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Thursday, September 2, 2004


  

Well well well, Another day another part of life coming to destroy me.
Well not really me, but where I stay! If you don't know I'll tell you. I am presently located in Vero Beach, FL. LOOK IT UP!

Well as it is, there is a Hurrican coming my way and will either hit my area or the surrounding counties. As that is I will not be home. I will be on assignment at my job,(the local hospital.. and getting paid the whole time I'm there.. :D...) But the chance is that I may be out of power when it does leave and maybe worse may happen. But as it is I am giving notice that I may not be updating here for a lil while. For those who know me. Hope the best.

For those that dont know me I'd like to hope that you're still hoping the best seeing that Hurricanes can cause much damage, especially a Category 4.. which Frances now is.

So thank you. Be safe if you live in the surrounding area and I'll update you when I get a chance to get back online.

Thank you. BYE!

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Monday, August 23, 2004


Hey everyone. Haven't been here in so long but who cares. You dont wanna listen to the ramblings of a sensless woman but I'll get this out anyways.

Lets see what has been happening in my life!!!!!


Well first of all I have been meeting cool people on the net. More so from the NE US but hopefully I will get to meet them this winter. YAY!

P.S if u live in the NE US. PM me that way we can probably meet.

Number 2.. I fell for a woman, yes I am a woman myself but hey I can have feelings for another of my sex. But things are too hectic in her life and seh and I didn't pan out. Its all good though she will be the first woman I fell in love with.

Number 3.. I am finally 22. hehe like thats a big whoodie doo. But one more year of life gains one more year of experience.

Number 4.. Well about that trip to the NE US. It may not happen if I really decide to go to the Dominican Republic (this depends on another person though)

Number 5.. Life is gonna be crazy for me for a bit so I think this rambling is just a start of what nutiness is to come.

Number 6.. That's the end. Thank you have a good one.

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Thursday, April 1, 2004



You're Shiva!
-Shiva-

You're Shiva the exotic Aeon that is the coolest
female in the game. You're smart and sexy and
know just how to get your way. You know when
just when to use your strength to wipe out your
problem, but rely on your brains most of the
time. Pat yourself on the back, your one cool
chick! Unless you're a guy...*snicker*


Which FinalFantasyX Aeon are you?
brought to you by Quizilla


I knew it and my suspcisions prove it.. I AM SHIVA!

Yes Im sorry I am a Final Fantasy buff and when I saw this quiz I had to go for it. I mean how often do you get a chance to figure out shich cool and awesome aeon you are. Well I'm luckiy I got the chance to do that and here's the proof.

I am Shiva, the sexy and cool Aeon! Awww isn't life grand!

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Thursday, February 19, 2004



Well.. I bet many of you are all passing by here trying to see what me a crsy estranged person like me is doing granting wishes. Well I like to think of it as a stunt to make people laugh and happy and feel good that someone pays attention to them. Which I try to do. I'm nice to everyne more so and since I am I am allowing the GENIE of the Day Award to anyone who can come up with three crazy wishes that they would love to happen in real life.

Now don't take my words literally casue in no way shap or foram can I provide those outlandish gifts in real life.( Sorry Im too broke)
But I can still make u feel good in some way!!!

But if you like the idea....just leave ur wishes below and I'll be you're..... Genie for the day!!!

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Wednesday, February 18, 2004


There's no place like.....


Recently on my explorations of many other forums that are out in the WWW.(Due to the revamping of OB which I am anxiously awaiting. ARRRRGGG Please hurry guys I am gonna go nuts with nothing to do.*clears throat* Sorry about that...Now back to the regularly scheduled subject.) I ran across one particular place that was not what I expected.
It was a cut place. They even allowed you to download some themes for different areas but I'm sorry to say it....IT WAS TOTALLY BORING!

Now see I'm not trying to knock a place for trying that it did but it just wasn't the home tha I had come to enjoy from Otakuboards. Yeah the place some some cool stuff but you could post one word and BAM! You had a post added to your name. Also they had a ridiculously boring RPG. I mean the people would write. this(EXAMPLE: *goes downstairs and pours water into pot. Looks out window while water heats up*)
And that would count as a post for an RPG. I was just dumbfounded and like WTF as I strolled through there. I mean no I saw no structure and I just wasn't comfortable with writing one sentence so needless to say I haven't been back htere. Well except for the fact to download some cool themes...HE HE.

Besides that Im happy that OB has the standards it does. OB is the greatest and I just love em to death!!!!


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Saturday, February 14, 2004


   AAARRGGG!!! My run in with.....
Now that I've gotten your attention I can realy be a pain i a butt. But I know that most of you who breeze by this page know a certain someone who's name begins with R and ends with -aiha.

Yeah Im advertising for the female now...HE HE.

But for real I remember about a year ago I first ran into Raiha on a certain RPG and besically got tols the F*** off. Yeah she got me good and heck Im older than she is...LOL. But at the same time I somewhat deserved the hell I got. He he..(lesson learned big time)

But nowadays, Raiha and I have no qualms, except for an ocaasional azz kicking or small disagreement amoung peers, but I think she's pretty freaking cool and I like her for her individuality.

But now I bet you're wondering the meaning of this post. If you had ever confronted a member or had been confronted b an OBer leave your story,

If its tragic enough we will try to set up some counseling for you!!!

Thank you!!

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Wednesday, January 21, 2004


Goodbye!


I wish I knew how to speak to you.
Maybe then I'd be able to know what to do.
But I don't think that would help me much.
Cause I still don't think it's your heart, my words will touch.

To me you seem a bit too cold.
Your feelings are stagnant and feel old.
Will I ever be able to break through.
And say the few words I need to say to you.

Will you listen, will you care.
Or will my words disappear into thin air.
Well since Im here I may as well start,
Before I make running away an art.

That night we shared was just too surreal.
My body would tremble when it was your hands I'd feel.
Who thought our departure would be permanent.
When your car pulled away from the sidwalk's cement.

You said don't worry sweety I'll be right back.
Some how you lost your footing, you lost the track.
It was six the next morning I recived the information.
Who knew that one second would reveal such devastation.

A week had passed and I see you once more.
I look up hoping it's you who would walk though the door.
The building is full not one seat empty.
Only one spot can't be filled the hole within me.

As I pass with the others I finally get my chance.
My heart speaks quickly but my mouth it can't.
So I guess my tears will say it as they drop to your face.
My fingers follow suit, your lips they trace.

My hand speaks for me, Goodbye they say.
My mind tries to step back but my body can't pull away.
It cups your cheek my warmth tranfers to you.
I bend towards you a kiss shall ensue.

I tremble all over as if this was the first time.
I weep harder as that memories play in my mind.
I step back look around and quickly run away.
My friends follow, seeing me in dismay.

I reach for the door, eyes blinded, head in a daze.
My body heats up with my heart in a blaze.
I still can't speak my mouth dry, I can't cry out.
The heat inside, my body like the lands going through drought.

I fall as I step outside, I don't feel the pain.
Only the hurt because my lips couldn't speak what my mouth wanted to say.

Goodbye, it plays over as the tears still flow.
They carry you off to somewhere I wish I could go.
Goodbye, it plays over as the tear still flow.


Now seeing that I don't write poetry that much anymore I had to give it a shot once again and hopefully someone out there can feel what I feel and even help me to make this better you know I always want to work on my skill so people help a girl out.. Please please please I beg of you please. HELP ME!!!!

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Thursday, January 15, 2004


He he I had to takt on of these little quizzes and look at what I turned out to be....HEHEHEHE...oh yeah stay tuned more cray ones will be on the way!!
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Thursday, January 8, 2004


   I got married!!!
Not that there was anything wrong with being single.But I guess I wanted to have someone that I could be happy with as well. And well it looks like I found him. Radaghast, yes my Radaghast that is my baby my love my one and only.

Now don't think just beacause I've married him that I've stop having my lovers...nope he understands that I will never leave them alone. And that rememinds me Annie, my main squeeze is also my mother in law....SHH I don't want the whole world to know.

Plus I'm her brothers stalker. And I just found out I have a sun too. I mean whoa my family got a whole lot messier and larger that I expected. Also I have a new bro, so all together it's been a pretty awesome day!!!!

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Friday, August 29, 2003


   Nothing
Seeing that my life is at a proverbial stand still. There is really nothing important that can be stated. I think that you'll notice that about me. I always say that and sorry to say it , its the truth. My life is now almost welded with that of society. I no longer stand out and now longer live to the fullest. And I say that happens as you get older.

It has for me so far. Live is just going on and I am somewhere in the mix. People no longer know me, they no of me, people no longer see me, they have only seen me.

I AM JUST LIVING!!

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