Saturday, April 29, 2006

   Random (Like My Brain Activity)
Been both mad and happy. There were a THOUSAND subs today--Gorgia, The Little Fish, and Mr.Bandman were all gone. Oh, yeah, and DYLAN THE FOX BOOTY-BUMPED ME! It was really weird, because I was running around the room, jumping over chairs while trying ot avoid him and he was just trailing behind, bent and backward, with his butt sticking out at me!
DEMENTED SQUIRREL IS ACTING LIKE AN :BEEP:! He said that he hated me cause I hung out with him too much and followed him everywhere, then was complaining when he had to sit by me in band! Actually, I've been trying to avoid him lately, but ever since Angel broke up with him he has been trying to hang out with me! Uh, thank you, The Pope Tripper, Flute, Dylan The Fox, Flute Guy, and Red are just fine as guy friends for me! Plus, he's been acting real arrogant bout his knowledge when he has no right. If he wants to brag, he should at least try.
See, this is the thing bout him and me: we are both gifted, but he has read for info only(wide vocabulary) and I have read for fun and styles(good writing skills). I am balance-brained while his left side is dominant. I work my butt off to get As and A+s while he is content in Bs and As with no work done. I am busy, imaginative,logical, booksmart yet still life-, music-, and artistic-intellectual while he is lazy, booksmart, and logic intellectual. Of course he thinks he's better.
I dunno. He might be. I doubt it, though. And I hope I don't come across as narssistic to you readers. It's just frustrating. This week has been SO HARD. That's why I havn't been logging in like I used to. With Casey's visitation & funeral, Demented Squirrel, school, stress, and just plain pain it's been hard to just get up in the morning.
JB is coming back. I have not yet explained, for he was gone since I joined. JB has and will have no nickname. He is, unfourtunately, gifted; one of the only three in our grade(JB,Demented Squirrel, and I), so we have to be stuck in the same class every year until the next and on from then.
JB is crazy. There is no other way to explain it. He just is. He beats people up, abuses his little sister,cusses rentlessly, and insults people's intelligence.Like Demented Squirrel, only a thousand times worse. One time he was calling everyone "half eveolved from dog food", to which I had to reply with "If I'm half-evolved from dog food and I'm pretty sure I get better grades than you, what does that make you?"
And then, just to sum up the rest of his character, he went and told Mrs. Respect what we all had said to him in our defense. Yeah. And in doing so, he told her what he had said. Guess who got yelled at? The class. Excluding JB.
He has ADHD. His dad comitted suicide when he was three. So, of course, he is given NO punishment for anything. Even for beating up kids. Multiple times. And when he is scolded(gently, I might add) for his negative attitude, he just says that he has a right to be negative.
What a bunch of bull crap. He needs to live a year watching his mom die. He needs to see the only dad who ever loved him die slowly and painfully. And remember every second of it. And then some. And then talk to me.
Anyway, life has been as it should until just yesterday, when Mrs. Respect notified us that JB would be returning shortly. And that it was up to him to tell us where he'd been.
Which leads me to believe that he has been in a mental hospital or military camp. Of course, he'll never tell me. He hates my guts of which there are plenty.
And I know i need to give him a second chance. It'll just be hard.
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