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Birthday
• 1989-12-04
Gender
• Female
Location
• In my own little world
Member Since
• 2004-03-08
Occupation
• CNA/med aide and Kenji's GF
Real Name
• Ching or Sayuri

Personal

Achievements
• I won 5th place in 8th grade mixed doubles Tennis tournament in my city, finished watching the whole Trigun, Yami No Matsuei, and Cowboy Bebop series, getting the Presidential Award, and getting an award for outstanding community service
Anime Fan Since
• 1995
Favorite Anime
• Inuyasha, Rurouni Kenshin, Prince of Tennis, Tokko, Excel Saga, Samurai Champloo, Fruits Basket, Full Metal Alchemist, Paranoia Agent, Ghost in the Shell, Sailor Moon, and many more
Goals
• To become an obstetrics nurse (hooray for taking care of pregnant ladies!)
Hobbies
• DDR, anime, reading labels(any kind), and cooking
Talents
• speaking Cantonese, HTML, and singing well
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Thursday, August 26, 2004

Poems I Created(Hope you Like Them!)

-Suicide-
Curse me sold her
The poison that runs it's course through her
Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over

Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
with strawberry gashes all over
Called her over
And I asked her

"Girl, what the hell you been doin?"
"Cuttin yourself to fix your problems"
"Your killing yourself, becoming ruined"
"Stayin alive is the only solution"

Curse me sold her
The poison that runs it's course through her
Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over

Causing her blood to flow over the edge
Right through her veins
To under the blade as it sat on her wrist
And then spilling out over her skin

Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said she needed an answer
with strawberry gashes all over
with strawberry gashes all over
I called out to her once more

"Dont kill yourself"
"Death is not the answer"
"Why the hell do you dream dying?"
"Stayin alive is the only solution"
"During your attempted suicides, its ruined your friends"
"Is this really how you want your life to end?"

Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
Killing your friends only faster
with strawberry gashes all over all over
She gave me a grieving smile
As her knife ended her life
And her body fell bleeding to the tile

-Victim's View-
I dreamt that I was lying on the bottom
of the dark and never-ending sea,
on a bed that my dead lover was preparing
with his own skeleton for me...

("...bring us a boat and we'll show you the way
straight through the realm of the fallen and slain...")

I sensed the wretched specters of the drowned
staring across from some distant shore,
and in my sadness I drew closer,
to condole and somewhat to implore...

I am like the doubtful kiss of a corpse
or maybe the kiss of an ancient stone.
Yes, it's like kissing some marble statue
that has neither warmth nor life of its own...

("...down, further down, where the gloom becomes sound, on to the cell where your love might be found...")

COVER THE MIRRORS, FRAGILE HAS DIED,
LEAVING BUT A STARLESS RUIN BEHIND!
SHATTER THE MIRRORS, SO THAT HE CAN NEVER BE CALLED
BACK FROM THE BLESSED SILENCE OF HIS SACRED VAULT...

No, no, no... put an end to the show!
I am going back to the land where the bone-floweres grow,
to "the wild, weird clime that lieth, sublime,
out of Space- out of Time...

See the shape, but can't see through,
no-one can ever hate me as well as I do.
Know when to throw a laugh, know how to force a smile,
whatever the intention...I'm such a "friendly" lie!

("...bring us only this boat and we'll lead you to him,
it shall open the gates, so we can sneak you in...")

"Bring us a boat and we'll show you the way
straight through the realm of the fallen and slain.
Down, further down, where the gloom becomes sound,
on to the cell, where your love might be found...

Bring us only this boat and we'll lead you to him,
it will open the gates, so we can sneak you in.
Oh, it's cold and so dark here,
and you must keep in mind,
no-one can get you out, if you overstop time...!"

-Gravity of Love-
Turn around
And smell what you don't see
Close your eyes
It's so clear

Here's the mirror
Behind there is a screen
And both ways you can get in

Don't think twice before you listen to your heart
Follow the trace for a new start

What you need
And everything you feel
Is just a question of the deal

In the eye of storm you can see a lonely dove
The experience of survival is the key
To the gravity of love

The path of excess leads to the Tower of Wisdom

Try to think about it
That's the chance to live your life and discover
What it is
It's the gravity of love

Look around just people
Can you hear the voice?
Find the one who'll guide you
To the limits of your joys

If you're in the eye of storm
Just think of the lonely dove
The experience of survival is the key

-Just A Doll-
I used be like your little doll,
You use me whenever you want to play
But not no more

Suffering and pain
You've hurt me way too much
And I refuse to let you do it again.

"I didnt want to hurt you but your pretty when you cry
I didnt want to screw you but your pretty when your mine
I didnt really love you but im pretty when I lie"

I know you found me pretty
But if I could, I'd go back in time
Back when I was shy to speak my mind
I'd rewrite my life without you
By refusing when you asked me out

I used be like your little doll,
You use me whenever you would want to play
And now I'm putting an end to your games

I suffered through so much pain
After so long, you still dont know my name
You've hurt me way too much
And I refuse to let you do it again.

Reflecting, I should have slapped you
When you touched me like you did
But back then I didnt understand
Exactly what he was doing

"I didnt want to hurt you but your pretty when you cry
I didnt want to screw you but your pretty when your mine
I didnt really love you but im pretty when I lie"

I used be like your little doll,
You use me whenever you would want to play
But not no more

Inside me are scars caused by you
You hurt me way too much, and you had even knew
And now I refuse to let you
Come anywhere near me

"I didnt want to hurt you but your pretty when you cry
I didnt want to screw you but your pretty when your mine
I didnt really love you but im pretty when I lie"

I plan to send you straight to hell
For hurting me this way
Even hell's above you
Your little Doll's betrayed you
And I'm happy with it this way

~*~*~**~*~*~*~*~*~**~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

I chose a road of passion and pain
Sacrificed too much and waited in vain
Gave up my power ceased being queen
Addicted to love like the drug of a fiend

So impressed with all you do,
Tried so hard to be like you,
Flew too high and burn the wing,
Lost my faith....
in everything.

The time had passed.
The life is gone.
I close my eyes and see you,
long for your touch.
Opening them again..
and I'm alone...
In the shadows on my imagination

Don't waste your time on me
You're already a voice inside my head

Lost the battle, Lost the war
Lost the things worth living for
Lost the will to win the fight
One more pill to kill the pain.

Down here near the poison stream
Our goddess has gone insane
She smiles like a child with flowers in her hair
with blood on her hands
Into the sun she stares
She feels it die
I heard her cry

If life is a dream,
I wish I could wake up...
Wake me from my slumber
Pull me back to the Sanity
I lost so long ago

Wishing it were real,
And wishing it were not.
Wishing she had the courage,
And wishing she could run.
No emotions reflected within her blue eyes
Creating a blue, depressing emptiness.
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