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Saturday, August 30, 2003


   Maybe now it begins...
Well, I just came back from our school's first home football game of season. Not to mention it was the first football game that I went to, well, for my school at least. I mainly came because I thought it would be fun to actually go. In a way, I'm glad I did go. I didn't see any of my friends and I was prett much alone, next time, though, I'll try to see who's going to the game. There were some people that I knew, but I never really talk them. Near the end of the game, I was noticed by most of them. There was one girl that I knew a little and she saw me and said, loudly, hi to me. Right then, the group turned and looked at me. I just responded with a weak wave of hello. Kind of embarassing now that I think about it. ^_^;; Well, at least I was noticed. I left with about six minutes left of the fourth quarter. It was pretty obvious who was going to win, because our school was ahead by forty points. The other team was pretty pathetic.

In my last post, I stated I was going to talk to someone about my personal feelings. I have been under a lot of things lately and have been feeling depressed and lonely. I want to talk to someone I can trust that will give me advice. I already told one of my friends, Jacob, that I was going through some personal problems, but I didn't give him any details. I told him that I would tell him everything once I find a friend to talk to and I told him I didn't feel he was the right person to talk to. Right now, I feel almost anyone can be the person I would turn to. I just hope this person I choose is a good choice. I really want to get everything off my chest. For some reason, going to the football game made me feel a sense of hope. The type of hope that lets me know that happiness isn't that far away. Maybe junior year will start looking better from now on. I hope so.

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