Saturday, April 28, 2007

   R.I.P. Girl
Just yesterday, Mom told us that one of the cats I've known for ages, Girl, was going to be put down on Monday. It seems age finally caught up with her (she was fifteen). Cindy wrote that Girl was losing weight for a while and, when she took her to the vet, she found out that Girl's kidneys were failing. She was to be put down on Monday.

The only other time I heard about a cat I knew well being put down was a stray Siamese cat Cindy took named Max. He was blind in one and shortly after he stayed with us, we learned that he had cancer. Max was a sweet cat, too, so it broke my heart to hear that.

When I heard the news about Girl, I bawled like a baby. I couldn't help it. I've known this cat for majority of my life. A big orange tabby that would always meow her head off at you until you sat down and pet her. She would also get in your lap and lick the skin almost clean off your arm. Before Bevis ever warmed up to me, she was the only one of the two I could get close to and pet. I loved her like my own cat.

So it's going to be strange going to Cindy's house this summer and not seeing the duo. Because that was how it had always been - Bevis and Girl. Those two would always cuddle up together. One time when Cindy accidently stepped on Girl's tail, Bevis bit Cindy's leg in retaliation. Whenever Bevis would cower to Tasha, a white deaf cat that was once owned by my other aunt, Girl would always hiss at her and there were times those two girls almost started fights.

This morning, Mom came into my room and told me that Cindy decided to have Girl put down and cremated today. I'm guessing Cindy realized she couldn't hold on to Girl much longer and that this was best for her (she couldn't stay to see her put down). Mom said that Cindy wanted me to find an air-tight container. Cindy had written that, when her and Poppa came for a visit, that we were gonna bury the ashes in the backyard. 'Cause this was Girl's birthplace and her nickname was Texas Tumor. So that's what I'm doing today.

In a way, besides mourning a cat I've felt so close to, I feel relieved. It would be terrible for me to go to school Monday 'cause I would have Girl-Girl on my mind the whole time and we're doing a bunch of important things on Monday. Also, I know she's in a better place. Where Max is.

R.I.P. Girl/Ethal/Tumor
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Saturday, April 7, 2007

   I'm Such a Southern-Raised Kid
There's a little almost undetectable snow flurry going on outside right now and I keep staring at it like the world depends on it.
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007

   Urges, WTF?
Once in a while, I have urges to look up pictures or photos of specific things. But mainly 'cause I like pictures.

Anyway.

I got the violent and sudden urge to look up pictures of rottweilers today.

O-o I didn't think anything of it until just a moment ago.

The only valid explanation I give is that they're for references (there's a headshot, a profile, and at least two frontal views). Then I recalled how I wanted a rottweiler when I wanted a dog really bad as a kid.

So, yeah, I have no clue why I decided to tell about this but whatever.
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Saturday, March 24, 2007

   What a Day
Got up at seven this morning, getting all dressed up to go to the lake, decided to have some cereal and watch Saiyuiki Reload on EncoreWAM while waiting for a call.

And then my fucking ass decided to bring me to my knees. This cramp was so bad it was like if you got hit in the crotch with a softball then got the batter pissed off and he/she smacked you in the same place with the bat. Hard.

Needless to say, I was about ready to tell Melissa that I wouldn't be able to go with what felt like I suffered an ass-raping. But she called and said the trip was off anyway since a guy that was supposed to come had called in claiming to be throwing up all night and Wanda wasn't allowed to go to the lake. Well, Melissa was kind of pissed so I told her that we didn't have to go to a lake, that we can all just get together and maybe go do something in Longview.

Several phone calls later finally landed me in Melissa's car along with Wanda and we eventually agreed to go to a near-by lake anyway. (btw, my crotch felt better by this time but I just couldn't run so much and my bum felt like it was sucking a lemon at times.) I was dropped off at my house after two-three hours of being picked up and was soaked, tired, yet happy.

Got a shower and sat in the recliner and then started drifting off to sleep. I kept claiming that I was just tired thought Mom checked if I had a temperature anyway. She suggested I go and take a nap and I did. This was around the time supper was being made. When I woke up, I found out from my clock that I had slept over two hours and it was almost eight o' clock (then again, my clock is ten mintues ahead so I can actually get up in the morning).

So, yeah, I should go to bed early just so I can wake up in the morning and get ready to do a project.

But wait, could Rachel actually be getting sick?! Would her mother actually allow her to stay home if she's feeling unwell Monday?! Rachel doubts it.
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Thursday, March 8, 2007

   *sighs*
I would like to know who the jackass was that placed my wallpapers in the misc. category. I wouldn't have known if it wasn't for the ten fucking messages about them.

It probably wasn't an ass that did that but I'm pissed that I'd get told that my wallpapers were placed elsewhere when I know for certain they were in the right categories. I had to go and modify them for good measure. When I used to submit wallpapers, I'd check around five times to make sure the category was correct before submitting.

I'm apologize that I sould really bitchy, but I got ticked off. So, once more, I deeply apologize for this overreaction.
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Thursday, February 22, 2007

   *spazzes*
The trailer for the KH2:FM+ came out on YouTube.

That game. Will come here. Even if us fans have to riot and do unspeakable things.

WTF? YouTube freaked me out when I went to my profile and my latest video just started playing. I don't know about you guys, but I don't wanna video playing everytime I go to a profile.
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Sunday, February 11, 2007

   Coming Up for Air
I must say that I have finally crawled out of the hole that is my computer room where I have been playing FFXII like crazy since Friday.

Not sure yet if I'll perish in the sunlight tomorrow. Does that happen to obsessive gamers that dare not move from the gaming system? Or is that 'fear of reality?'

Found out Saturday that YouTube dared to take off my first and only favorite Afro Samurai video. I know it's probably due to some copyright rules but it was my only favorite of the show. All the others I dared to listen to had some rap songs that hurt my ears. (I demand more loveable GDW videos too. I would do some but, being the airhead I can be sometimes, I deleted all of episodes and am too lazy to redownload all 25.)

Also saw a picture of someone cosplayed as a Death Note. It won my house and my giant mutant armadillo.
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Thursday, January 25, 2007

   *hides under bed*
Tyler. My brother. Makes good grades. A model student on some ways. On his school's student counsel. Better at math than I am.

Was just caught plagerizing on his Ireland report.

Oh shit, I forgot how pissed off my mom can be. She was yelling at him and it even scare me.

.... and, yes, I will stay under my bed until the storm is over.

kthxbai.
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Friday, January 19, 2007

   I got really bored today
So this is basically a good day's work for me:

Stripes, feeling his orange fur warmed by the beaming sunlight, prepared to doze off contently. His chest rose up and fell down slowly in steady breathing, a smile hinted on his feline features as his emerald eyes began to close sleepily. However, he found his peace disturbed when something small jumped up on his nose, making Stripes regretfully reopen his eyes to view his intruder. He began to glare at the little black bug, about to tell it off with an irate growl, but then noticed the strange look in the beady eyes of his unexpected guest. If he could effectively put this in animation terms, there would be literally hearts as the bug's eyes. Stripes, beginning to feel a little creeped out but kept his composure, questioned this little lovebug.

"Wh-what do you want?"

The answer he received was not the one he expected. The tabby had dealt with bugs before, mostly fleas or ticks, but bugs all the same and they usually requested shelter in his short coat. But the disturbed feeling he had from first looking at this little one, should've been the one he trusted rather than curiosity.

"I love you!" The black bug exclaimed, hopping down excitedly.

Stripes could only gape in shock, disgust, and terror. Then he raised a paw, swatted the infatuated bug off his nose, and promptly squashed it.
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Wednesday, January 17, 2007

   Give Up or Keep Trying?
I need an opinion really bad.

Here's the situation:

I've been roleplaying on a site for nearly a year and a half, enjoying this small board and a guy I had been roleplaying with. However, the people that sign up more than likely never log in again and, very recently, the guy I was roleplaying has vanished without saying anything to me. The newest member, who hasn't even posted as a character at all, had also left and is the head of her own rp board. The administrator hasn't even bothered to post anything, much less log in, for two years!

Over the weekend, I have stuck by the board I'm at and tried to liven things up. I have a chat thread going and a new rp topic, trying to bring back the people.

But the feelings of failure and being abandoned are starting to well up inside me so I've been thinking of whether or not I should stay loyal to this board or forget about until someone actually appears again.
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