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Thursday, April 15, 2004
oh gosh...haha!!
Omg!!! Before I get into the ‘story’, I and Chieu wore our white Capri and so did Amenda, and I wore a shirt that was mostly pink, and Chieu had a pink and white striped shirt. But…Amenda wore a red shirt, but the ‘ok’ thing was that the letters on it were pink…but still…you could barely see it. I had a pink jacket around my waste, and the other two had white. Tara had her pink ‘GAP’ sweater and the letters ‘g’ ‘a’ and ‘p’ were in white, so that was ok, and the rest didn’t dress up. There were a few other girls who were told about it and joined in, but overall…it was ok. Also I got over the problem with Amenda, and things went ok…well the rest is down there…
Ok, the thing is, my day went really good today, but I feel REALLY bad! The main thing…‘Twix’ asked me out to the Spring Fling Dance! Well he didn’t ‘ask me’…he talked to a friend who talked to me, that kind of stuff. But…I feel bad because he bought an extra ticket to the dance for me…and I COULDN’T go!!! It was so funny when it happened though. Ok, the bell to dismiss 2nd period rang, and I went right to my next class which is just a door away on the right. He’s skipping his 3rd period class, well at least the beginning of it, and I’m already in my social studies class and I was already seated, and Isabel wasn’t yet, and like I said, I went straight into class. Well…her seat is right next to the door-where I use to sit before I had to switch seats with someone-well anyways, he caught Isabel before she was about to step into the class and he asked her if I was going to the dance. So she had to come inside the room, next to the door and asked me if I was going to the dance, and I told her no and that I didn’t have a ride home. She went back outside and the whole thing kept repeating for a few times, and I was really mad at myself for not even asking if I could go to the dance since I thought that I wouldn’t have any reason to go…and now…*sighs* It’s just that I’m mad at myself for that…and I felt really bad since we didn’t even talk to each other after that, until the end of the day.
I spent the whole day feeling guilty and bad that I did that, and by the end of 8th period…as I was walking out with Chieu and Isabel, Isabel came with the idea that I should have a small talk with him and give him a hug. Dustin and I have hugged each other a few times, and he’s even gotten me a soda after school, but I was so shy around ‘Twix’ he was at his locker, and he was with a couple friends. And then I change my mind and say that I didn’t want to do it and I’ll talk to him later. Then…they start dragging me!!! I was able to hold my ground enough for them not to get me too close to him. I felt really bad, and I was REALLY embarrassed! Then Isabel had to leave just a bit later and I start dragging Chieu the other way since she wasn’t able to pull me much anymore. And when I finally get free, Ric3 comes in and she starts helping Chieu. I told them that I would do it and that they had to let go of me, and when they let go I cooled down, took a deep breath, and I walked the other way to my locker. Stupid me, they were able to get me back and it all started over. And after a while they finally let me go, but I felt REALLY, REALLY bad for doing that. But it was funny since he was just standing at his locker watching me be dragged around. Oh no, I can picture that now…I’m gonna kill them!!!
Well I got to my locker and got what I needed. Chieu and Ric3 were with me, and I told them that I was gonna go back and at least say good bye to him and apologize for not being able to go to the dance with him…but we were able to take a little glance to where his locker was, and we didn’t see him. So we just left…and went on our way to our busses. Then…Chieu sees him and calls him over. I was ok with that…for only 5 seconds! Then I got all panicky and I turned around so he wouldn’t know what I was saying, and I mumbled to her, “Is he coming? Please don’t tell me he’s coming…is he?” she nodded her head and at the point…it was the worst that I’ve felt that whole day…or should I say…in a long time. He was walking to me…then Chieu said that she was gonna go and she just ran off…I ONLY ran to her to get her to stay so I wouldn’t be alone…and then when I caught up with her, I turned around and he was already going the other way. He was going in the direction to the cafeteria for the dance.
Yeah, I felt horrible for doing that and…hopefully I can talk to him without being bothered by anyone I don’t want around me. But here’s the thing. after I got to Chieu, and at the end of that thing…I saw one of his friends at one of the soda machines close to the bus area, and I told him that if he sees ‘Twix’ to tell him I’m sorry I couldn’t go to the dance, and that I said bye. I was walking a bit slow as I shouted that, and then I was about…I would say, about 10/15 feet away from him, and after I finished saying what needed to be said, he came back with, “Uh…ok, but wait. Aren’t you the girl that Kr likes?” and then I turned around real fast so I wasn’t facing him anymore, and I was talking to Chieu in a really high pitched voice and I was kind of happy. But I’m trying not to let it get to me, because it could just be a guess of what he thinks or just a joke…but still. He ‘kind of’ asked me to the dance!!! And when my chance actually comes…I turned him down!!! I hate myself…-_-…
Well…that was the high light of my day, I’m gonna try to get something from Isabel, since she was the message sender-person, so…yea…I’ll ttyl though, and bye for now. I’m gonna see if some good tea can cool me down…but I really need to talk to him!!! So far…that’s three pplz…not including Amenda…who told me that ‘Twix’ likes me. And I don’t know if it’s true. Oh yea, just to let you guys know, his full name is Karrar, but pplz call him Kr…since it sounds like it, and his ‘code name’ is ‘Twix’. ^_^ thanks for reading, and bye.
~ok, I kind of got tired after typing that, and I took a nap that ended up lasting a couple of hours. But anyways, I really feel like a lazy sloth after that. I have a few things that I should have done before a nap…and I didn’t do them. Well I’m gonna make myself some instant noodles, and also I would like to add in that the dance would’ve been over at 6pm, and it’s about 7:50pm here, and my mommy hasn’t gotten home yet…I could’ve gone and had one of my other friends to take me home!!!! T_T…oh well…it’s ok…I wouldn’t have done anything there anyways. Thanks for reading, bye!!!~
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