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Thursday, April 26, 2007


my screwed up mind...
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I feel screwed up today. I feel like I'm on the edge of crying, laughing, screaming, passing out, throwing up, or being creative... It's messed up, but idk..
I feel like crying cause I'm tired and sad that the school year is almost over and so my Freshman year is already gone and that's another year less with my friends and..*starts crying now -really-*
I feel like laughing because I always laugh, about everything even if it's stupid. I make things into jokes because I don't know what else to do about it or how to address it.
I feel like screaming because all of this is making me go crazy and I feel like i'm having a melt down and I just need to scream. Maybe it'll get someone to care.
I feel like passing out because I'm so tired and I have too many things or not enough things on my mind and I don't get it.
I feel like throwing up because all this nonsense and crazy emotions are making me sick.
And I feel like trying to be creative, starting some kind of project just to get my mind off this and have it work on something else.
idk, I just feel messed up today. Sorry that you had to listen/read my ranting and stuff, just writing my thoughts...

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