Monday, January 31, 2005

Moving On
well, i have this curse u see. it started with my xanga page. i get involved with a personal blog type page, and eventually lose interest. that was about a year ago, and then i moved on to this page. this was cool and all, and still is, but still....

i'm moving on to another place.

http://spaces.msn.com/members/thequietplace/

if u care to drop by here, you can say hi and even talk to me thru my msn messenger name. i hope i hear from you guys. that would rock. maybe you guys will say hey, or maybe you won't. only time will tell. goodbye. i may come back to this page, but i said that about my xanga, and haven't been back since. nice meeting all of you. goodbye, and God bless.
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Saturday, January 15, 2005

musings from a twisted mind
i got nothing real cool to talk about, so i figured i'd just leave one of my writings on here. lemme know whatcha think. enjoy.


"Monster in the Closet"

There is a monster in the closet.
It plots and plans, dreams and schemes.
Devises all the ways
That it can torment me again.
It never sleeps, it’s on the clock
And never will forget,
That when I’m down it’s a perfect time
To stomp me in the ground.

It tears its way through my mind,
Picking at my brain,
Consuming what it finds that can
Satisfy its crave
For blood, for screams, for agonizing
Scars upon my mind.
And once the beast is fed, it will
Laugh at my demise.

Now, my monster is not a dream
It’s not all in my head.
I don’t imagine all these things
That fill me full of dread.
The beast is very real indeed,
Of that I’m very sure,
For the knocking that you hear is it
Just behind my door.

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Tuesday, January 11, 2005

time for freshman year at college - round 2
well, tomorrow starts the classes in my second semester as a freshman in college. i hope the classes don't piss me off too bad. i need to get a 3.2 or better or i can't come back next year, and then i'll have to get a job or go to Greenville Tech. yeah, hell no. well, at least i'm covered for ways to waste time. i got the full box-set of Ai Yori Aoshi Enishi, Wrath of the Ninja, Wicked City, and a whole lot of manga for Christmas. but i am pissed at the college about one thing...

antone ever heard of pier-to-pier programs? these are programs like Ares and Kazaa and such, and they provide people with easy access to lots of stuff. stuff like fansubs and free music. but the school redid the network connection over the break, and apparently disabled the pier-to-pier programs or something. pisses me off somethin' fierce. guess i actually gotta buy stuff now, but with what money?



maybe things will pick up this year and i won't miss the programs. oh well. and i apologize for my absence over the break. i got no internet at home, and get it for free on campus. well, later.
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Tuesday, November 30, 2004

exams suck like no other
exams are coming up this next week at college, and i can promise u, these tests will be a bitch. one class is having a completely cumulative exam (in other words, if we covered it at ANY point in the year, in any way, it could be on the exam!) P-I-S-S!! and i've let myself get behind in some classes with assignments, and i gotta complete them before the end of next week. balls. but maybe i can weasel thru this stuff and pass on to the next semester of college.

one can always hope.

also, if anyone reading this knows anybody with a site that loves Hellsing, Berserk, and metal and hardcore music, could u give me their names? i need to meet people here, and i got tired of mindlessly sifting thru names, going to sites that bored me or where kinda lame.
thanks doods. later.
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Thursday, November 18, 2004

today was a good day
man, yesterday was sucktastic. and i was afraid today would be just the same, but thank God it wasn't! today was sw33t. first off, whether u think it's big or not, i submitted a banner to a site i've been visiting for a while... and they liked it! they said they're gonna put it up soon. i so happy!

this is a link to the banner. go to the site to check out the stuff, but i don't think the banner will be up just yet:

http://img98.exs.cx/img98/5517/carpenoctem1.gif
(just copy and paste if u care to see it. it's small, so it shouldn't take to long to load - probably)

next, i got to talk to this girl Faith in my Fitness and Wellness (PE) class today. man, she's hot. i don't know why, but the prettiest ones make me all shy and nervous. anyway, she actually listened when i talked. hopefully it can go further (oh God, i hope so!) - but not "home," if u get what i mean. i'm saving for marriage. (if u don't get it, ask your older brother or sister)

last thing, promise. i went to see my buddy Mikey and his band play at this church. they rocked the house with their mad rhythms and chords. but seriously, it was awesome, and coolest of all, i got to run their digital recorder, taping the whole show! it was sw33t! they are playing again on the 27th, so maybe i can run camera again if they like the footage.

well, i got nothing else. and i should probably talk to more people on myOtaku if i expect comments....

hmmm....
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