Friday, November 12, 2004

Single Once Again
And such concludes my dramatic experiment proving why I shouldn't update very often. Things in my life change too much!

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Well, I got together with Molly on Thursday and hung out at Jimmy's all day. Things went a little rough trying to actually get out the door, and then when I finally picked everyone up and went to his house, he had been smoking the ganja and was making an ass out of himself. Oh Jimmy! What will we do with you? I think half the time that he was laughing he was just trying to be the center of attention. :p Molly was kind of disturbed because she had never been -- I mean, she had never seen anyone high before. Yeah.

So first we decided to watch Family Guy a little bit, but Jimmy's DVD player was acting stupid, and he and his gf went into his room for a couple hours. O_o Molly and I decided to watch a movie, but every once in a while we'd get up and go knock on the door. Of course, they were always "busy" doing "something", and when they finally did come out, well.. you know how girls do that thing where they tell each other EVERYTHING. And once again, I was in the dark. -.- I couldn't care less what they actually did in there, it's the fact that I'm the odd one out when it comes to these things. >:| And even if they did tell me, it's not like I would be an ass about it. We're all mature here, lol.

So yeah, I think we ended up watching another movie. Then ordered pizza, and watch tv. I wasn't really paying attention, lol. I kissed Molly a couple times, so that was fun. At around 4:45, Patty's dad calls saying that he's at this one store and wanted us to drop her off, but she decided not to leave until about 5:10, when I had to get going to my soccer game. I offered that Molly come with me to the game, but she went on about how it would be cold and stuff. Yeah, I know, bs. lol So I dropped her off with Patty and leaned in for one last kiss, but she stopped after about 2 seconds saying that Patty's mom was watching us.

At my soccer game it was really cold and I kept running things over in my head about Molly and I. I mean, our "relationship", or fling, or whatever you wanted to call it, was almost entirely physical at this point. We had kissed and hugged and whatnot, but without any emotional attachment, it meant nothing. We had very little in common with each other, other than the fact that our friends were going out, which was in and of itself pressuring us into a relationship from the beginning. I realized that I never really had any true feelings for her, and that it all stemmed from a physical point of view, since we are both attractive people, though obviously more can be said about her. After the game, I called her up and she pretty much had the same feelings. She's kind of a ditz, though, so I had to explain a lot to her. -.- So concludes our one week "fling" where I got my first kiss. :o

The rest of the night was kind of strange. It was just one of those days that wasn't normal and made you feel like you had to do something to get back into the bounce of things, so I went to sleep a little early. Today wasn't too bad at school, I guess, apart from it just being strange since it was a Monday, Wednesday, and Friday in a sense (beginning, middle, and end of the week since we had Thursday off :/). Today I'm going to anime club at my friend, Mary's house.
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