Sunday, January 23, 2005

   not a good day
first off: i live in Massachusetts meaning WE ARE HAVING A BLIZZARD! it's cold and we have a lot of snow. also, white out conditions. at leact matt noys was on tv today. he's our fav weather person. (inside joke) and i just had an aim chat disaster. i invited two of my friends who knew each other. i didn't realzie, it invited every one who was online so i had an extra friend. she was really out of it. she was rude and mean and kept swearing. then an other friend joined with the rudeness for some reason. so i closed the chat. then the girl who started the rudeness came back and started dissing and thretening me. what is wrong with her? my god! sh'e off my buddy list. problem solved. but now my friend who had no problem is probably angry at me.
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Thursday, January 20, 2005

   They all want to know why I'm so broken
They all want to know why I'm so broken.

Why I am I so cold,
Why I'm so hard inside.
Why am I scared?
What am I afraid of?
I don't even know, this story's never had an end.


i want to scream those lines louder than joel could even imagine! i am sick of people asking me if i'm okay! i do NOT look angry at every one or upset all the time. yesterday someone asked me that and i said why would you think that and they said i looked like i wanted to kill someone! I'M NOT IN A CONSTANT STATE OF HATE!!!!!!!!!!!!! i like people in general. i had a good day yesterday except for that a pipe broke in my school and we had to evacuate the school and stand in single digit weather for a while. at least i missed my spanish quiz!
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Wednesday, January 19, 2005

   good morning
i'm not sure if the one year aniversary has past or not so whatever. i promise you, i'll put fan art up! i'm tired and cold. i won my chess club game against my best friendy. i think i probably won because Mr. teacher didn't make us listen to jazz. sure, jazz can be nice but not for a bunch of young teens. we thank you for playing modest mouse whcih can be considered rockish. me and my friendies are going to drama club today. i'm not sure if i'm gonna be tech or preformer. no clue. all i know is that i'm going. i think i'm gonna post my walk away drawing. it's pretty good in my eyes. oh yeah. i bought the good charlotte live at brixton academy dvd and we're (me and my sis) are gonna have all thwe fun of a concert in our own surround sounded house! i like surround sound. bye.
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Monday, January 17, 2005

   GET IT OUT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm just a bout ready to stick a gun to my head! (not really but you'll get what i mean) i have had like toy soldiers stuck in my head for the past two weeks. it's not leaving anytime soon! i have the sung part stuck and the tune of the rest!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! make it stop. on saturday, i had to work on my english progect due on tuesday. we were there for 6 hours and still aren't done. it's all carrie's fault. she hasn't done ANYTHING!!!!!!!!! she made us include her and it's soooooooo horrible. HATE HER! i hope you all had a great long weekend. i got a fifth chad michael murray poster! but it's on the back of a simple plan one so we can't put it up!
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Monday, January 10, 2005

   grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
hi. my friend's bro is online. he woke up at 4 to study! i'm gonna die today. i think i have a scales test in band but i don't know them. i practiced all weekend but i still don't know them. it's all my evil elementary school band teacher's fault. we learned nothing. she told us she didn't feel like she wanted yo tech us anything. she kept telling us they do that in junior high. we're here and she ruined it.
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Saturday, January 8, 2005

   i'm a horrible person
i downloaded yahoo messenger without permission and i got in soooooo much trouble.
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Thursday, January 6, 2005

   SNOW DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that's right! no school! we got snow. i have no clue what i'm gonna do. i'll try to stay online as long as i can and then i'll listen to music or have a middle child moment. middle child moments are soooooo fun! that's when i do something stupid/crazy/really stupid. last time, i rollerbladed around the house with a helmet and pads and it was really fun but then i realized i was marking the floors and i got yelled at. bye.
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Tuesday, January 4, 2005

   good morning
my dad gave us another evils of eminem speech. we all know how horrible he is and we still dislike him. i made a joke about putting my poster of him up and he flipped out. i'm tired and cold. good bye

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Monday, January 3, 2005

   SCHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
finally! i've been soooo bored. i need contact with people mym age. i've im'ed one person this entire week and sometimes i doubt i'm actually talking to her. (3 older siblings) it's pretty cold. oh yeah! we went to the books store and i bought two magazines. (bob/tigerbeat) and yet again, both had CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY posters. so i put one up of my sis's wall and put the other 3 on her bed. yes, i have aquired 4 posters of him. she laughed and took it down but i put it back up and left it. hopefully, he stays. it's a n inside joke so if you are like what's soooo funny, you may not get it. he's like the only real person my sis may have the slightest crush on. she's all bishie obsessed in her own little world where rune could be real. so chad is her connection. GILMORE GIRLS! never mind. i doubt you care!
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Sunday, January 2, 2005

   grew up in a small town
i'm gonna be a film producer and make a show about real normal kids. they need parents to drive them places, they need permission to have friends over, and stuff like that. it kills me to watch stuff thats not like that. it's soooooo fake and people think it's real. i'm gonna just lose it AH AH AH AH AH! i have that song stuck in my head. don't mind me. i hate eminiem. i still haven't read my dragon knights manga i bought in october.
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