Sunday, September 28, 2008

=^o^=

THX SO MUCH MORGY! I <3 MAH LAYOUT!! so i have come to a realization that i'm jealous of people who have so much faith in their religion. my counselor agrees and thinks i should find spirtuality in myself. also she thinks it's a good idea if i do visit my dad. my mom is so...mean =[ she says i can go if i get a ride myself to and back. i babysat the cutest lil 3year old. xavier, we got along perfectly. i'm going to babysit him every thursday. and i love candice's (the mother i babysat for) apartment! it's liek new york style with big ceilings and tall windows looking out to downtown XD it use to be a hotel in the early 1900's. you can tell too because it's old fashion. <333 i have to work on my english and anatomy!! i did laundry and tomorrow i'm going to buy hairspray colors for halloween. mom said i could maybe get a job after christmas...so long... I'M SORRY I HAVEN'T COMMENTED!!! I WILL TRY FOR NOW ON!!! -glompattacks- CHRISTMAS OR HALLOWEEN?! if you could dress for any of those, what would wear? without worry of cost or finding it ME: halloween! a gothic geisha with everything! >=D -maru-

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

COMMENT PLZ

SOOOO i forgot my glasses, contact case, and contact solution at school...i might be like zoey and just keep them in until school tomorrow. i'm a junior, and i went to a college fair ^^ oh the fun. i signed at least 7 colleges for info to be mailed/emailed to me. my principles grandson died. we're going to the church and singing some christian songs for him at the funeral, he was around our age. i hate singing christian songs, because that is all our SMALL school sings. but for him, i'll do it out of respect. you are not obligated to answer these questions. what is your religon? how were you brought to believing it? what are the strong points in your religion that helps you believe in it? what is the proof for you? -maru-

Saturday, September 20, 2008

=[

i snapped at anika when i shouldn't have. i was treated worst than shit at school and she was just trying to help. i should try and call her today... -maru-

Saturday, September 13, 2008

   i know this pretty rave girl~

getting in touch with my inner rave babe. -sprinkles glitter around- things to do this weekend: clean study post chapters on quizzilla start commenting people DID YOU KNOW? DJ SiSen and Miyavi share the same birthday? =D my mom got on my ass when i asked her if she could buy me this certain shampoo and conditioner that would help me grow my hair long. she got fucking pissed saying that i don't know anything about the concept of money. i'm just standing there liek "IT'S JUST SHAMPOO! 0o0" anika thinks we're poorer than her -__- it didn't help that i went in my room and vented out on anika about the stupid outbreak and my mom started banging on my door (it was locked) telling me to go cry to anika and such. i couldn't hear the rest cuz i buried myself in the pillows. BUT SERIOUSLY i wasnt even crying i was just shocked and a lil hurt. this comming from the woman who wont lemme get a job. believe me i want a job so bad. when i was staying with dad he let me work at his restuarant and his boss loved me. at least i'm not pregnant like she was at my age >=[ can't even get a fuckin drivers liscense wtf. -sigh- thx to those who comment ^^ you make me happy and deserve a -hug- EITHER OR LOVE or LUST? COMEDY or HORROR? SUMMER or WINTER? HOT or CUTE? WHITE or DARK CHOCOLATE? NIGHT or DAY? SWEET or SOUR? OCEAN or POOL? LIFE IN PRISON or DEATH PENALTY me: love, horror, winter, hot, dark, night, sour, ocean, death =] -maru-

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

sChReI!!!

does anyone enjoy tokio hotel?? i stopped listening to them for awhile and now i saw that they're really popular in the US 0__0 duuuude school is a lil easy this year...could be cuz i'm studying but hey =D pretty damn good. SPEAKING OF SCHOOL, i was in the girls locker room putting on my eyeliner. and melissa went and waved her hand on that electric paper towel dispenser and it brought some down...and down...and down...and down! we were like "NOO STOP!" we had to go get help from the janitor. it brightened my morning =] i'm not as sad anymore...is that good? i was emoish. in a sad way, but now i'm a lil more perkier. isn't he cute? =] what is your ideal of a perfect date? ME: go to a cafe, see a concert, look at the stars. YEA I'M A CHEESY ROMANTIC AT HEART OK?! -maru-

Sunday, September 7, 2008

   LOVE is WAR

anybody else know what vocaloid is?? zoey is getting me addicted >__< miku and len are the cutest! my mom and i had a movie night we watched cloverfield. i disliked it. i got back my school pictures. this is a pic i actually like! =D this is a secret i'm not suppose to know and only my mom knows. but apparently my grandparents are bidding on this nice house. my grandpa is getting depressed in these apartments. if they do happen to move out, i would like to stay with them for awhile. why cant anyone know?? its not THAT big of a deal... =] OMG one of the vocaloid's songs are from gundam seeds, 0o0!! i know cuz it's like one of my fave haha. If you could be in your dream place at the moment what would you be doing? Which is the one television character that you simply adore? ME: reading a great book listening to ocean waves// hmm...i adore chibi-miku! -maru-

Friday, September 5, 2008

I HAVE COMMENTED PPL NOW

I scare me. i stayed home yesterday. i know i had the virus, WHICH EVERY OTHER KID IN MY SCHOOL IS SHOWING SYMPTOMS OF! -wears face mask- BUT i feel so much better today -sunlights burst through the clouds with angels singing halljeluah- <.< is that spelt right? now i have a stuffy nose now and am hacking up green mucas...(ew) haha cheesy Twilight Confessions. -maru-

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

reverse side of beauty, it dyed by beloved filth.

i think i am getting sick D= my throat hurts really badly and my nose is all icky. -.- i'm not even going to try and stay home...then again i can beg... i FINALLY fell asleep at 3am, and was woken up at 5am from a call. only 15 minutes of talking, and she had to leave. i hope ani's first day of school goes well! i already know what classes i'm going to to fall asleep in... i'm now obsessed with BLT sandwiches. i'm eating one right now while drinking green tea. ^.^ Filth in the Beauty by gazette is awesome!! Is there a particular food you eat when you are ill? (ex: chicken noodle soup?) How about healing beverages? me: i'm rather fond of tomato soup and crackers when i'm sick. and herbal tea is very nice for me any time i'm under the weather. <3 -maru-

Sunday, August 31, 2008

   i will bite you to death! >=D

holy shit marena has become a fucking cusser. her parents are getting a divorce too, and sadie's boyfriends parents are getting one...WTH PPL?! marena: "you're how old?..17 maru?" me: "yea...?" marena: "god you act like you're the 15 year old!" me: "I'M ALLOWED TO BE CHILDISH!" marena: "haha i'm more mature than you!" she's 15. my childhood friend. >_____< also at the store i passed by the last Anime Insider magazine, which is really rare to find here. and i saw "INTERVIEW WITH MIYAVI AND T.M.R!" i was liek >__> <___< -reads interview- my gramma was on the cell so i had nothing to do but sit there anyway. i bought eyeliner and earrings today yay! but i got dark grey instead of black! NOOO!! >0< DUDE i'm eating the hershey's syrup. gah...i want something sweet!! @.@ -drools- * . . Finish The Line . . * If i were a ... I wish ... So many people don't know that ... I am ... My heart is ... me: if i were a fish i'd fly all day =]. i wish i was loved! so many people don't know that i have a lotta bad secrets. i am unique! my heart is hidden. -maru-

Saturday, August 30, 2008

anika, adam, and me were talking about how one of the jonas brothers is gay. i only like one of their songs burnin up. but disney channel hides it so much...there is nothing wrong with gay >=[ cassy, i missed her so much. she's online now. she has issues, she needs serious help. she wont get it and i'm not there to help her. i'm so worried about her. she threatens not to sign on if i keep asking about her bulimia...but i told her that if she signs on more i wont worry as much. at least i know she's alive right? anika makes me so happy =] i signed off msn and yahoo just so i could talk to her...i feel rather bad. but you can't blame me. Ninjas or pirates? Ninjas vs pirates, discuss? me: NINJAS. they're older than pirates and pirates are drunken losers. the only reason its popular is cuz of the movies! ninjas are sneaky and sexy >=3 I AM NOT A BITCH >=[ ANIIII >0< -maru-