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Saturday, April 16, 2005
*dreamy sigh* Aishiteru, Shimeru-chan...(this was dated "yesterday")
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 Ha ha...I never thought I'd ever use this mood, but here it is...and yes...I am indeed in love...with who, you may ask? Shimeru! ^_^ Of course...I love him more than ever now...he told my friend Samantha that he likes me as more than a friend...well, lemme start from the beginning.
During lunch(I was away in Drama Club...even though I'm not exactly a member, but I go there because I wanna be with AG and Lj)...while Shimeru-kun and Eriku-san(Shimeru's best friend) are just standing about in the football field, Samantha and her posse(yes, they have those at my school) came up to Shimeru and she asks him if he likes me as more than a friend...he pauses and answers shyly that he does...somehow, Samantha convinces him that he should ask me out because I happen to not like asking guys out(which happens to be the truth)...of course...Eriku hears the whole thing...after Samantha leaves, Eriku asks Shimeru if he's really going to do it (I'm blushing wildy as I type this)...and he thinks about it and says that he's going to try to!!! ^__^
The bell rings...here I am sitting down in the Algebra room(I like getting to class early) and Eriku-san plops down in his seat(he sits right beside me)...he moves his desk closer towards me...and I'm thinking "What the heck is he thinking of doing?!" He leans in...and says softly "If you see John anytime soon, he's going to ask you out...or at least try to" I'm like "O.O Really?!" and Eriku-san nods. I, being the dramatic Ayame-like girl that I am, giggle with glee and shout "It's like a dream come true!" Eriku has a shocked look on his face and backs away(I like to freak out people with my dramatic, sarcastic attitude). I just can't contain myself...so I just stand up! The teacher's like "Ok, Judy, you get to stay like that" The reason for that? All tardy kids had to stand up for 20 minutes straight...but I didn't care...of course, I paid attention to the Math, don't worry.
Time for 8th period! Samantha happens to be in that class and she's like: "Judy! I have something important to tell you." I roll my eyes and say "I already know." Samantha looks at me funny and says "How?" I reply "Erik told me." Samantha scoffs and says "Damn Erik!...well, just so you know, John's gonna ask you out after school, so prepare yourself." I smile and go through with my business.
The bell rings for dismissal, and what do I do? I bolt out the door, get my things and sprint out the school before even seeing Shimeru...now you're probably thinking "YOU BAKA! WHY?!" The thing is that I don't want to ruin the good relationship that we're in already...I've had past experiences and before going out with the guy, we'd be really good friends..then during the going out session, we'd never talk to each other and sooner or later, we drift apart, and then he loses interest in me, dumps me, and goes for another girl, then we just stop talking all together. I love Shimeru way too much to risk that. I just don't want to hurt myself anymore. It's not my fault that I happen to be one of the most boring girls to have as a lover because I never do anything romantic with my lovers. *sighs*
I decided to talk with out with some friends...first, Yuki-chan IMs me and I tell him about my situation. He says that I should tell Shimeru "No matter how hard things get, please promise me that we'll still be friends." He's so wise, I love him so much for that! I talked with Lj about that and she told me to go for it...I think I will...I hope Shimeru didn't give up on me yet...he can try again this Monday. Patty also gave me advice. She says that sometimes when a couple go out, their relationships might go further than what they were when they were just good friends. Nixie(very nice internet friend) gave me advice too...I thank all of these people! ^_^
Wow! I never knew I was going to talk that much! ^^;; Sorry about that story...I bet it was pointless to some of you. Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LITTLE BROTHER DAVID! He is now a teenager! ^_^ Here's the card I gave him:
Well anyway, I bought a Boston cream cake with strawberry filling and a five cheese pizza for the little gathering party(just my mom, dad, and me) celebrating David's birthday. I felt sorry for him for not getting any gifts, so I also bought a helium filled birthday balloon! ^_^
Oh you know what would have been very ironic? If I said yes to Shimeru-kun today, our anniversery would have been the same as my brother's birthday and Lincoln's assassination? Strange, but true.
Well, that's it for me! ^^ See you all later! I'm so sorry that this post was focused on Shimeru-kun, but still, if you loved someone, wouldn't you talk about them too?(ok, maybe not a whole long post about them! ^^;;; )
Quote of the Day: "Responsibility is to keep the ability to respond."
--Robert Duncan
Question of the Day: Do you think I should go out with Shimeru-kun?
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