Thursday, December 8, 2005

   I got socked in the face...
well at least that is what it looks like. a few days ago woke up with my wisdom teeth being pretty sore. went to bed last night woke up two hours later and my face is swollen :( I think some of you can understand how much this sucks and KILLLS!!!!
Ohh i never got back to sleep cause it hurt so much and well it is really hard to eat stuff right now so grand total of today a cup of soup.
I am praying real hard ill get some sleep tongiht, it will stop hurting so much and well I hope i survive finals
Then i will be home and then my dentist will be removing the problem. Heared bad things about that part to but i think id rather have them gone then walking around with my face half swelled up.
Ok im going to try the whole sleepy thing again even though it is way early.
LATERS ALL!!!
PS pain killers are good but only if they work good and fast i wished they worked better and faster but there is only so many things you can buy over the counter.
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Saturday, December 3, 2005

HEHE MORE CHANGES!
So this is actually alot of fun all these different things going on. But yea more things to change and the more I keep changing and alterating the better I feel. I know I'm not changing fully and completely but I am alot.
So todays decision after a year and a half of giving alot of time and having tonns of stress I am quiting SIFE. (the student organization im a part of) I really am just trying to make college the carefree fun thing I wanted it to be and have classes as the only stress and well being RA this year. HEHE know how to see how the pres reacts. I am in a pretty high up postion on campus. DODODODODOOO
so GOOD BYE SIFE you were fun(hehe yea right) while it lasted (and on the trips).
Ohh and wrote an email to my friend she understands a bit more about me being me. So we shall see.
TONIGHT AFTER WORK MIDNIGHT SWIM AT THE BEACH!!! Im gonna freeze!
LATERS ALL :D
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Friday, December 2, 2005

Fun Calls
So my parents enjoy calling me while they are at walmart and well one of my friends who i rarely get to talk to called me today. Guess where he was wandering around. Yup that is correct WalMart.
Fun conversation and probably would of talked longer but alas satan called. (dad ;)) Some funny stuff going on with the bank and he needed my internet super spy skills (or atleast that is what he calls them) and well he needed some sort of connection to the internet. no land line at the MN house just cell phones. Well something very suspicious is going on and i was able to provide a key piece of info. A name we havent heard or thought of in a long time. we shall have to see where this all leads. Ohh the intrigue the mystery. :P
Okay too stats homework and accounting. So many numbers.
TATA for now.
that just randomly popped in my head i havent heard it for a long time.
ok LATERS


Side note: I know when a person changes they cant expect others to change with them. But how do I make them realize im not what they think I am. How do i let them know this is not a phase this is permanent. I refuse to lose myself again but what if others refuse to let me be found.
really people still think i am what i was, and it grates me, i want to be this new free person but how do i tell them that without hurting. I know i am letting them drift away and for a few people that is what i want. I want the succubus gone.
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Thursday, December 1, 2005

Its good to be me again.
The beauty of falling apart is being able to put yourself back together even stronger then before.
Having break downs are important even if it tumbles your life for a little bit.
This is of course a result of what happened ohh i cant remember how long ago.
But I am so much more happier these days and everything feels much more right. I cant believe i went a whole year of being fake.
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Tuesday, November 29, 2005

3 F's
Food Friends and Family. This thanksgiving was great!!! It was so good to be home and have a complete break from anything school realted. Well finals coming up this week will be alright it will be the same typical stress you kind of get used to it. and then the world will come crashing down haha well probably not but whatever!
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Tuesday, November 22, 2005

FREE!!!!
So lets see 140pm decided i was done with my history paper at 6 and a half pages and with 20 minutes till class. Im glad it is just the proffesor wanting to read over a draft. that means i can fix it up more and add the other 1 1/2 pages after we get the drafts back.
i ended up going to econ i slept through it though..so tired =) and then i didnt go to accounting or stats and i only went long enough to history to drop off the paper. I then went to the beach in celebration. Im such a slaker today.
but yea no real big assignments till next monday and im going home to the mainland wed and seeing a friend i havent seen in ages. IM SO EXCITED.
LIFE IS SO GOOD RIGHT NOW!
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Monday, November 21, 2005

   SLEEPY
3pm tommorow I will be napping!!!
but sigh i have just finished my accounting assignment (130am hawaii time) and well i need to be up at 545am to open all the doors. well time to get some sleep and wake up and finish that paper by 2 as well as go to classes. theres an idea maybe i should skip a little. can i get away missing econ and accounting that is the question. hmm probably accounting maybe. ok got to go to sleep NIGHT!
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Saturday, November 19, 2005

My head hurts...
Lets see, umm stats test went well the beginning of this week and econ test went well aswell. but my head hurts and of course there is a 10 page paper to write this weekend. and here i am stuck in the office on a friday night. Boy being an RA sucks and my dad keeps asking why i dont want to do it next year...
LATERS
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Monday, November 14, 2005

another weekend gone
Wow this semester is quickly wrapping up five weeks left. AHHH dead week is coming. anyway Have a great monday and feel special knowing your not me taking a stats exam.
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Friday, November 11, 2005

yummy
CRACKERS AND CHEESE!!!
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