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Birthday
1992-11-21
Gender
Female
Location
Under the full moon wondering "why?"....
Member Since
2005-03-07
Occupation
dark-dreamer alchemist, by touching my temples i can create what i will with my mind
Real Name
hehe...wouldn't you like to know....
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Achievements
hm...i won a blue ribbon on my art and got a "highest acidemic" award in art!! ^^ i also scored college level on my S.A.T.'s in 7th grade! teehee
Anime Fan Since
hmm.... this is about my 3rd or fourth year of really being into it.... i've always liked the art though...
Favorite Anime
uuhh... Pretear, FMA!!!! Inuyasha, DNAngel, azumangadaioh and revolutionary girl utena...YEAH CHU CHU!
Goals
to become a manga artist with my own series with 2 of my BFFs!!
Hobbies
drawing, thinking, poetry, dancing and also the guitar! ^_^
Talents
drawing, thinking, poetry, dancing
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Thursday, August 11, 2005
Torn in two...
*sigh* hello everyone. i'm currently faced with a hard dilemma. i think i know what 2 do, but i think its always good 2 get a second opinion. so, here's the problem:
My best friend has fallen in love with one her many talents, ballet. She's very skilled at it and enjoys it to the fullest. Our "clique" of kids we hang out with have been our friends since 2nd grade. but jr. high has changed them. we've kinda seperated from each other, bcuz we find their cursing sort of wrong. however, friendship has still kept them close. we don't curse, they do but their behavior is always liable to rub off. my best friends parents have noticed this and have threatened to take her out of ballet if she doesn't "drop her clique." but they're more than a clique! they're practically family! >__< she's decided to temporarily "ditch" her friends (all but me of course, ^^ hehe), but isn't the loner type and plans to hangout with another group of kids until her parents cool off. she wants me to join her. if i do, i'll be leaving my other best friend (goin on 7 years of freindship). i told her i would hang out with her (since the new croud she's with isn't too close to her now) but i could never completely b able to leave my old friends. she agrees, but i still can't help feeling if i'm just being a rag doll and doing what she says 4 her sake, or if this is what i really should do... and what about my other best friend!? we're like sisters! (well, it feels like that sometimes) *sigh* am i doing the right thing?
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