Monday, November 22, 2004

Hmm.
Well, my life seems to be going relatively normal, I suppose. Nothing particularly interesting to update with, just giving you guys an.. update.

Semajaza: That was my first guess, but for all I know, they could have been playing checkers!
Mimmi: Practice is nice. As long as it's within morals.
Arc: Eh, it wasn't quite what I expected, but I won't deny that it was nice. I loved it.
Shin: All in due time, my friend.
Ben: You were right the first time.
chii: No need to rush, waiting till the right moment is great.

I guess lately I've been feeling a little.. bleh. :o So I suppose I have to pull the melodramatic card and just say that I'm lonely, but eh. Even if I was with Molly for a week, it showed me how great it was to have companionship. And now I long for it. Yesterday, it nearly brought me into one of my little depression stages that comes around every so often, so I had to figure out a way to get it off my mind. It just felt like the thoughts were completely consuming my brain, and I didn't have anything to do to get it off. Talking helps, but only so far, so I got on AIM, and Sen recommended listening to music, which actually helped a lot. Way too often I use music as a background for doing whatever, and don't get a chance to actually really listen to it.

I've also been really stressed with homework lately. I was supposed to have finished a painting in my art class last Friday, but practically no one was done, so I had the weekend to complete. This was really lucky for me, so I took as much time as I could, even missing a friend's party which I was really hoping that I could go to on Saturday. And guess what? I couldn't finish it, both because I was running out of paint and because I didn't have enough time. Lucky for me, the teacher gave us another day to finish them up, so I have to do that tonight. And then of course I had English hw, which was to finish reading this one book, in which we had a week to read like 450 pages, and only one person had it done today, so the teacher will give us until the end of the break, which starts Wednesday. Just one more day to endure..

No more soccer until the Spring, so I suddenly have a lot more free time, with no ideas on how to use it. I do have those video games that I never beat, though.. And there are quite a few. Speaking of video games, I need to know what to put on my Christmas list, cuz you know.. I'm greedy like that. Here's my list so far:

Metroid Prime Echoes
Metal Gear Solid Twin Snakes
Metal Gear Solid Snake Eater
Mario Tennis

I always like to initially make it nice and long to boost my confidence, and then I look through and realistically choose ones to ask for. I don't think I'm going to ask for a DS, since that and a game would take up a lot of video game choices that I would probably prefer having -- at least right now. I have plenty of money to buy it myself, but I want to hold off and use it sparingly when I actually need something, and DS is not a top priority for me. My friend actually let me see it for 3 seconds today, and it was nice, but not a must. In any case, what are some other video games that are good to ask for? As for anime, there's nothing that I'm interested in right now. But manga.. hmm..

I guess that's it for now. I can never think of things to write about, lol.
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