Thursday, November 6, 2008

OBAMA WON!!! ^___^

DAMNIT sad day for gay californians =[ why can't the world mature and accept change? why do christians feel the need to rule everything that isn't theirs? we got outta school at 12 cuz the roads were so damn icy. we MIGHT not have school tomorrow. i bring a blanket on the buss now cuz he's comming 20 minutes earlier till the 20th. IT IS VERY COMFY ON THE BUSS WITH A BLANKET. i'm gonna go eat chocolate mint ice cream and play pokemon while watching the snow fall outside. -mea-

Saturday, November 1, 2008

YES I WENT TRICK-OR-TREATING!!!

for halloween melissa came with me on the bus. two people couldn't come due to trouble/no ride. so we took a cab and whent to laura and allison's house. we went trick-or-treating from 6:30-9pm. then we went back to her house and traded candy and spoke with mitchel and draven. an unexpected thing happened when we were a block away from her house. a truck passed by and i screamed very loudly, and someone behind us in another street screamed back. i told allison (who has a high soprano scream) to scream back, and she did, and the guys from wherever screamed back. we did it a few times all screaming, then walked home. figured out those people were draven and mitchel! ahaha. their mom drove us to the super store where my mom is the supervisor and we waited for 10 min until 10pm when she was off shift. i argued with a guy about him voting for mccain, and i liked obama. it was amusing..until melissa dragged me away -.- what did you do for halloween?? I HAVE LOTS OF CANDY!! \(^o^)/ t.o.t isnt so bad when you have ppl your age all around you. -mea- p.s maru reminds me of her too much so i'm using my name =]

Thursday, October 23, 2008

POKEMON EMERALD

so i have found the love of pokemon emerald game...weird cuz i hate pokemon period. damn you zoey >.< bwuhaha i'm having my sammi and franky help me with english on guessing which british words mean what english words. GO FOREIGN FRIENDS! it's been over a week and i still think about her, is that weak of me? my mom has pnemonia..excuse my spelling on that word. she gets it every year though =[ i got over a bad infection and might have to have my hypothyriodizm pills stronger. but i got a pretty neon bandaid from the blood work ^^ you all rock in your own way ^^ i enjoy having different friends! especially stuck in a small ass hell hole full of cloned country barbie girls. what is your fave pokemon? xoxo -maru-

Friday, October 17, 2008

cheaters and liars should can burn in hell for all i care

i lost a friend. she lied to me about too many serious things that i foolishly believed all the time i've known her. she brought too much stress and only loved me cuz it benifited her. i have erased every sign of her....life is strange without her. i still love her, and hope she is well. some of you know her on here. my friend found out his ex-bf whom he's still friend's with cheated on him with a girl. now he's hurting. he's such a great guy, why does he get hurt so much? love sucks. reading a friends post on here, she made it sound so beautiful...why can't everyone find that? i'm not going to school today. my bladder is hurting, mom has to set up an appointment. which SUCKS cuz i took a caffiene pill for NOTHING. now i'm wide awake and bored at 7am. SORRY I HAVEN'T COMMENTED....life is suckish nowadays >=[ i did go through and comment people i saw who commented between 15-17. to stop the drama i will provide some humorous stories. nathan and i were walking down the steps talking about some animeish things when jordan "jokingly" pushed him and down the stairs nathan went....he was ok surprisingly. jordan got in trouble but i couldn't stop laughing XD melissa FORGOT when her birthday was o__o' she'll get her present when she comes over for halloween cuz it's around that time. HALLOWEEN IS THE BEST HOLIDAY EVER!! <33 isn't he hawt? -maru-

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

it hurts so bad

it really hurts. the pain is something i havent felt in a long long time but i have to control it. i have to control it all of it i don't want to be alone.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

i'm happy

i haven't seen my dad in MONTHS. he canceled today's plan on friday. but then i got a phone call around 1pmish and my dad was telling me how he's on his way with roxanne and her 2 kids. XD i was really happy to see him. we all went to my fave place the Chinese Buffet where i talked to the manager who is from China and his family. he knows how much i love Asia. after she dropped us off at the bowling place so we could spend time together and we stayed there for about 2 hours playing air hockey, pool and then watching the football game. neither of us actually cared for bowling. when she picked us up and then we went to Kmart. dad bought me 2 styles of fake nails for halloween, glow stick necklaces, washout hair dye, black lipstick and nailpolish. ^_____^ this has been a great day. I DIDN'T REALIZE HOW HUNGRY I WAS!! all i had today was 2 plates of chinese food, which fills you up so i didn't eat too much >.< now i just ate 2 pieces of pizza. TOFU IS GOOD! i could totally become veggie if i knew how to cook it... this was a good weekend. i was happy saturday as well. i wish i could be happy more often. OMFG I DIDN'T WRITE MY SPEECH DOWN!! IT'S DUE TOMORROW!! WAAAHHH /(>o<)\ -MARU-

Thursday, October 9, 2008

YOU'RE A GREAT FRIEND! but if zombies chase us, i'm tripping you =]

some of my fave icons =] being grounded sucks ass >=0 ESPECIALLY WHEN IT'S OVER THE STUPIDEST REASON. just cuz i forgot to do dishes that night...my mom is such a tight ass. so liek i was getting annoyed by my history teacher, who is also my goverment teacher. i mentioned in history class that he was getting a little TOO in depth with religion, and he said "oh yes maru doesn't like religion so i wont go any further" wtf dude? =__= then in goverment (which is the class RIGHT after history) he was going to start a debate (debates are common in his class) about whether religion should be taught in school and he mentioned my name and my beliefs. doesn't help that literally everyone in that school except the science teacher is christian..serious. did i ever tell you i HATE attention?? i don't mind religion, it's part of life. but i do not want my beliefs told to people i don't like nor care for. he was being very unproffesional. ANYWAYS...i need to start socializing again =__= i'm getting to warped in my own world. i'm happy i'm passing my classes with good grades this year ^o^ i mean i know i'm like 2 months into it...but still that is very good for maru. i deserve a pat on the head!!! i have to bake cookies for class to earn money. i hate baking when i can't eat it! haha XD HAVE YOU EVER licked the back of a CD to try and get it working??...did it work?? WOULD YOU EVER get plastic surgery if it was for free? IF YOU HAD TO pick 1 person on earth to live forever with who would you choose? ME: ....no...>__> nope! hmm...probly zoey -maru-

Saturday, October 4, 2008

YAYYYY

HALLOWEEN IS COMMING!! -dances- i decorated my myspace. halloween is my favorite holiday. everything most people reject is accepted ^__^ i miss her...but i'm not going to talk to her first. i gotta cook mom dinner soon. and i should clean the kitchen. halloween makes me happy. it's the only thing i think about when fall comes. OMG i got info on UND college! ^^ but i think i wanna go to ndsu... i just totally gave me state away but oh well. cuz nd sucks ass. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO BE FOR HALLOWEEN?!?! -maru-

Thursday, October 2, 2008

humans are naturally selfish

but when you're with someone who is always thinking for themselves theres only so much you can take. =[ long story short, i've had enough of someone who has had such tight chains on me. enough where my friends dislike how much control she has. she needs to grow up in some ways, but she wont. i feel very hurt. but i have other friends i need to focus on that will help. yesterday i got outta school at 12:45. bought some stuff for my halloween costume, went to my pychologist, and then a haircut. WARNING: adorableness at high levels XD i found out that the reason i get nausea in the morning is because my thyroid pill requires that i DONT eat 2 hours BEFORE i take it, and NOT to eat an hour AFTER i take it. but i take my effexor that requires i eat. so...yea -.- that means i have to wake up a 1/2 hour EARLIER for school so an hour can pass and then i can eat something with my antid pill. ahaha XD =D talking to friends helps ^^ -maru-

Monday, September 29, 2008

IT'S NOT RAPE!! it's just surprise sex you didn't know you wanted

tehe you know you liek mah subject. i hate when life gives me those suckish moments. i can't think "some people have it worse" cuz it just makes me think how fucked up the world is. BUT THATS OK, cuz when life gives you lemons, just ask for a bottle of tequila and some salt =] WHAT SONG PLAYED WHEN YOU CAME TO MY MYO?! >=[ i hate school so fucking bad. doesn't help when 95 percent of the high schoolers are assholes and hoes. -maru-