Wednesday, May 3, 2006

Quick Post
Hiya. Mkay, since theres nothing really going on enough to post, i figured id leave some lyrics. Its Just Stop by Disturbed. And since i probably wont be updating for a while ill leave you with another Disturbed song, Stricken. L8r and have fun!

"Just Stop"

Just stop enough of the limitless critical comments on my life
Just stop the judgment and all of your pseudo-involvement in my life
Step back a moment, and look at the miracle starting in our life
Don't stop the moment, and let the incredible happen knowing that

All that you want is to criticize
Something for nothing
And all that I want is forgiveness one more time
To be the best in the world

Just stop with all of your little deliberate problems with my life
Enough of all the crippling, terrible pain we feel inside
Step back a moment, remember how the miracle started in our life
Take back the torment; I won't be enjoying this moment knowing that

All that you want is to criticize
Something for nothing
And all that I want is forgiveness one more time
I know that
All that we want is to feel inside
Some kind of comfort
And all that we've done
We can hide
We'll be the best in the world

All I ever wanted was to be a real source of compassion
From the moment that we found ourselves drowning
All I ever wanted was to be a real source of compassion
From the moment that we found ourselves drowning

All that you want is to criticize
Something for nothing
And all that I want is forgiveness one more time
I know that
All that we want is to feel inside
Some kind of comfort
And all that we've done
We can hide
We'll be the best in the world
We'll be the best in the world
Just stop enough of the limitless critical comments on my life
Just stop the judgment and all of your pseudo-involvement in my life
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"Stricken"

You walk on like a woman in suffering
Won't even bother now to tell me why
You come alone, letting all of us savor the moment
Leaving me broken another time
You come on like a bloodstained hurricane
Leave me alone, let me be this time
You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption
I don't want to mention, the reason I know

That I am stricken and can't let you go
When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know
That I am crippled by all that you've done
Into the abyss will I run

You don't know what your power has done to me
I want to know if I'll heal inside
I can't go on with a holocaust about to happen
Seeing you laughing another time
You'll never know how your face has haunted me
My very soul has to bleed this time
Another hole in the wall of my inner defenses
Leaving me breathless, the reason I know

That I am stricken and can't let you go
When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know
That I am crippled by all that you've done
Into the abyss will I run

Into the abyss will I run

You walk on like a woman in suffering
Won't even bother now to tell me why
You come alone, letting all of us savor the moment
Leaving me broken another time
You come on like a bloodstained hurricane
Leave me alone, let me be this time
You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption
I don't want to mention, the reason I know

That I am stricken and can't let you go
When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know
That I am crippled by all that you've done
Into the abyss will I run

Into the abyss will I run
I can't let you go
Yes I am stricken and can't let you go

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Sunday, April 30, 2006

...Ok...I cant think of a title for this one...

Hiya! Weekend was relatively painless. Spent most of it with Reoku's little uncles and Kaatje's sister. And i got to go through a cave completely dark. It was AWESOME! Spent the rest of it drooling over stuff to do to my bike.

Kaatje and Mistral left before i could say hi. *wallows in self loathing and unlove*

Ok, Thats all. L8r and have fun!

SwordPsycho
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Thursday, April 27, 2006

BORN TO BE WILD!
Today is one of the happiest in my life! In our garage is a basket case of a motorcycle. Its a basket case because everything is sitting in these milk crates. Dad handed me the repair manual and said i could have the bike if i could put it together! Ever since ive been looking at all the stuff i could do to it. Its a 1960 Harley-Davidson Sportster. Ive been carrying the manual around like its the bible. I cant stop reading it!

Anyway, Thats all for me. Have fun (you know i will).
L8r!

SwordPsycho
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Monday, April 24, 2006

My Triumphant Return! ...ok i need a life.
Sorry its been so long since ive updated. ive had alot to do.

Went to prom with Kaatje. It was fun, we talked about random stuff and laughed at the preppies wearing pink *cringes violentely* Her and her family stayed at my place and i almost had one of my swords swipped. Though it was my fault for handing it to her, wondering if it would fit in her pocket.

Any way, thats it for me. Have fun.
L8r!

SwordPsycho


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Wednesday, April 12, 2006

I'M BACK!
Though i really have nothing to say, i figured, "What the hell, ill update anyway."

Im not so depressed anymore, though i dont know why i was in the first place. Next weekend im going to prom with Kaatje, Just as friends. Im not gonna be like those hopless fools saying stuff like, "They are my world, They complete me." All i have to say to them is: GET A LIFE YOU SAPPY BASTARDS! You don't have to validate yourself through another person's life. Every individual is an island and can be an island. You do not need a signifacant other to live life.

Any way, Thats all the advice i can stomach. Have fun, Y'all. L8r!

SwordPsycho
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Thursday, April 6, 2006

Quote the Raven...

I feel as the Raven again, but trying to fly through the hurricane, while trying not to get jacked out of the sky.
How can one fly when the heart weighs as a stone? How can one weather the storm when the one inside is worse?
One can not depend on words, they are meaningless and are an illusion. They do nothing.
"Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me." If only that were true.
One can not continue wishing. One can not continue wanting
Not when the heart quotes the Raven,
"Nevermore."
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Wednesday, April 5, 2006

The Philosophy of Stone

I wish someone would have told me this little fact earlier: Life is a cruel and sadistic entity, that hardens you like a stone and enforces pain. Though, pessimistically, theres a philosophy that helps when life tries to kick your face in.

A stone face never shows the hurt
A stone mouth never says the wrong thing
Stone eyes never shed a tear
A stone heart is never broken
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Tuesday, April 4, 2006

   Spring Break Recovery

Never have i enjoyed the suffering of others as much as now. All day, I hear, "Im tired, im hung over, i have a headache, I shouldnt have had that 11th shot of tequila" Its Funny, Man!

All i did during spring break is work, stay up late, and listen to extremely loud music. But it was fun. I got to see a cabin fall and get ripped up. It was frikkin awesome!! With the cracking, and the crashing, and the booming!

Ok, im done. L8r and have fun

OBEY, FOOLS!

SwordPsycho



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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

My Philosophy

Hi, everybody. Nothing new or that interesting happening, other than spring break. I get to spend it working. yippe for me.

If i had a dime for every time i heard "Im gonna get ripped over spring break" Id put Donald Trump out of business.

My Prom's coming up. God, i hope it isnt like the last school dance i went to. 92% of the people there were wasted and humping. not grinding, frikkin humping. yeah, real nice.

Things like that are the reason my guidance counselor called me anti-social. That was the proudest moment of my life. My philosophy is this: By themself, a person is an intelligent, rational, logical being. In a group, people are moronic, imbecilic dumbasses that are incapable of thinking for themselves.

Amy way, have fun y'all. I wont be posting until sometime after sunday.
l8r!

SwordPsycho
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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

In the Land of the Misfits

Hiya. Well, im sittin in school. yay. feel the sarcasm, man. My school is full of misfits that have two ambitions: Get stoned and get stoned. I would feel pity, but...actually, now that i think it over, i wouldnt feel pity.

God, i am incredibly different from most of these fools. I am a part of a small group that doesnt do any kind of drug. And these people absolutely disgust me. How can they stand to be so ignorant? Do they even care? Why should i care about em?

Sorry, kinda in a venting mood today. Well...um...I have nothing else to say

l8r!

SwordPsycho

P.S. Hope ya'll enjoy the redecoration!
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