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Friday, March 19, 2004
hey guys
Hey guys! ok, uhm..well today was ok, the bad thing was that we still had work to do. but i guess it was ok cuz it wasn't that much, and we didn't have to do anything in my math class. after i made a deal to not bug mr. perkins if he let me play hangman with the class, he let me....yea and after he said "hey...how bout let's play hang dany?" yea..i mean..how corney is that? haha..oh well..i wrote a poem up on the chalk board later on, and then this guy jus erases it on purpose cuz he wanted to...and i even told him not to mess with it cuz it was really good...but he jus went on and did it! he didn't even know how mad i was....jus cuz he doesn't take me seriuosly...he's the kind of guy who licks his lunch box even if it has been on the dirty ground, and he'll fart on pplz...and now he's a person who spots a good farewell poem on the chalkboard of math class and erases it for fun and laughs about it. see..i try to be nice to him, and try to respect him...but this is what i get in return! oh well...his lost...i'm not his freind anymore.
well...okie doke...uhm...today, three of my best buddies left me for the field trip thing. and it wasn't fair. when i left them on wednesday for mine...i was only one..and they're three...and that's a big number! so i was able to spend time with my other friends today, and they jus had to bring up what happened on thursday.
see...during 2nd period there was a fire drill, and it was weird cuz it went off for 5 seconds, and then stopped for about 10..and when it stopped everyone stopped also..and then it went back on, and everyone started moving..and then the same thing happens 4 times. when we got outside there was a ladybug on my friend Abdiel's back, and my friend Isabel (A.K.A. Izzy at my school) took it off his back and held it. i told her to keep it away from me cuz i have a thing NOT for butterflies, and ladybugs, and several other bugs, and she was holding it and playing wtih it....then...i get a bit of bravery to come up to me...and i told her i'd TRY to hold it. so it was ok...for half a second! then i started freaking out and squealing and saying in a high pitched voice to get it off of me. haha..and they were jus laughing their asses off. then when the drill was over, Izzy still had the ladybug and i, once agin, wanted to see if i can hold it b4 it was good bye and b4 i had to get to class. so another one of my friends held the ladybug and closed their hands so it wouldn't fly away...and i wanted to see if i can do that....and yea..once again i did the same thing. but this time they didn't bother to take it away rite when i panicked...but they jus left me to go crazy. it was funny, but the lil bug was walking on my hands which gave me a tickle feeling, and that kinda scared me cuz i didn't know what it was doing in tehre. and also...i was jumping up and down yelling at them to take it away...and today they jus reminded me of that...and it was so embarrassing. to me...butterflies and ladybugs are...insects...bugs...and even though they are beautiful...as long as they're in that group, i can't stand em much ^_^;
well they kept me happy today, but by 8th period, wanda and chieu are in that class with me, and they didn't get there till about 15/20 mintues after class started..and then i couldn't wait any longer for them to come so i got mad taht they had more time there than i did.
i have work to do over the weekend and that sux big time, and i have an essay to write for my spanish class for extra credit cuz my grade went down to a B and i need to raise that up. i have a C in my language arts class, and luckily she let the class finish the week's homework during class...or else my grade woulda gone down to a D.
ok..so Spring Break has started...i haven't gotten anything planned, but now i'm up for a few parties. i jus hope the youth group doesn't get cancelled again, cuz after the meeting, there's gonna be a lot of things to talk about to all the pplz. also the cambodian new year is rite around the corner and we've onli gotten one dance over with so far...gosh...damn high schoolers! well....i'll be happy when the time comes, but if there's gonna be a lot of craziness there like always...and there...i have plans for hte new year ^_~. myabe i'll jus spend my time cleaning up my room to get ready for anything. write a poem or two...and probably go somewhere fun. i can feel it already..there's something that tells me i'm gonna be bored over the break...and i better not be cuz i can't wait another 7 weeks after that for my next break.
today seems boring already..i'm trying to get my new s/n...and it keeps saying that there's an error. so when i finally get it..i'll try to remember to put it up on the AIM contact thing...later for now pplz..and don't forget to check out the poem underneath ^_^
and someone took my plan for XxSw33TxDreamZxX so now i have to do more thinking..i wanted that one really bad..but no...i guess htis is part of being slow when i'm not in school...oh well...but now i'm mad cuz of that...grrr! buh bye pplz
too many tears,
left hidden behind jokes.
all of these sighs,
covering chokes.
doors left closed and locked,
will always stay this way.
no light-onli shadows...
nothing's ok.
things have changed,
with those final words from you.
they hurt so bad,
but at least they were true.
my face-left stainded,
with the unstopable tears-
that once were kept back,
now came out cuz of fears.
you've left a mark,
deep in my heart.
it's a permanant scar
that keeps us apart.
this freindship isn't new,
but it jus isn't enough.
i no longer know anything now,
is my whole life a bluff?
it's like my life is speeding,
then specks of light appear,
giggles fill my heart...and now...
now i know love is near.
i'll jus have to live,
breathe...and walk through.
cuz even though you're still whith me,
i'll be greatly missing you.
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