Thursday, May 8, 2008

RAWR

i'm a tiger

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

fuck it

every had one of those days?? ya just don't care -__-

Saturday, May 3, 2008

ani is mad

maru hasn't talked to her in a day >___> <___< <3 U ANI!!!!

Friday, May 2, 2008

R.I.P Hide

first off, i have listened to a few songs, mainly X Japan. i have read about hide. simply from the little information i do have, i realize how obvious hide is the reason jrock has become what it is today. i don't think i can imagine the pain people who knew hide then, went through when his death came. i look up my favorite artists, and see how so many love x japan and hide. now it saddens me, that i never got a chance to connect with him, like so many people had. it's amazing how someone so talented and wonderful, slips away from us so fast. one minute you're rocking to their concerts, and then the next, you're sobbing your heart out begging for it to be a lie. but i don't want to sob at his death. i want to listen to his music, hear his admirers speak well of him. i so glad i am able to know about an amazing man. -maru-

Thursday, May 1, 2008

   only people in my heart

of course my friends mean the world to me. but there are only a very few who know me most. they can make me feel like i'm flying, or make me die. 1. anika 2. sadie 3. zoey without them, life just isn't worth it. i would die only for these three. <3 -maru-

Monday, April 28, 2008

rumors

bitches just can't seem to stop talking about my awesome life. are they jealous or just have no lives themselveS?? -maru-

Saturday, April 26, 2008

my dress

black and white with a daimond pendant thing inbetween the cleavage. im wearin black sparkly flip flops cuz they're comfy, a purse, and matching earrings. it ties around my neck, i have a white shawl to cover my arms. =] i had a break down tho =[ im seriously worried of what ppl will say. i get shit in the small ass school i go to. it's a lot harder to not care what people think when you have to see them 5 days a week. i only have about 3 friends in that school, and one has already lied to me. its funny that when i put sad stuff here, everybody seems to ignore it. i wonder why <- sarcasm -maru

shopping for

prom dresses =] but if the one i want does not have slide off sleeves, then i'll go to a seamstress. no one can see my scars or i'll get even more hell at that shitty school. <3

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

is anybody else

EXTREMELY annoyed about private messages?? i didn't think it would last this long.... i am wishing i could message a few of you =[ luv ya -maru-

Monday, April 21, 2008

shakira whenever, good song

I'M GOING TO PROM 0o0 with a very hot girl. chandra =3 she has snakebites...(lips pierced 2) dad and mom are each giving me $100 so we can buy what we need (making dress.) i need to get shoes and a manicure now. my colors are black and white, hers is black and green. ^.^ my dad is comming to get his stuff today =[ mom says he's been being mean on the phone to her. but when i talk to him, he says he loves her and doesn't wanna piss her off. could it be being mean to her is easier for him? Maru~