Thursday, November 25, 2004

   just sang karaoke, YAY!...haven't done that in a long while but i didn't get to sing much so tomorrow my sister and i will continue or session. I love singing buon tan thu...such i magnificent song...and the only song that i can sing of ngoc ha's...but i shall continue to strive for excellence i her other songs ^^ My sister and I came home from my co's (my mom's cousin) house at around 7 o'clock because it was boring. Not only that, but the food was not that great so we left. hmmm...we have to go to sleep early because my sister wants to go at around 5:30 to go shopping....and i have to go with her...more like i know she doesn't like to go places alone so i am accompanying her...let's see...what did i do last weekend....
FRIDAY:
i started laundry and watched tinh nguoi all day
SATURDAY:
went winter clothes shopping with my mom and bought four long sleeved shirts for fair prices. We came home, ate pho, and left to go to my guitar lesson at 2:30. At 4:30 i went to inu-hobit's house to practice rob's musical project with inu-hobit, rob, MJ, and >.>...the girl with four fathers...at 7 my mom came to pick me up to go over my aunt's for her anniversary dinner...i went home...wasn't much of a fun day..it was alright
SUNDAY:
went to church, did homework, finished laundry, and watched tinh nguoi
.....no fun for me last weekend...it's showtime!...i lurf this song...<.<..yes..OH!
CODE OF VULGAR[ISM]:
........::faints:: i mentioned in one of my last posts but i didn't really talk about it. MJ had gotten this as an early x-mas present from her parents and i borrowed it of course. last week, because the bus didn't come after an hour, i just went home but my sister wasn't home to drive me to school, my mom was at work, my grandma can't drive, and my dad was on a business trip....as you can see...i stayed home and watched Code of Vulgar[ism]...IT WAS SO FREAKIN' GOOOOOOOOooooOOOoooOOoooD!!!!!11!!...really...the whole performance was absolutely breathtaking and made me wish i was there to witness such an entrancing performance. ...o...you might not know what i'm talking about...Code of Vulgar[ism] is the name of the live tour of Dir en Grey...yea...and it was wonderful...watching kyo spilling all of his emotions into his words...watching die shake his head and fingers move like liquid over his guitar strings...feeling kaoru's eyes burn into my soul while he plucks every string on his guitar as he would with the strings of my heart...watching totchi run his slim fingers along his bass, bobbing his head in sync with shinya's beat...shinya drumming with perfection, giving me a sense of loneliness when i can never catch his eyes...::sigh:: absolute bliss. kasumi was great..jessica was fun...::sigh:: ::cries:: why can't i burn it....u.u..i'm sad...well anywho...i'm going to do something elese...maybe tell you guys about some other things ...some other time....toddles
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   hmmm....going to go eat dinner at my mom's cousin's house soon...for a supposed "thanksgiving" dinner...but...it is going to be all Viet food...we'll be lucky if there is any turkey XD ::shurg:: From what i can remember, i've never had a REAL thanksgiving dinner but i don't care.man...i haven't used a bandaid in years...i don't even know if that's how you spell it because i never even use the word..><..i woke up this morning at eleven o'clock, which is later than usual, to hammering. My dad was working on the patio so i brushed my teeth and tried to help him. He made me scrape off dried glue and concealer on the wall while doing so, i cut myself, got allergic, and rubbed my middle finger against the wall so much that my skin came off. It didn't hurt, but to continue with my work i had to put a bandaid on the booboos to keep them from getting infected. After i finished scraping, i helped my mom make food to bring over her cousin's house. I was tearing apart this vegetable that had an abundant amount of water within it so when i was done my fingers were almost unrecognizable because they were pruny. It was almost a waste of my day but i got to watch Tinh Nguoi while i was shredding the vegetables. >.>....so bored... i don't really want to go...but.....i must...i guess...i can't wait until we get home so that i can finally get my hair dyed. My sister is going to layer my hair and then put purple i the middle layer and in my bangs. I have been waiting a long time for this....i'll be more like kao-kun, haha...i'll talk about "other" things later...::wave::
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Saturday, November 20, 2004

   YOU GUYS!!!!!! today is the day..i just noticed that because its past 12 it's Saturay...saturday the 20TH...do you know what that means?...DO YOU!?!?...JOONIE'S NEW IMAGE VOLUME 1 COMES OUT!!!!!...::cries:: i wish i could get it...now unless i have been given the wrong information from an internet article..i'm pretty sure it's coming out today. do you know what this new image volume 1 comes with? 2 albums filled with over 200..200 pictures of joonie AND a 1 HOUR dvd of the making of the albums...dude..::faints:: i really want to see some of that...well anyways...i just posted again to tell you about that, haha XD
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   i'm feeling peachy keen for 1:00 am...that's good since the past few days i've been so tired that i knock out at 10:00. i guess i need to update you about the weekend and stuff >.>....
BIRTHDAY PARTAY:
I had spent the night before and the whole morning on saturday cleaning up the house just so it would look "decent" enough for guests. I was tired and frustrated because (sadly enough this is the reason for me being so -->) of my hair. Because it was my birthday party, i thought it would be nice if i did my hair EXTRA SPECIAL, which is have my hair down STRAIGHT. Most of you don't know me in person ...or don't see me everyday so you do not know my daily attire. I usually have my hair up in a "creative" design because i have so much hair that has an excessive amount of volume. ...well yes... i was using an old (i mean...maybe late 80's early 90's old) straightening iron and it was not working that well. It took forever to do my freaking hair ...my sister had to help me because it was too difficult...o.0 wow i wrote all that about my hair...okay...moving along
MJ arrived first so we watched a little of Code of Vulgar[ism] and then the rest of the people showed up so we went to Florida Mall. We just kind of hung out...acted like lesbos...laid around...i bought new purple knee highs and cool orange earrings...rob got rainbow lantern earrings...those were cool...and inu-hobit got a new purse...i think that's all (yes i know hobit is hobbit)
after being at the mall for about two hours we went back to my house and hung out some more...we watched winter sonata and everyone loved it..but you guys can't have joonie because he is ALL MINE...i might share...but yes...
presents:
MJ made me a kaoru plushie and its awesome...i mean he's arms and legs move...he's just ...dang ('i take that back' -MJ) i <3 him so much..she also got me the winter love sonata soundtrack for me when she was in Japan ^^ ::shines::
liv started a scrapbook for me...its really funny...she also got a box from taiwan and put crane origamis she made in there with a very touching wish..liv makes everyone go mushy...she's sweet..and short XD you little shrimp
liz got me a...COW! DUDE!..i was extremely surprised because when i was opening the present the first thing i saw was a butt...i thought it was going to be a dog but i turned it around and there he was..COW...now named Mo..::nod::
rob got me a waldenbooks gift certificate which i already spent on Tsubasa 3 and dn angel 4 ^^ i love me book...i <3 rob for understanding the love...
inu-hobit gave me a cool scarf that i can't wait to wear, rainbow-ish clips, red earrings, and a neon green belt...inu-hobit...::huggles::
evee got me two pairs of socks...one was of COWS!...and the other one were striped toe socks..knee highs...
I <3<3<3<3 all of my presents...and i got money but whatever...
you all are grinders from the Pole ::pole sign:: P ...so stop digging..XD...really need to stop saying this stupid joke
this is kind of a boring post...at least it feels like it so i'll just leave it at this...o wait!
INTERESTING GUY:
...weird you guys...i've had this cough since saturday and i pass by interesting guy hacking my lungs out so later when he sees me he says 'are you okay?'...but...he didn't seem all that sincere...::shurg:: i said yes and walked away...he did too so i'm not being mean...today for some reason at the bus ramp he touches my shoulder lightly and says 'hello'...or was it 'bye'...or was it 'hi'...who knows..he said something. he's a weird man who i cannot get away from because i have to pass by him at least three times a day ::sigh::..but at least he's friends with fang...o okay...i have got to stop now..i think i am going to go watch Tinh Nguoi or Winter Sonata ^^ bye
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Wednesday, November 17, 2004

   hahahahaha...no school for me today. i went to sleep around 1:30 last night and woke up this morning at 5:45 just for my bus to not come to pick me up. >.> yes bus...i love you so much i would love to crash you into a brick wall ten times...or more. I went home after an hour of waiting and called my mom about it. Since i had already left a message on my sister's cell phone my mom said to just sit and wait (if she didn't come i had a free day). my sister didn't come home until around 4:00...so you can clearly see i had a free day. I watched Code of Vulgar[ism] and was so tired after all the headbanging...just everything...diru is just to awsome for words...no word could describe their skills ::shakes head:: nope...well yes...my sister came home and we went to B&N then onwards to the mall to go to waldens. i went to get 2 books because rob got me a $15 certificate...and i wanted to use it as soon as possible! although i already read dn angel 4, i still got it and i got tsubasa 3. While at B&N i read the final (diru...haha) alice 19th...::shurg::...i'm not going to buy the rest of the series (i only have 1-3)..it's not worth it...i am definitely changing my favorite manga artist to someone else because yuu watase is not...my favorite any more...really...i like too many...i wanted to read numero 9 of ayashi...but we had to leave..to go to waldens. OH! can't wait to tell MJ change of heart 10 is finally out...0.0...i want to read it...of course i get first dibs on it...its the last volume ::cries:: I'm tired and my eyes are twitching all over from it...::joonie...:: <-- he has a girlfriend ::sigh:: and she's a pretty actress...and she's probably really nice...>.>...the sadness but yes...i'm going to bed now because it is nearing 11...bye
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Sunday, November 14, 2004

Enraptured in the thought of not knowing who I am

Enclosed in the hope of always being in my bliss

Ensured that I will always be fortunate

Lies to be heard, lies to be deciphered

Everything is disappearing

When was the world so bare that the spectrum became unseen?

My eyes are deceiving me

Ebony skies

Disappearing, we need to go now

Plane of lost minds, a trip for life


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Tuesday, November 9, 2004

   i feel...like fucking shit...i feel so bad that i have to curse...urgh!...>.>....why do i feel bad...<.<....hmm...o.0...o gosh...::sigh:: okay...idiocy showing very bluntly -_-0 i should be doing my homework..but i don't want to...::sigh:: i'm sleepy and its only 10:15 someone...smack me awake. anyone...oooOOOooooOOoooOooOOOOo i just..well not really...i was starting to continue writing this one poem...well no...i'm not going to share my work in progress..i'll show you one of my summer written crud...its..kind of cool...i guess >.>...i'll let you be the judge of that :

Answers

Nothing is as a horrible as the feeling of emptiness
As the feeling of not knowing who you are, what you are
You walk on dirty streets, alleys, roads day in and day out
Trying to find a way to find your answers

You reach for a dagger still trying to find the answers
I touch you to tell you everything is fine
Those dull eyes stare at me with a hatred for every living being
Those same eyes laugh at me as blood is freed from its imprisonment

You glower at the blood; touching it, tasting it, looking for answers
The blood was supposed to be the answer you tell me
All I can do is hold onto you as we both fall to our knees
How can this be you whisper to me once again

Day in and day out I watched you slowly waste away
Your body melting apart in to flesh and bone
I watched you chew at your own soul
Beating it into a puddle of blood

There were days where you just sat at the bay window and told me your thoughts
Telling me how God had deceived you into believing that you had a purpose
Telling me that you were not meant for this place and neither was I
Sometimes… I actually believed you

You glower at the blood; touching it, tasting it, looking for answers
The blood was supposed to be the answer you tell me
All I can do is hold onto you as we both fall to our knees
How can this be you whisper to me once again

My breath comes short as tears take its path down my cheeks
Why you ask me
Why did you do this I ask you
To save you was your response before I took my last breath

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Saturday, November 6, 2004

   type ideal real type behavior
I quiet, private, few friends
E outgoing, expressive, many friends
N random, mysterious, non linear
S sequential, factual, practical
F emotional, passionate, selfless
T willful, stoic, self reliant
J planned, regimented, orderly
P spontaneous, playful, fun



part of the uhh....ideal vs. real test....
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   i'm so tired...................................................................................................................(let's keep it going)............................................................................okay... i'm done... so tired............................................okay okay...i think i'm done now. I feel like a piece of dog poo stuck on the bottom of a person's shoe accompanied by a dirty piece of gum that has been there for 7 years...ain't that lovely. ugh...feel like knocking out..i had to wake up early to set up the garage sale stuff with my mom when i had little sleep last night. I slept very little the nights before that too because of Winter Love Sonata and Tinh Nguoi but who could blame me for wanting to watch the coolest korean and chinese shows in the world. All i wanted to do was go to sleep after setting up but...we were selling egg rolls so i had to help with that and other things....just....whatever...guitar lesson was pretty good for not practicing really at all...i only practed twice this week which is bad...gotta work harder on practicing.....okay...i can't do this anymore...have to ...i don't know but...got to stop this...bye
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Wednesday, November 3, 2004

   I would have added a post yesterday...but i went to a chorus performance. u.u ...let me tell you... THEY WERE SO BREATH-TAKING 0.0! i knew they, woman's chorale and concert chorus(?), were great choruses but when i was watching them i could not help but be spun in their spell. Every song, every word, every breath, i watched intently. My hands were slightly numb after the performance of merely 15 songs because i clapped so hard. All the songs, instead of just a few, should have been sung a capella in my opinion, but that's okay it was still great. (if they sung in a capella then all the songs would have been more effective because they are just so great ^^) I wish i was a part of woman's chorale ( my mom would not allow me to try out because i already have all these other things i have to do<-- its not that much...she's just worried about me...but i'm sure i could have handled it)...i would be honored to be part of it. ::cries:: i hope they have auditions again during the next marking period. Their voices rang through the church so many times it is not countable. ::sigh:: i just...i was extremely impressed and happy that i came to see such a blissful performance.
hmm....let's see...i was going to complain about my biology project...but...i don't care about it anymore since its been two days since i've turned it in. o...o..no...i'm not supposed to be updating this....dammit linh...im supposed to update my livejournal first...<.<....>.>...what now...::shurg:: o well...>< im such a loser...okay...i'm done now..OH YEA!
B-day:
yesterday was my birthday if you didn't notice that in the left hand corner that my birthday is november 2, which was yesterday. I was wished a happy birthday more than i ever had in all my fifteen years today at school...it was a little weird. I was expecting maybe 5 happy birthdays but no...they were...like....over 15...dude...that's crazy...i hope next year they don't remember because its just a little weird. hmm...got a present from dir en gay (<--weiner) it was a hershey's symphony-toffee (yummy ::rubs belly::) and a cheesecake from cheesecake factory (even more yummy ::drools::) yes....and the card was funny...made me sound stupid with lines such as 'this is you'and 'this is me' but it was mad funny. ...unfortunately he didn't know what to get me so he got me those things...but the food was good, so he did good ::golfclap:: ::pats on back:: hmm...that's it because i'm getting my presents on saturday and i can't wait >< i used to not really care that my party was coming. it was always, 'oh...my party is this weekend...' but this time...no. i'm just so anxious for mj's present and liv's and everyone's...it's...weird. Pinky is going to New York this weekend and he's getting me something (<-- i just realized..i never knew his birthday...and i've known him since 2nd grade ::sigh::)...can't wait for that...<.<....>.>.. this year is weird.
Interesting guy:
well...after asking for my number a few days back, he has not spoken to me (i guess guys don't want to speak to a girl who didn't give them their phone number?..hahahaha<--i'm mean)..instead of talking to me...he walks with his friend at the bus ramp and points at me...obviously talking about me...::sigh::...you losers...get a life...no...i'm sorry..they're not losers...>.>...whatever..dude..i think i am done for today ::can't wait to tell you about party:: ...bye

p.s. ...i'm hungry...i've been having my hungry burps since...5th period...my sister better get home quickly so we can go out and eat my birthday dinner...i'm going to wilt away into the wind soon because all i ate today was an apple and 2 pieces of a kit kat...lilz...-_-...
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