Sunday, November 30, 2003

Wow, how long has it been?!
Woah, it's been awhile since I last wrote in here. It's mainly because I've been busy.

Okay, now on the week before last, I had a slide presentation that I had to do in my AP US History class. Now I don't really have a high grade in that class so I had to spend some time on this project. I worked on the project at school and for almost two weeks in a row, I've been staying at school late. Then on Friday was the big day. I was pretty nervous. Not because I was afraid of going in front of the class, but because I was afraid that I didn't have enough information. It really didn't feel like I did, even though I know that I put as much as I could find on my subject, who was William T. Sherman. The problem was that I couldn't talk about the battles, so I pretty much got some chunks taken off on how much I could talk about. My presentation was shorter than most people's, but I think I did okay. At least I hope did. ^^;; Oh yeah, I also got Cardcaptor Sakura the Movie 2 that week. That movie is great!

Now this last week was Thanksgiving. We had only two days of school and it was pretty relaxing. However, Tuesday wasn't exactly relaxing. I did about six hours of service at an art festival, but my Theology teacher said it couldn't count because I wasn't exactly helping the needy. I was pretty ticked off mainly because she was the one that suggested others to go there for service hours. I guess she didn't really know what was going to be done there. She told me how get three hours done. The next day some people were going to the school to pack up the cans we were collecting for our Thanksgiving Can Food Drive and take them to a agency. It was actually pretty fun. Some of my friends were there and we got to go out to eat to Cici's Pizza, with the bill on one of the teachers. I just wished that my arms weren't sore that day since we had to pick up some heavy boxes filled with cans. Man did I feel even more sore the next morning. Now I just need to find three more service hours, but I think I found a place. Just nedd to make sure it's okay with the teacher.

Thanksgiving was great. Lots of food to eat and lots of leftovers for the weekend. On Friday every meal I had had ham from Thanksgiving. I think there's one slice of ham left and I'm thinking of having it as a sandwich for lunch tomorrow at school.

I have a few more things to say, but I don't really know how to start. Over the weekend, I've been thinking about my friends. As I thought about them, I started having these feelings for them. It's something I never felt before, not even for my friends that I've had at my old school. When I think about them, I feel happy and, as corny as it sounds, I feel a warm feeling in my heart. I'm believing that this feeling is, well, love. It's hard for me to know or understand because I never felt this way towards my friends. And I don't really know how to express these feelings towards them. I'm not really the type of person that would go up to someone and say, "Did you know that I love you?” I'm not really good at expressing my feelings nor do I really talk much. I don't think my friends usually know what's on my mind or what I'm feeling, but yet, I love them and I doubt they know it. My friends are great to me. They always make my day somehow. They make me laugh, smile, and feel right at home. It's because of them that I feel that my school is my second home. They haven't hurt me or make me feel down. I feel I owe a lot to them. The least I could do is maybe tell them how I feel about them.
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