Mood: 
Listening: Hospital-The Used
Ahh, thanks so much for all your comments I really appreciate it. Now, today I told myself that I really need you guys...I
need you guys so much right now it's not even funny. I thought that my day was going to be just fine, until last night...things got pretty awkward and i was crying...
I was on MSN talking to some friends and whatnot, and then...why don't I just show you the awkward convo I had with him. I feel really stupid for saying the things I did because now..I can't even speak to him. It is way to awkward:
LAST NIGHT'S CONVO
(The Shadow is Him and I'm Forsaken~Emotions)
8:54:19 PM the shadow hey tou
8:54:19 PM the shadow you
8:54:22 PM the shadow im finally online
8:54:23 PM the shadow xD
8:54:27 PM F o r s a k e n~ E m o t i o n s YAY
8:54:28 PM F o r s a k e n~ E m o t i o n s ^^
8:54:30 PM F o r s a k e n~ E m o t i o n s lol
8:54:33 PM the shadow my bro left
8:54:38 PM F o r s a k e n~ E m o t i o n s how was your day yesterday
8:54:39 PM F o r s a k e n~ E m o t i o n s :3
8:54:43 PM the shadow it sucked
8:54:49 PM F o r s a k e n~ E m o t i o n s aww
8:54:51 PM F o r s a k e n~ E m o t i o n s >__<
8:54:53 PM F o r s a k e n~ E m o t i o n s why :(
8:54:56 PM the shadow well except for u there
8:55:13 PM F o r s a k e n~ E m o t i o n s aww
8:55:15 PM F o r s a k e n~ E m o t i o n s >__<
8:59:14 PM the shadow i havent been onlne that much
8:59:16 PM the shadow srry:(
8:59:24 PM F o r s a k e n~ E m o t i o n s it's alright >_<
8:59:28 PM F o r s a k e n~ E m o t i o n s it's not your fault
8:59:30 PM the shadow :D
8:59:31 PM the shadow ok
8:59:32 PM F o r s a k e n~ E m o t i o n s ^^*
8:59:54 PM the shadow felt like i made u lonely
9:00:01 PM F o r s a k e n~ E m o t i o n s aww
9:00:02 PM F o r s a k e n~ E m o t i o n s it's ok
9:00:04 PM F o r s a k e n~ E m o t i o n s >_<
9:00:44 PM F o r s a k e n~ E m o t i o n s don't worry ok ^^*
9:01:05 PM the shadow ok ok
9:01:12 PM F o r s a k e n~ E m o t i o n s ok :3
9:02:11 PM the shadow :D
Okay, that's just a typical talk right?...well this is where things get awkward..
9:37:42 PM the shadow ppl are asking me if were going out
9:37:47 PM F o r s a k e n~ E m o t i o n s O_O
9:37:47 PM the shadow what do i say?
9:37:51 PM the shadow yes or no
9:37:51 PM the shadow ?
9:38:23 PM F o r s a k e n~ E m o t i o n s >__>
9:38:26 PM F o r s a k e n~ E m o t i o n s I dunno
9:38:27 PM F o r s a k e n~ E m o t i o n s ><
9:38:34 PM the shadow do i say yes or no ur cchoice
9:38:44 PM F o r s a k e n~ E m o t i o n s your choice
9:38:49 PM F o r s a k e n~ E m o t i o n s there asking you ;p
9:38:49 PM the shadow yea
9:38:50 PM F o r s a k e n~ E m o t i o n s XDD
9:38:55 PM the shadow thats what i mean
9:39:01 PM the shadow well yes or no
9:39:14 PM the shadow if i say yes that means u have to say yes
24/11/2007 9:39:30 PM .......::::::: < k a t > :::::::....... has been added to the conversation.
At this point I'm freaking out, so i add my best friend Kathy into the convo (cause she knew what was going on for the longest time)So then he opens another convo with me and says:
9:42:14 PM the shadow do u want to go out
9:42:18 PM the shadow ?
9:42:28 PM the shadow then i can answer
9:42:29 PM the shadow yes
9:42:52 PM F o r s a k e n~ E m o t i o n s um..k
9:42:57 PM the shadow ill just say no
9:43:00 PM the shadow or yes
9:43:04 PM the shadow i dont know:(
9:43:06 PM F o r s a k e n~ E m o t i o n s >_<
9:43:10 PM F o r s a k e n~ E m o t i o n s I don't knwo either
9:43:25 PM the shadow cuz if ppl ask u
9:43:28 PM the shadow u have to say yes
9:43:36 PM F o r s a k e n~ E m o t i o n s o..k...
10:19:59 PM the shadow do u like me more then a friend?
You see?!! I feel so stupid for saying all of that, I don't know what I'm going to do..I don't like him like that, what have I got myself into?
I'm sorry that this post is kind of long because of the convo but yeah >__> I'm very sorry. Well I'll end it here..it's getting too long. BTW how do you get your post in a scroll thinger..like yeah..
