they're such babies! haha they jus can't do it like me...*sighs*..u know i'm good. haha..but anyways..there was also another day that it was raining, i think it was tuesday..or monday..ah! well i was able to run in the rain with my friends, and my one friend jumped into a puddle and got me and chieu wet but onli from our knees down. but still..that made my day.

but then on tuesday..i remember this..but at dinner time i hated everything that was happening at home cuz it was jus so broing, and i jus wanted to go to bed..and going bed to early is a big thing for me!!! so i was really..tired..and pooped..and everything in life for those 5 hours were awfull..but the onli thing that kept me happy was the fact i was going to SPIFFS the next day!!!

but hey i think i gtg soon, and it took me a while to type up this post and i'm planning to do some other things..so i hate beign late on things..unless it's a library book..but anywayz..i'm gonna have to tell u guys about SPIFFS later on..maybe tomorrow. it was about 4 hours..or was it 3..well around that..and a lot happened!!! the group of pplz i was with were my friends, but not my reawlly close ones like chieu, and igoturric3, and some other. but they were good freinds, but anywayz..they had to ask me a question..they asked me if i was drunk...haha. but i dunno what made them do that...oh well. i'll tell u guys the rest tomorrow.

but anywayz..yea i'm happy to say i'm back, but i did go online the other days, but not that much..jus a couple hours or a few. but i didn't stay on as long as i usually would..so that to me, was good wnough....*sobs*...i'm so proud of myself.

well too many pplz on AIM..and i'm getting destracted and i can't seem to remember what to put. so when i get my memory back, i'll let u guys know about it. later for now and i'll elave u with a poem...buh bye pplz.


why can't things be as easy as they seem?
nothing would be harder than a dream.
the world can keep on spinning,
but this pain has got to stop bringing-
all of this torture that comes with tears,
memories to look back on...all throughout the years.

why can't peace be brought to this?
why can't we settle it with a kiss?
love can cure many things,
it can come back to you as familiar rings.
when hate finally gives in,
there will be no more bad, not even a sin.

every heart will see its day.
even if it's in a long time...it'll have its way.
love comes in all shapes and sizes,
it'll come with comfort and lots of surprises.
even if things don't seem to turn out right,
jus keep on moving and never give up without a fight.

life will teach things that can't be learned in school.
no matter how hard u try, u have to keep ur cool.
life has this way of sneaking up on you with tears and sadness,
even fill the purest of all hearts with madness.
but always believe that there is always hope and a light.
there is love and it's always in sight.

live your life as if each day is ur last.
don't let your day fly plainly and don't let it jus past.
don't give up on life no matter what,
there is gonna be a pain free day...and u'll have ur cut.
jus laugh it off, don't even cry.
it won't do u any good if u jus sit there and cry.

after u read this...write ur own thoughts.
tell your feelings and what cha gots^_~
express ur heart and mind,
everything that u hold...even if it's not kind.
life is too short for things to be kept inside.
you gotta open up and not jus hide.

i should know cuz this is my life.
i don't do things that'll cause pain more than a knife.
i hold a few things in, but they soon come out.
if i need something to get off my shoulder, i'm jus gonna shout.
i dunno care much of what pplz think of me,
but as long as its the truth that they see.

there's nothing worse than jus living with believing in lies,
what will u be left to know when eveyone jus dies.
there will be know knowledge of what has gone wrong.
you'll onli be left crazy living this life thinking you WERE crazy all along.
so let out what u need to say.
it's better than keeping in your own secrets and things WILL be ok.

everyone's pressured by the pplz of these days.
following their attitudes and all their other ways.
you think that if u help jus a bit that the world is at its best?
well it won't be if u don't start thinking about the rest.
jus think about those close to you and that they'll always be there,
they are the ones who'll cry and laugh with u-they're the ones who care.

i can start to believe that it's hard not to trust me,
i don't force u to make you tell me anything, and that u can see.
but if u need my shoulder, help or tears,
i can't promise i'll always be there with u and near,
but jus think of my words, and all of my love.
i'll be like this for always and if u need me, jus look above.

i dunno why i write all this poetry...that's from something someone asked.
i gotta let my feelings and this is the way...instead of keeping them masked.
poetry is the reason why i can write what i write,
i keep the truth as tight as tight,
and i keep my imagination where it should be.
but i wonder if they'll ever mix...i'll jus have to see.

remember each event and mark it in a file.
don't forget the puncuation and then the smiles.
don't say hallow "i love you"s and say them when u mean it.
say it in times where u knw they'll fit.
say what u gotta say and let it be exactly how u feel.
keep the jokes to a minimum and keep it all real.


sorry this was so long pplz, but a lot happened since i posted, so yea...i know now never to do taht again! haha...Thank u much for reading this loooong post pplz. and sorry if it was too long. well i'm gonna go and do a few things...Language Arts homeowrk i don't understand, and my Science drawing i left in my locker..yea..lemme go laugh at myself in the mirror..later^_^

(plz excuse any spelling errors..too much to type..and not that much time...thank u much)

HAPPY ST. PATRICK'S DAY PPLZ!!!


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