Sunday, December 10, 2006

Thankyou all So Much!

I just wanted to thank everyone for re-signing my guest book after having to get a new account! I also wanted to thank everyone with all the advice you have been giving me, but personally I think...that it's over between him and me, he doesn't even regard me as a friend...so I say, forget it.

And to tell you the truth I don't even feel that broken....oaky well prehaps just a little...

I'll try to update later on.

Take Care Everyone <3
I love all of you so much!
-Mizuki
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Saturday, December 9, 2006

And He Said...
Hello everyone,
Thank you all for your kind comments on my previous post. I did write to him, but he said "how could you feel that way and trust me at the same time?" that really threw me off for a loop.

[Sigh] Ah, well it's my problem I won't bug anyone else about it, so to conclude I'm very sorry [hugs]

Now, I'd like to wish Saeki Midori a very Happy 16th Birthday! I hope your birthday goes well [hugs] I'll me making you a happy birthday card, and pm you today, alright ^^

Anyway, i started my English exam on Friday, I also got my exam scedual...I'll post it when I have more time today.

Take Care
-Mizuki

[UPDATE]: I'll be gone for the weekend
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Thursday, December 7, 2006

That Depressing feeling...
Hello everyone,
Thankyou all very much for your comments yesterday. [sigh] I'm feeling sort of depressed right now, after being in a exceptional good mood for the most part. Ever since I got this e-mail ( I never told anyone about it) I've been feeling ever so depressed!...to put it all in one....

GUY PROBLEMS.

Stupid if you think about it, were having a little trust issue...he thinks that I don't trust him, but the truth is I really do! It's just that sometimes I really don't feel comfortable with the idea that I do (or perhaps in near future 'did') have a actual...you know...and in result I act weird sometimes.

But I'm to afraid to explain that to him...and I don't know why..

I have to go now..take care

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Wednesday, December 6, 2006

Typical Half Day
Hello Everyone!
How was everyone's day today? I hope everything went well *hugs* I had a pretty typical average day at school today.

I woke up kind of late this morning, and I kind of freaked out and stressed over being late, but in the end it turned out that I wasn't late at all ^^;
It was first period French, our teacher evaluated 70 minutes of oral presentations (I hate orals, I get so nervous, but I'm happy I got it over with) it was a long and boring possess but it had to be done...when I went up to present I found my self having to go right up to the teacher because she said she couldn't hear what I was saying (I feel like a retard -_-;) I got really shy, she spoke to me after class and told me that my french is really good but I have to try and speak up some more....

then I had physical education, we started a new unit in tennis, okay ...now I love tennis! So it was a really fun class and went by very fast ^_^
Unfortunately this guy in my class got his wallet stolen in the guys locker room I helped him search for it and we even checked in the office but he couldn't find it. So he called his father on his cell to come and pick him up at the end of the day.

Kay! Third period Moral Education >.> we were talking about the "racist image" that thrives in our society everywhere. It got me kind of worked up, because one of my best friends is African American and she started crying in class...later in Engilsh class, we were talking about the novel "Zack" by William Bell, it talks about a bi-racial kid (like myself, Asian and white) living in a harsh and unforgiving world, it's very interesting...usually I tend to draw away from books by William Bell but this one was really good.Well..not much happened to me today...I'm sorry for having such a boring post you probably died in your seat .__. *hugs* I have to go and study now for a Mathematics test.

Take Care
-Mizuki <3
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Saturday, December 2, 2006

Sick Feeling...
Hello everyone,
Thankyou all for your comments the other day!
Now, I'm feeling sick...most likely because I was stuck in the ice storm yesterday @_@

Now I'm going to answer the questions I posted yesterday:

1.FireFox
2.Cookies
3.Sibling, guys come and go..
4.KH2
5.Music is my boyfriend ;D
6.Rock
7.Winter
8.Halloween

I'll try to visit everyone today...
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Friday, December 1, 2006

Icy Book Launch
Hello my dears!
I got to go, I got to go get the poetry book [smiles] and thank you all for your comments yesterday. Yeah the text was kind of hard to see/read :| So I changed it..is it any better?

I had an early dismissal to get the book, but as soon as I stepped out of the school...BAM!

Icy floors, snow and ice everywhere o_o but just yesterday it felt like summer [Laughs]
I kind of froze >.<

So I walked into LHA and noticed that the CTV van was parked outside the school...

and low and behold there it was, or should I say there they were...the news people x3
I got many hugs from my fiends and some guy who was in my art class last year xD (He's so random...I don't even remember his name)

I got to meet up with all my teachers...it was great...and I'm on TV xD

The book is 67 pages long full of poetry created by students alike. It's really cool, I get so emotional every time I visit..I'm such an emo xD (shhhh don't tell anyone)

I felt so famous, all my friends asked me to sign there book and stuff I HAD A LINE UP xD lol

Anyway, how is everyone? I hope good *hugs*
..err...*hugs again because I feel like it* 8D

Now..random questions:

1. What do you use?
Firefox or Internet Explorer?

2. Cookies or Chocolate Kisses?

3. Boyfriend (if your a boy vice versa) or Sibling?

4. Kingdom hearts (first one) or Kingdom hearts 2?

5.Anime or Music?

6. Rock or pop?

7. Winter or Summer?

8.Christmas or Halloween?

Um..
Take Care
-Miizu

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Thursday, November 30, 2006

  
Hello everyone,
thank you for all your comments yesterday, I decided to go back to the old look of MyOtaku it was so much easier to work with.

So how do you like the new look? I think it's cute x3 I love the pairing I used for the background image! Don't you?

Anyway, my book launch is tomorrow, and I don't quite know if I can go...my parents say it's because I have school and I can't miss one day! ONE DAY, it's not going to kill me if I miss one day! Besides I'd also like to see how my friends are doing at my old school, and if I don't go...I won't be able to ever get my book -_-..[sob] my poetry is in there x]

Ah, well we'll see what they say tomorrow =]

I don't know if I posted this poem ever before...it's the one that's in the book that I might get...here it is:

I don't know why I cannot Speak

I don't know why I cannot speak;
I try to open up
But I'm locked from within
And can't find the key
To set my Words free
To express why I am crying
Afraid of misunderstanding

I don't know why I cannot speak
Speak the words that make me cry
Cry tears of emptiness, confusion and joy
of joy I'm fianally letting it out
All the pain and confusion
all the things that drive me off the line

I don't know why I cannot speak
Scraping at the words I have in my mind
Trying to put them together in a way you would understand....understand the word "emotional"
I don't knwo why I cannot speak
my sorrow becomes my master and I the puppet in a play,
with lines that cannot e spoken
keep a smile on my face
mouth shut tight
and everything will be...
"Okay"

yeah, that's the one I submitted x3
err....

Take Care
-Miizu XOX

p.s I'm sorry about the link colour,it's white..you can comment
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Monday, November 27, 2006

Not much to update with really, but thankyou all for your comments ^^ Oh wow, Anime Artist! Your comment was very long...I loved it :3 needless to say I loved everyone's comments to [hands out cookies]

So how is everyone today? I was going around on the net looking for a place I can get a pre-made kairi cosplay costume for Anime North 2007 or Otakuthon (I can't sew for my life xD grr..can't get the thread through the hole!!) and I found this really nice one at Elusivevisions.com here it is:

I'm thinking about ordering it x3 should I?


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