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• 1986-08-17
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• an Island in the middle of the pacific... Prison in paradise
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• 2004-01-28
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• Pacific Islands Room Reference Assistant
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• Umm a while...Brother got me hooked.
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• Cowboy Bebop
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• Get my Tourism and Hospitality Degree... ALMOST THERE!!!
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• I can breath and live at the same time.




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Monday, August 21, 2006

Summer is Finished...NOOO!!!
Well its that time again. Time for me to pack up and get on that plane and fly eight hours away from my family. I never thought i would hate being so far away so much. I look forward to doing classes again and getting closer to achieving my degree. I look forward to working again...especially since i wont be an RA. I look forward to the few friends who are still there. I look forward to going back to my supposed adult life.
But I'm scared and I have to keep telling myself it will be fine so I dont freak out. Last year was so hard on me and every inch of the way I have this nagging in the back of my mind it could all happen over again. But it cant right? nothing could be as bad as last year. Well there are worse things but they arent likely. It was tuff andIve grown from the challenges but sometimes you need a break in the marathon.
Also I have had another amazing summer at home with family and visiting NZ. I love being at home. Im needed I can get things done, I can run this house so easy and Im appreciated for it. The only thing I would change would be my social life here. But thats my fault I was angry about the move from NZ, so I never made any friends and then a year later i was at school in Hawaii so it didn't matter.
I know nothing will probably live up to my freshman year. It was a fantastic year. But I think this year can be just as good. I need to make the effort to find new friends or be social with the people who have just been acquantices. I also have my best friend coming in January to look forward to. Pretty much it will be like having a sister there with me.
I can do this right? I just have to do it.
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