Tuesday, April 11, 2006

   almost....done....*faints*
ALMOST DONE WITH THE SCIENCE PROJECT FROM HELL!!!! I am so tired. *falls off chair* But yeah, maybe I'll be able to tackle some of the things on my to-do list. Its getting long, isn't it.... and I have added more stuff!!! For example...coloring that random sketch I just put up!
Curse you perfectionistic ways...it takes me ages to color stuff. Especially when my computer dies and I can't use my tablet. *pouts* But thats ok! because the science project is almost finished! now we just have to bs our way through this presentation! huzzah. *dies inside* and I actually survived my piano lesson....my teacher didn't yell! she just tried to put me on more drugs. -___-' But I don't really care at this point. Anywho...I'm tired and have latiny stuff to do. *sighs* curse you school and your learnedness! *shakes fist at school*


To-Do-listness:
~finish color #1 of the 100 themes thing (intro)
~finish sketch #2 of the 100 themes thing (love)
~finish sketch #...74 (are you challenging me?)
~finish coloring the random ninja pic
~finish the b-day pic for gunshotkitty (catherine/hotsprings turtle)
~start a b-day pic for 2bforgotten (christine)
~start the Ka fanart i've been wanting to draw for a while
~start the Varakai Icarus pic I've been wanting to draw for a while
~start drawing the comic thats been in my head for a long time
~finish the sketches of said comic
~start the kyuubi naruto pic for a friend
~start coloring that sketch I just put up
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Monday, April 10, 2006

mwerg. what a day.
*sigh* well, i just got back fron the dentist. but let me start at the beginning. *grins* So. I have the science project from hell that I couldn't work on over the weekend 'cause the school network was down. And its due on wednesday, by the way. Since my school email wasn't working I figured I'd fix it at school this morning. So, I get up an hour early and get to school 40 minutes early (7:10) only to find that most of the power at school was out....meaning that the ENTIRE school network was down. meaning no computers. meaning no project work. SO. After the 30 minutes of agonizing over my project, I go to class and sit there depressed while my teacher tries to make up for the fact that she's missed 2 classes (one was a free day, the other she had a flat tire and couldn't make it) while I stare off into space thinking about downloading the MariMite anime. *nods* then once that was over, I headed off to band, which I'm seriously thinking about quitting....just 'cause its so boring. *sighs* so we go over my least favorite songs. (well...we did get to play Maleguena...i don't know how you spell it. *shrugs*)... *sighs* so that was normal. but then I get to go aid for the art teacher, which is normaly really fun 'cause I usually use the pug mill thingy-ma-bob...(is that what you call it?) and mush clay. but today she wanted me to dig around in all of the recycled clay to find the tools people dropped. *twitches* I could deal with the fact that I was digging around in muddy brown water with random chunks in it...*shudder* if only there wasn't the awful sulfur smell. *dies* so after that extremely long class....I went off to science. *dies* I have so much work to do but I'm really really really really really stressed and need a break. so...after the realization that our science teacher wasn't going to cut us any slack on the project 'cause we didn't have any time to do it.... it was lunch. my first thought was THANK GOD!!! and I ran off to the compy lab 'cause i needed internet...*withdral* then....about 20-ish minutes into me using the compy...the network/internet dies again. *sobs* I have the worst luck!!!! So...i wandered off to latin and sat there...just kinda depressed. not even the sexual harassment in Latin could get me in a better mood. *sighs* so...history and english passed the same way. then I got out 10 minutes early to wait 20 minutes for my ever-late father *pouts* for my dentist appointment. so...aside from the fact that I have a horrible fear of any sharp objects near any part of me....*looks at toothpick and runs away* it was normal. so...my dad goes in too...and I just kinda doodled while waiting until they called me in. the dentist looks at my teeth for a bit before frowning and picking up one of the bigger pokey thingies. At this point....well I'll act it out. (italics are my thoughts)
Dentist: *frowns again and pulls light closer*
Me: O_o
Dentist: *pokes at my tooth a bit until I feel the pokey thing go inside my tooth* hmm. *he pokes that spot again*
me: O_______O HOLY FUCK WHAT JUST HAPPENED!?
Densist: *calls my dad over* cavity. *explains a bit then runs off to get the lazer thingy*
Dad: ah. cavity. *glares at me and then starts rambling on about how many times they had to drill inside his head*
me: DX *insane fear of drills and needles making me start to shake uncontrollably*
Densist: *comes back in with little lazer thingy and pokes around in my mouth* oh wait. its not just one cavity
me: ;______;
Densist: there's four spots here. *pokes around and lazer makes high pitched beeping noises*
Me: *shaking uncontrollably at this point*

so yeah. beyond that the fear made me kinda blank out on what they were saying...so...*twitches* all i know is that they're poking around in my mouth in the spots I'm most obsessive about...and all just 'cause they forgot to seal it. *chucks random person at evil dentists* MWERG!!! I HATE POKEY OBJECTS!!!! *sobs* but then one of the worst parts is that my dad made me drive home. *twitches* my three worst fears.... dissapointing someone (aka: the science project) sharp pointy objects (aka: the dentist) and driving. *sobs again* so now I'm sitting here twitching while my dad calls me for dinner. *sobs some more* I've gotta go. I hope I can eat...my teeth hurt from all the sharp objects...and now the fork is scaring me. *runs away*
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Sunday, April 9, 2006

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Friday, April 7, 2006

   I have a feeling this will be a long post.
So. Its been a long day and i have lots to talk about. *sighs* to start. the current issue at my school. *takes deep breath*
Ok, a few of the sophmore girls have complained about sexual harassment and such....(which is pretty common, but where wouldn't it be at this age and time?) and so the school counciler (who isn't the best counciler...considering she once was telling a class to buy something and then turned to one of my classmates and said "oh, but you don't have too." because he doesn't have the richest family around.) and the principal decide to get the entire sophmore grade together ('cause you know, involving the rest of the school would make the school not feel completly seperated) and "discuss" the problems of sexual harassment. by "discuss", they meant 3 hour long lectures about what sexual harassment was and to the girls they said: we're talking to the boys and just telling them how you feel, please give us examples so we can figure out how to deal with this, we don't want to enforce rules, ect. then to the boys: hitler started out getting in trouble for sexual harassment, we don't want you to become horrible people, stop doing this now, we're not going to listen to your side of the story but we're going to enforce it anyway. (at least, if the boys in my Latin class are to be believed) *sighs* so then they called us in during a good lunch period to "discuss" sexual harassment (aka: hand us sheets about how sexual harassment is different then flirting and then drill the legal definition into our heads while feeding us pizza and trying not to get sued). *sighs again* so. during the next three classes we actually talked about this problem.
and ya know, I am really sick of the whole fucking thing. *fume fume* I mean, I understand that its great to tell people about this...but...but...it just gets old! *rants*
oh, one funny thing though. since i have no opinion whatsoever on this "fight" i didn't go with the rest of the girls in my class a while ago, and so I was the only girl while the group of boys were talking about how they felt accused and such. so i was just playing around in photoshop and not really paying attention...and all of a sudden I hear my name. looking up, i see all of the boys staring at me like they just noticed I was there. following that was a chorus of "we don't mean you. its the other girls. you're fine." and the teacher looks at me and says "what do you think?" since i was just kinda confuzzeled about the whole thing, i just kinda said "wahuh? uh...i don't really care?" and apparently the teacher quoted me to her other classes. *proud*

ok. on to the next topic before I kill myself.
three...wait...two words and a number.
KINGDOM. HEARTS. 2!!!!!
*love*
That game is so awesome!!!! *glomps game* i just finished (just being last night...) Port Royal and it was halarious to see Captain Jack Sparrow fighting alongside Donald and Goofy. *cracks up* I also love the "timeless river"-thing stage....i love the animation and the sound effects. and the fact that they had the old characters, like that hen who i can't remember, but I remember loving her in the old Disney cartoons. *sigh* its so cool....oh, and I love the old Pete. he's just too funny *glomps* So anywho...I've been pretty obsesive over that game...but its so awesome. I love Sora's final form... the silverness (i have the guide...i'm not actually that far. *sighs*) and i'm working on a pic that I want to draw of Sora. but i keep getting distracted by my new story which brings us to our next topic! *grins*

I have found a new part of anime to vent my otakuness on! Shoujo-ai!(i think. can't spell too well) *happy* I know...I know...this doesn't mean anything. *glares at jordan* Its not porn!!! *sighs* I can't believe you'd accuse me of that...*cries* I kid, I kid. but....*shrugs* i was wandering the internet looking for a good manga to download, when I ran across....the book with the long title more commonly called MariMite...or something like that. Anywho. its the pic on my background...*shrugs* I downloaded the first 2 books...and I really like it! *sighs* i'm a freak....*shrugs* but so anywho. I've always been a fan of shonen-ai...but that's 'cause I'm a rabid yaoi fangirl *shrugs* i'm off to waste time on deviantart again. *dodges the homophobes*

*looks up at everything i've written* damn. that's more than I say in a week. *dies of shock*

~the tanuki bandit

To-Do-listness:
~finish color #1 of the 100 themes thing (intro)
~finish sketch #2 of the 100 themes thing (love)
~finish coloring the random ninja pic
~finish the b-day pic for catherine
~start a b-day pic for christine
~start the Ka fanart i've been wanting to draw for a while
~start the Varakai Icarus pic I've been wanting to draw for a while
~start drawing the comic thats been in my head for a long time
~finish all the random sketches of said comic
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Monday, April 3, 2006

   DELIRIUM!!! DELIRIUM!!! *happy dance*
I just came from Delirium (if you haven't been able to tell by the title) and its so awesome!!!! I absolutly adore Cirque du Soleil.... if there's one thing I love more than Anime/japan, its Cirque. Heck, I nearly cried during Ka. I know, I'm a freak.
I'm am on a natural high now.... *dances around the room singing Cirque songs* but Delirium was so cool! I went with my mom and we sat pretty close. We're both in the Cirque Club so we get pretty good seats all the time. And I just can't get over how awesome it was!!! For those of you that don't know, Delirium is more of the musical side of Cirque and they did lots of remix versions (of most of my favorite songs! except from Ka. but oh well. they used a lot from Varekai though.) with different acts. They had a lot of drum stuff and that was awesome! So now I'm listening to Ka and Varekai ('cause those are the only 2 i have on my laptop as of now... *tear*) and ...and...its just so good!
Anywho. enough about Cirque. Well, I'll try to stop talking about them. *rants to wall after fangirl squeal*

*sigh* Stop being so happy! *beats head against wall*
Mwerg! its too hard....
So anywho. lots of stuff happening.

to start, laptop's working again. and thats the only reason I have music and nice tabletness this weekend! Huzzah! And so yeah, I've pretty much been glued to my computer this weekend. but we don't have school tomorrow, so its all good! *happy dance*
Anywho, i'm pissed that KH2 hasn't come yet, but *shrug* Cirque made it all better. *huggles cirque doll* and my friend is playing it...and rubbing it in...and lots of commercials are taunting me when I watch tv....but oh well! *huggles cirque doll again*
Yesterday I went to catherine's dance preformance thingy. it was really good! ca-chan was really good! but thats just me. *sweatdrop*
So other than that. *thinks* well, I've got a whole bunch of unfinished drawings to do. *sighs* I'm going to be writing up a to do list and putting it at the end of my journals to remind me. *nods to self*
so anywho. back to singing Ka songs!




To-Do-listness:
~finish color #1 of the 100 themes thing (intro)
~finish sketch #2 of the 100 themes thing (love)
~finish coloring the random ninja pic
~finish the b-day pic for catherine
~start a b-day pic for christine
~start the Ka fanart i've been wanting to draw for a while
~start the Varakai Icarus pic I've been wanting to draw for a while
~start drawing the comic thats been in my head for a long time



(PS: this is copied from my deviantart account, so some things might be weird. but i'm too tired/lazy to fix them...so....comment and i'll explain.)
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Wednesday, March 29, 2006

   *insert interesting title here*
I feel really tired. *blinks* well, I know I haven't been updating that much. too much to do... I have a paper to write and many random doodles to procrastinate with! *fetal posision*
so anywho.... gotta go to class now. damn you science and your brain-hurting-learning powers.... *shakes fist*

Here's my Deviantart account.. by the way.
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Friday, March 24, 2006

it hurts to type. so this 'll be short.
Yeah...I haven't really posted in a while. for updates on my life: go to my deviantart account (aka: http://tanuki-bandit.deviantart.com/ -i think) 'cause there's bunches more there. I added a new pic today...hope it gets approved. *cringes* its so hard to type!!!
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Saturday, March 11, 2006

   Nothing really much to say, but i'm back.
Its the day of my piano compitition, so i don't really have time to post much. and i don't know why, but I don't really feel like posting. And its hard typing with this f-ing brace on my arm! *glares*
anywho. adding a random 5-min. drawing right now. gotta go practice. *waves*

~the tanuki bandit
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Friday, March 3, 2006

   Off to michigan
Well. I'm packing to go to michigan to visit my grandparents. I probably won't be able to get to a compy though. *shrugs* i dunno. I don't really have any new news. so i'm going to go pack now. *waves*
see you!

~the tanuki bandit

Random picture of the day: From Deviantart:

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Wednesday, March 1, 2006

   Nope. Can't think of a title.
So.....Not much going on. I finally added some artwork. Naruto chibiness artwork, to be exact. I hope it's approved. Man, i forgot about the 2 day wait thing... *mumbles*
So anyway. I've been doing nothing but doodling, much to the dismay of my teachers. Two 'academic updates'. Suckyness. I'm kinda stuck in a rut with my drawings. Sometimes I wish I was good enough so someone would request something and I could slave over it and end up hating myself for ever taking requests.....but thats just me. *sighs again* So.
I guess I'll head off to class now. *waves*

Random picture of the day: From Deviantart:


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