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Wednesday, March 16, 2005

The weirdest thing....
Heyy all. Guess thta was long enough of a pause to leave you here without any company but now. Im here to say...

The weirdest thing happened to me yesterday. I was home and I have this guy friend who's ben making hints at me and I him about getting together. So we would chat about it but never made any plans.

Out of the blue yesterday we were like sure lets get together and just chill. I was cool with that cus I knew he ha work and stuff so I was ready for nothing, but hoping of course.

When he comes down we start chatting and laughing. OMG is he fine. 6' even. Low cut hair. My complexion.. Kinda like a toasty caramel color. Not to dark but not too red. You know. And he was smelling soooooo good.

*Made me wanna faint.*

But in the process of all the laughs and giggles things get serious and we start making out big time. It continues but before we complete the process he starts thinking about his girlfriend

*News to me...didn't know he was serious about anyone.. Knew he was dating but no one serious*

So we are half naked.. Im turned on and he isn't anymore as he starts to talk about his gf and how he messed up and so on.

So I listened to the sob story and we resumed to just chill. Came to understand he and his girl had been serious for a few months but he messed around on her and when it came to me.. He thought of how wrong he was for what he had been doing.

This guy is in love big time but doesn't want to commit fully to the relationship he was in.

Slowl as an hour passes by..my desires wear off and begin to be replaced by understanding (still confused about somethings though) and compassion.

I began to really see where he was coming from and I had been in the same situation myself.


I think what it comes down to I'm asking have you ever had a situation where something happens but then the person has a change or heart half way through,?(whether it be making out or just a kiss, whatever your situation tell me I don't want to feel alone!)
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