Sunday, May 22, 2005

bleh.....
Yes I probably should have fun. My friend hs been saying "It's only one night!". Tis an awful lot of money to spend for one night though. Still not going in a dress, but I might try to have fun. Tis the time to mess around with friends, have fun and possibly lure Bethan Lewis into a dark corner and beat her to death with a shoe. Yes. I think I'll try to have fun.
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Friday, May 20, 2005

   NOOOOOOO!!!!!
NO! It can't be! My stupid school is having a prom (a prom? We are in britain for gods sake! Not america!) And I am being forced to go! I can't! I really don't want to. I can't stand that kind of thing-I hate it! I can't stand that kind of thing. T^T .
And THEN vik is trying to get me to wear a dress! A DRESS! I CANNOT STAND THOSE DAMN THINGS!!!!AAAAAH! Even the thought is scary! I said I'd wear a tux if I had to go- It didn't specify that just boys were allowed to wear tuxes. I refuse to wear a dress.
*runs off in a bad mood*
KYAAAH! I cannot stand it!
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Sunday, May 15, 2005

Bleh....
Well, I',m getting money now. Yay! It means I can buy things. Hopefully i will be able to find a flat. i've got aim now, as I'm staying at viks house, so eople can aim me if they like. I'd preobably be glad to chat. G.C.S.E's coming soon. last day on tuesday. Ah! We're having some awards thingy, were teachers have elected people for awards, like most pain in the arse, best smile, cutest couple etc. We are gonna have some fun with friends at lunch and after.
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Wednesday, April 27, 2005

   umm...
Hello again people! Well, I have a lot of news for anybody who is listening.
Firetly, I'm now Homeless. I've been chucked out. I am now living at a friends house.
Secondly, I'm in the middle of my G.C.S.E's, meaning I won't be on much.
Thirdly, ...I can't remember... Oh well,a LOT of stuff has happened.
Ging t be off now. See you aain soon!
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Monday, April 11, 2005

   confusion
My head is mucked up today. Everything I think or feel is really just wrong and doesn't make sense. I spent 15 minutes talking AT vikki before my head was in order enough to make sense. I saw a few friends who I haven't seen for weeks though. that was good at least. Got to go soon. I had jelly beans! ^-^ they were yummy and from Rhi she came back from america yesterday and has severe jeg lag.
b-bye for now. =p
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Wednesday, April 6, 2005

   here i am again.
Another post for my blog. This one will probably be quite confusing. Firstly, I'm mad. My friend said she'd meet me today at two, and she didn't turn up. I didn't hear anything from her either, she just didn't come. I also messed up the face of a picture i spent hours on. I just couldn't get the eyes right, and now its f***** up. Damn. Then theres my art exam coming up soon, and I STILL HAVE NO IDEAS!!!It's just so annoying, all of it.

It seems to me the world is a f***** up place. Everything is so strange, and in a way wrong. People all want to conform. The other day, I was sat in McDonalds with vikki (i hate that place, but it was all thats open), and looking around, EVERYONE LOOKED THE SAME. Not all exactly the same, but the people who were sat next to each other were all wearing really similar things, like three girls all wearing boob tubes and denim skirts or jeans, two guys wearing beige shirts, or two girls wearing what looked like pajamas. They all looked so similar it was strange. And then there is me and vikki, me sat there in all black, her sat in all white. Like polar opposites. But what confuses me, is why people always stick to people EXACTLY like them. I mean, why? there'd be no variation in your conversations, no different viewpoints. I hang around with 14 other VERY different people, each one of them is unique. And people see our group as strange. Why? Because you can't label us as this or that, because we all dress differently, and listen to different music etc. And people find us so strange, just because they cannot catagorise the whole group of us. ??? . WHY??? I just don't see why. And then theres all these people trying to be 'individual'. They all look the same too. From what I can see, the best way to be individual is be yourself, because no-one seems to do that anymore.

You and Your Friends (mostly your friends)
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Jeez, who are you??
Name	Zoe
Age	16
Bday	25th march 89
republican or democrat?	wah?
What DO you look like
age you look like	15
hair color	light brown/gold
eye color	Bright blue
height	5' 2-3"
weight (come on come on)	8 1/2 stoneish
shoe size	5
friends most likely to
marry right after HS graduation	madelene
end up on the streets	sophie
end up rich and famous	James (comedian lol)
forget about you	umm... @_@ vikki stone
never live up to their own standards	Nicola
have the most kids	Rhi
have no kids	Isobel
become an evil dictator	Me
run for president	Han
become the new pope (they dont have to be catholic)	Maddy
be your soul mate (you have to KNOW them)	@_@ han/vikki/fizz
make out with you when your sixteen (once again, YOU HAVE TO KNOW THEM)	won't say =p
become the 4th member of destiny\'s child	lol~~~Siany!
steal billie joe armstrong away from his wife	Sophie!
kill rob thomas so he's not	Isobel
work at mcdonalds	none... i don't think...
be a runway model	Nicola
be a fashion designer	Rhi or Nicola
commit suicide	me i guess.... or Iz.
become a seriel killer	Me or Iz
become a workout fiend and work themself to death	Han
become gay	Sophie and Kelly already have...
Hookups!!!
friend & you	----
guy friend & girl friend	James and Rachel
guy friend & guy friend	heheheheheh....:X won't say...
girl friend & girl friend	Sophie and kelly
friend & billie joe armstrong	Sohie
friend & rob thomas	LMAO~Isobel
friend & jennifer aniston	Kelly
friend & paris hilton	Sophie
friend & john mayer	Lisa
which one of your friends is most...
shy	Lisa
gay	Sophie
------	moi
loud	Big zoe
obnoxious	moi
potatoe-like	Rachel
loveable	Kelly
understanding	Iz
2-personality-ey	moi and han
john mayer-ey (they can caress people into losing their u-no-what)	Sophie
nice in general	Lisa
athletic	Lisa, big zo, iz etc.
confident	Han
tall	big zo, iz ,han
short	Kelly
skinny	me...<.<
bf/gf material	dunno
romantic	Nicola
"i dont care about the world"-ey	moi
So...
how was this survey?	k
do you like john mayer?	no
you better like john mayer...	i don't D:< i don't know who he is
you better worship billie joe armstrong/green day...	k.
hes like a god i swear	k.
you should worship this survey maker too *wink*	nope =p
do you believe in god?	nope
do you believe in heaven/hell?	nope
what do you think of sunday school if you go to it?	hate it.
what about hebrew school?	hate it
or another religion or anti-religion school?	ditto
thats intersting	nope
whats yoru favorite band besides green day and john mayer?	HIM, my chemical romance etc.
this survey WAS awesome, wasn't it?	nope
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Monday, April 4, 2005

*yawn*
heres me, just as tired as ever. I've been making sigs and stuff, setting up my own graphics thing. Its been going well and I'm doing okay. The programme can be useful, and i can make sigs out of it, but not animated ones, nor can i crop on it. But i've made quite a number of banners, and its going pretty well. My step dad is threatening to throw me out. I really don't care, I really wanna leave soon but moving out looks to be hard, I couldn't care less if i was homeless, its better than were i am now. Bugger that. Vikkis coming soon, we are going to the cinema to watch some movie and stuff. She'll cheer me up. My friends always do. I have really great friends, they're always there for me, to cheer me up and help. They are doing so much for me at the moment, half of which i don't know yet ¬_¬ they won't tell me, they want to surprise me. I just remembered what Big zoe can get me, that cd i've been wanting. oh well, i'm off. over and out.

All About You!!
Created by xxunloved248 and taken 7088 times on bzoink!
The Basics
Name?	Zoe
Sex?	female
Birthday?	25th march 1989
Location?	Wales
Height?	5'2-3" (i'm short T-T)
Weight?	8 1/2 stone.( i keep losing some then gaining some, so i'm not sure)
Hair Color?	light brown, streaked with gold because i used to be blonde
Eye Color?	Bright blue
Social Life
Who is your best friend(s)?	Fizz, vikki, han, and my forum and otaku friends
Would you rather be alone, hangout with one other person, or in a group?	alone or in my group of close friends (15 people -_-;;)
What would you consider a typical Friday nite?	Walking my cities dark streets in winter, watching the moon and thinking how beautiful the entire city looks when it is a cold winters night. In summer, on the river back .
How often do you go out on the weekend? during the week?	Yeah, i spend all my time out pretty much. As much as i can.
Would you rather spend the day with your family or friends?	Friends.
Love Life
Are you single?	yes
If so, do u have a crush?	*no. <.< >.> *coughyescough*
What is his/her name?	secret
If not, what is his/her name?	secret
How long have you two been together?	need i repeat myself?
This or That
Night or Day?	night
Cat or Dog?	cat
Ugly and Sweet or Hott and Mean?	ugly and sweet
Hot or Cold?	cold
Tall or Short?	tall. me shortT-T
Prep of Punk?	punk.
Winter or Summer?	winter
McDonalds or Burgerking?	bugerking
Hard or Soft?	soft
Yes or No?
Do you drink?	not much
Have you ever gotten drunk?	not really <.<>.>
Do you smoke?	no
Have you ever gotten high?	no
Are you prude?	no
Are you a virgin?	yes =p
Are you smart?	yes
Are you ugly?	yes
Are you pretty?	nope. =p people say i am but i'm not.
Are you trustworthy?	yes
Random
How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?	2
How many pairs of shoes do you have that actually fit?	2
What size bra do you wear?	you want my shoe size too?
Have you ever colored your hair?	nope
What pieces of jewlery do you wear everyday?	earrings. Black.
Do you have a cell phone?	nope.
Name three things you "can't live without"	My art pad, pens and pencils.
Who do you talk to the most on aim? phone?	Phone
What color(s) is your room?	white and black
Do you have a computer in your room?	nope
What time do you usually go to bed? wake up?	sleep? well, go to sleep anywhere between 11 and 4. wake up 5.
What's your favorite clothes store?	haven't got one. =p
Do you wear makeup?	nope.
Do you paint your nails?	yes. black
What size shoe are you?	5. so you did want it.
Did you like this quiz/survey?	its okay
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Thursday, March 31, 2005

   Sleeeep....
I've got some stuff to help me sleep now, so I sleep better. But lately I have been having these weird crazy and really disjointed dreams. They freak me out and wake me up. I'm feeling better now, not so sad. I just made myself a sig. Good for a practice. What i really need is photoshop. I'm good with that and know how most of the things work. I like making stuff on the comps, I feel like I can actually do stuff! It's almost as good as drawing (but not quite). My photobucket isn't working that well though, and I'm wondering if its full. Better make a new one! I seem to fill it all the time. Oh well, I like all the pics.
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Wednesday, March 30, 2005

   well....
Today is weird. I feel sad, but I can't remember why. It's my memory again, it always acts up when I'm sad/depressed, so I don't remember a thing. Very annoying. I suppose its like a safety thingy, so I don't get too depressed. After all, I can't be depressed if I don't know the reason! But its still strange and annoying. No-one seems to be on the internet lately. I think my friends, a lot of them, are on holiday, eg Han's in China, and Rhi is in disney land. It's kind of sad, I'm not getting to talk to them much. :(
I think there was supposed to be an art class today, but because I can't ask anyone I can't check and ask the times. Dammit! My art G.C.S.E is coming up soon. I can't seem to settle on a title. They are all pretty good titles this year, but none are brilliant.
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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

   Dammit!
it took me AGES just to log into my otaku today.
it was mucked up!!! it wouldn't let me log in!! *curses*
well other than that, today has been good. I got two full metal panic DVDs for £7. It was supposed to be £8, but i dropped a pound coin while i was paying, and couldn't find it, so he said it was okay and let me have it for £7!!! YAAAAY!! i found the pound later, it had fallen in my umbrella. More anime!!! YAAAAY!!!
and i've even gotten some sleep! *looks shocked* what a strange world. I made lots of silly things today, because i was bored.




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