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Wednesday, December 7, 2005
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Mood: Toast (not only is it an inside joke, but if you think hard enough, toast is just dry and emotionless...)
My day yesterday was just peachy til after school. We recently switched our local service, but they're trying to charge us again for some reason. My dad wants me to call, but all I ever get is the stupid answering machine. He starts yelling and screaming at me like he always does and calls me stupid and to damn my mom for giving birth to me. I can't stand him anymore! I'm sick and tired of always having to deal with him. I'm sick of tired of his eternal verbal abuse (I've been verbally abused for the past 8 years). I'm sick of having to do everything for him. He knows English, why doesn't he call him? Why do I have to waste my time calling people when my dad's perfectly capable himself? I have things to do these days like chores and homework and now I have to deal with billing problems?! I don't think so! I've concluded that he truly hates me. I swear, only two more years and I can get away from him. I'll be off to college and he can deal with D-chan and the chores. He can deal with Mom's nagging, and he can deal with the friggen bills all by himself!
I swear, if I ever get married, my husband will regret it. He'll say that I nag when I'm feeling fine and I'll start yelling and screaming when things get tough. A combo of both my parents. Perfect.
I try to be nice, but sometimes it gets in the way of people's feelings. I now have a stalker and I'm just too nice to shoo him away. I don't like him like that and he's always around! I'm quite amazed he's not behind me! >.< It's been bothering me so much that I had a dream last night about him. He would always be around me and I would see Shimeru and Eriku, but I'd never be able to talk to them! When I say hi to them, they don't even give me a glance! Arg!
Thanks for listening to my awful ranting and pouting. I'm too much of a brat these days. I need to stop being so pessimistic. It's against my Buddhist belief. But hey, writing down how I feel has been keeping me alive these past years. I'm not saying I'm suicidal, but sometimes I think about it.
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