Saturday, November 12, 2005

   once again bored and confused
allo fellow chikeneers.

today i am in a state of hangover even though last night i was not drunk so yeah i am confused.all weekend has been very confuseing. on thursday (we didnt have school on friday) me and a few friends were gonna come over and be really random at my house and it was pretty much a nightmare. first allison got really really dizzy and sick so we had to take her home and allison is my dude and whenever she gets sick (which has been quite often please pray) it makes me feel bad cause as i have already said she is one of my various dudes. and then codey ,alise(some of my other dudes) and i just wathched a weird movie calledf FRanchescos friendly world and we all were acting random and then pa got all "its time that your friends call their parents to take them home." and so i was all "ok." and they called and codey's ride fell through so we were all like "gosh durn it." and then my dad said if he had to take him home that i would be grounded so i was all like "ok as long as it will keep tyhem off the streets." and pa was all like "dont cop an attitude with me!" and then i was all like "i wasnt trying to but ok." and so now i am grounded till lik hell freezes over but as odd as it may seem i really dont care it gives more time to draw and play some white stripes on guitar so yeah its all cool. and today i have just been weirdly hungover and so all day i was playing a really random song all day on guitar by the white stripes the one on the opening credits from napoleon dynamyte the one that is all "i can tell that we are gonna be friends" and lately i have been drawing some relly weird anime that makes no sense because i have no idea what i am thinking when i draw them cause today i like drew something that was all weird and sentimental but i dont even get where the words on the gravestone ment but it was definetly some unknown force that was all like telling me to write it on that gravestone and i dont know what it was. so now i am gonna be trying to uncover that unknown angle of my soul no matter how weird it sounds but whenever there is something i do not understand i always try to figure out what it was even though i am not smart. but it was weird cuz it was all poetic and deep but it had nothing to do with what i was thinking about at the moment (which was nothing) but i know it wasnt made up or said by anyone else so that is why i said it was like an unknown force made me wrte it down. maybe it was God.i dont know but it was to poetic for me to think up cause it was all like "I have been lost, and now I come back with nothing else but myself to give." so i know i am to dumb to write or think anything like that because it is deep and i am not deep. So i thnk it was God. Sssssssoooooooooooooo..... anyway that was a really oddly seriously moment that i have never experienced before..... so now i will be random...yea so i got all these new quizzes up on the quiz result page so if you are bored that is something you can do... ya that was random anyway so yea. ok...uh huh.... (blank moment) *_*
ok yea i just had a mind lapse so now before i do further damage to myself or others i am going to end this.


the weird person has left a little place called common sense.
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