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Birthday
• 1992-06-13
Gender
• Female
Location
• I am where I am. Where that is, is none of your concern. Thank you.
Member Since
• 2006-08-29
Occupation
• Philosopher of sorts.
Real Name
• Raine Sage if u may so kindly call me.

Personal

Achievements
• Achievements acknowledged by others countless, yet meaningless. Achievements my most cherished and I acknowledge are few, yet meaningful.
Anime Fan Since
• Who knows when I began.
Favorite Anime
• Loveless, Inuyasha, DNAngel, FLCL, Tsubasa, xxxHolic, Kamichama Karin, Chrono Crusade, Fullmetal Alchemist, Cardcaptor Sakura, etc.
Goals
• To become a doctor and to live my life fully, get married, have at least one child, and die in a honourable way rather than death by cowardice. Probably while protecting someone.
Hobbies
• play guitar, paint, draw, write, listen
Talents
• painting, drawing, writing stories, poetry, play guitar, and to listen

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Saturday, August 18, 2007

hello all

not much to say. hangin with my dad. he's pissing me off. and i swear he almost made my mom cry in front of me. he always claims that he's perfect (or in his own words does) and he always says i'm fat and my mom is a bit chubby (even tho they're separated.) and he even says she's the fault of my brother's illness and death. he says she's an unfit mother all the time. he's such a bastard. i wish my dad would just leave us alone. i'm working on my weight. it's hard enough when i have nothing but microwave meals and when i run out (cuz they're expensive to buy the healthy ones) i have only junk food left cuz my mom works so much she doesn't have time to cook for me and i don't kno how to cook as much as she does. also my bro's illness was a born illness. it was muscular dystrophy and that wasn't her fault. and also she is a great mother. i love her so much for all she's done. but he's just being an ass and commenting on such things that don't concern him. i hate him so much. but that's all for now. he's taking me to a movie and i'm gonna go sneak some snacks with me. seeya later
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note to dra-kun: sry sweetie. i'll be on a bit later. but i'll call before i go to the movie. *kiss* i love u. seeya when i get back. but make sure to log onto msn. i might still be home.

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Wednesday, August 15, 2007

WEEEE!!

yay! dra-kun!! i love u so much!! ^^
the reason is becuz wut u see here, he did it all! he did it all for me. ^^ it was originally for himself cuz he was in competition with this other guy to make their sites the girliest possible *hides laugh* hehe..... um..... ppffffftttt..... *bursts out laughing*
~5 hours later~
anyway, in other news, i'm back to skl. *bursts into tears*
~10 hrs later~
anyway, i hate my skl. i barely have friends there. but i have decent teachers. they cool. sort of... um... not.... oh well. and if i have spanish problems i'll just ask my most wonderful and awesomest boyfriend in the whole wide world....... *sees questioning looks* .... it's dra-kun.... *hears a lot of "oh"'s from the audience* .... oh well. ^^

oh yeah. ^^ mgk which is the female chibii (also known as chao from the sonic games) is named panda-chan. but only i can call her that. ^^ everyone must call her mgk. but i thought it was funny when i wanted to call her sparky and she tried to hang herself. ^^'' anyway. i'm jsut rambling cuz i missed u guys.
oh yeah. last week i went to georgia. sry if i forgot to mention.. that... hehe... ^^' but we went to six flags, wowies. 6 hrs in flipflops and almost constantly walking. oh and i'm a big girl. i say i'm fat but someone (friends and mom) hits me everytime i say that and dra-kun would probably tie me to a chair and go into a long elaborate lecture on how i am not fat. i'll probably still somehow start blowing paper balls at his back with a straw even without hands. ^^' don't ask but i probably will. anyway! i say i'm fat and my legs rub together when i walk. so after 6 hours and roughly 6-10 miles of walking all day, i swear i was bleeding. well i had scabs the next day so its safe to assume i was bleeding. but my mommy (love her to death) took care of me like i was 5. i was soooo tired so i just sat down and she brushed my hair for me like i was widdle kid. ^^ yeah i'm a mama's girl. but wut can i say. i have those 5 yr old moments more than other ppl.... ask dra-kun... i have crayons. and i got the fancy ones too. 96 pack of crayola crayons... with a sharpener!! ^^ i feel so big. i'm a big kid now! .... wut?..... lol. well,... i guess i will release u to do wutever u want now... u don't have to keep reading... go on... shoo... *sniff*... why listen to me..... u don't have to.....bye...... i'll make friends eventually..... *sniff* .... i .. *sniff* ..... love u all.... *sniff*..... *smiles* :D anyway, have a good day. ya'll come back now y'hear? ^^ lol. arkansas blood running thru me. ^^ byas. ^^

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Wednesday, August 8, 2007

Quick message

Hey guys,this is Dra-kun (Metal Dragon) and I just wanted to inform you that TearlessGreyEyes won't be on for almost the entire week. Well, that'll be all. See ya. *before leaving reads the post before this one*.....ok....lol

DRa-kun's just been hogging me all to himself. so selfish. but then. i don't mind. take it out on him if u don't like it!! XP lol. i lovies dra-kun so much! ^^ well thats it for now. sorry for the short post. my bad. love u all. *throws kisses to u all* wut... it's chocolate..... ^^'
oh and for dra-kun ... hehe... *kiss and runs off* ^^

As you can probably tell, this isn't TearlessGreayEyes posting, but the question is, then who? Could it be that mailman from down the street? A hacker who...um...hacked (what? it's the best word I could think of. ^_^') into her account? Or could it be her but she's just messing with you? Wait...the last one is an obvious no since I already told you that she's away form the computer...maybe she was right, I should think before I speak...^_^' The answer is...

Chibi: Can you tell them already? Odds are that you annoyed them by now.

...*bonks chibii* Like I was about to say, this is Dra-kun (lover and sworn protector of Ra-chan (in case you're wondering, that's my nickname for her), sorry guys, she's taken. ^_^) and I'll be posting for her today and don't worry, she said it was cool for me to do this for her and I didn't steal her password, that would require thought which I don't normally do.

Chibi: Obviously, I think they could tell by now.

...and he's one of my chibis, he looks kinda like this except not as cute and a darker shade of blue.

Chibii: *pokes* This post is about her, not you.

I know. *pokes chibii back* Now where should I begin...well, I'm kinda worried since she's sick and still refuses to see a doctor. Or at least I think she's sick, she coughed really badly yesterday but she might be right, it could be nothing. I still think she should go see a doctor though; she's kinda been aching and having headaches so going to the doctor seems best.

Chibi: *wide eyed* You actually thought.

The whole thing about me not thinking is always a joke; I think more than I let on sometimes.

Chibi: Then you sure know how to hide it! ^_^

Hey...aren't you the one that...

Chibi: Um...no...that wasn't me...

me: It was you! *smiles evilly at chibi* Just what type of flowers would you like at your funeral?

Chibi: *takes a few steps back* H-Hey, didn't you tell her that you wouldn't hurt me? You wouldn't lie to her, now would you? *smirks*

me: Fine, then I won't hurt you, Chaos!!

Chaos chibi: looks like this ) you want me to get rid of him?

me: Yes

chibi: You wouldn't hurt me, would you? *puppy eyes to chaos*

Chaos: I can't hurt the little guy, he's just too cute.

me: Fine, then I will.

Chaos: You can?! Have you no heart??

Me: Nope, none at all. What gave you such a ridiculous idea?

Chaos and chibi: *confused*

Me: Ra-chan stole it and I stole hers. ^_^

Chibi: Yeah...maybe we should end this post.

Chaos: Can I go now?

Me: Sure, thanks for helping...even though you did nothing. *gives chaos milk and cookies*

Chaos: See ya! *dissapears*

Chibi: Can I have milk and cookies?

Nope, maybe if you had behaved a bit more.

Chibi: Fine! I don't want your cookies! You...you...pervert!

*confused* What does that have to do with anything?

Chibi: Ha! So you don't deny it!

It's just my sense of humor, kinda like Fool from that anime that Ra-chan likes. ^_^'

Chibi: You mean Kaleidostar?
Yeah, that's the one!
Chibi: seeya later. *dissapears*
I guess I’ll end the post right here, and to make up for making you read all this nonsense, there’s salsa and chips on that table over there *points to table to the left* here’s a music video
Malice Mizer – Gardenia

And a poem we made. ^_^
Tearless
by: Dra-kun+Ra-chan

Through tearless eyes I see you fade away
Through tearless eyes I see your love slowly turn to hate
Through tearless eyes I see my past go up in flames
Through tearless eyes I see my future become meaningless
Why through tearless eyes you ask?
As a child I cried so many tears that tears I have no more
With my tears gone I also lost my self
So now all I do is wander aimlessly in this world
Without a sense of direction
Without a reason to live
Without one to love
Without anything left to give.
When did it start to fall apart?
When did I lose it all?
When did I get this pain in my heart?
And why am I not crashing as I fall?
Torture this becomes,
Endless it will all seem.
Hope nowhere found.
Crack go all my dreams.
Alone I feel now,
but alone I am not.
I cannot keep moping,
no matter what.
One day, this will all end.
One day, I'll be alive.
One day, I'll be happy again.
One day, I'll survive.
Through tearless eyes I find someone.
Through tearless eyes, I see happiness.
Through tearless eyes my past does not hurt me.
Through tearless eyes, my future is not as bleak.
Why through tearless eyes you ask?
I see no reason for tears.

I feel so happy for some reason. ^^ dunno why. but i also feel bad. I have recently watched all the epis for kaleido star! NOOO!! *cries* even the OVA. if they had gone more with the OVAs then there would have been a few more seasons. i think they should keep going... and going... and going... until i say so! which will be... NEVAH!!! *evil laugh* .... hehe.. ANYWAY.... I got into DeathNote. It's so cool. Light's a genius, but I prefer L. ^^ he's so cute. and i bought loveless book 5, chobits book 1, tsubasa book 13, book 1-5 of deathnote. and not to mention a Dir en Grey CD. dad was kinda uptight about it. i mean, he doesn't care if it's like the usual crappy bands i'm used. (the only ones my mom likes and i like. i'd prefer the harder rock.) maybe thats why i like playing guitar hero so much. so much guitar in them now. and nice catchy beats. now i kno why in the first game they told u NOT to EVER play freebird no matter how much the crowd begged u. that song is 20 damn minutes long. and i could only get 3 stars on it. there's a 8-10 minute long solo u get. the beginning is so slow so it's easy to get 100% on it. but DAMN! the end is so tough. anyway, i like hard rock i guess. kinda like Dir en Grey. and my dad does too. and asked me to burn him a copy of it. and as Dra-kun says, it's the newest CD they have. oh and to Dra-kun: Kyo-sama is so KAWAII!!! XP (yeah i kno. spoiling everything u like about him) but come on. that evil little grin he's got. u should kno that would count as cute and adorable in my book. ^_~ lol. anyway. i feel like rambling now. face my wrath readers! and if u r reading.... ur my true friends... *sniff* so awesome. this monday, tuesday, and wednesday, i'm going for my driving portion of my driving class. i just need 6 hours. and then i have to go to the DMV and take a test and there's my permit. man. i better study now. nooo! too much! ack! it hurts! ..... and yes... it hurts just touching it... i'm allergic to educational books!!! T.T but i guess i better read it. so i don't wreck the car... or wreck someone else. i'd cry either way. oh well. just one year and i'll be able to drive. u kno, i've actually counted down to 16 since i was... well... 6. i was just like "yup! just 10 yrs and i'll be able to drive". apparently time wasn't a factor to me. ^^ time goes fast when u don't pay attention. don't look at the clock adn time will pass. just think and it'll go by so fast.
well, i guess that's just it. love u all. kiss kiss for Dra-kun. ^^

oh and a response to Dra-kun. to the comment u left on the other post. maybe that is why i haven't posted in so long. ur so selfish. keeping me away from my other friends. >.< oh well. ^^ wutever for them. lol. love ya too much to be away even for a day. (cool. rhyming.... ^^') *kisses and hugs* love ya. call ya later.

to innocent chii: hiyas! kaleido star is awesomeness incarnate, no? ^^ i wish i was a sagitarrius just so i could be like sora. i'm also working hard like sora now. ^^ inspiration i say that show is all for. and with a character like sora how can't it be? but fool is the best. he reminds me of my boyfriend, Dra-kun. ^^ u kno, the hidden pervert jokes and all. well ttyl. loves ya.

love u all. bye bye. ^^

did i forget? apparently i haven't posted in weeks. well, sry guys. but i'm on just about everyday whether or not i post. so wutever. well, nothing else to say so... bye. ^^

Guess what today is!! ok i'll tell ya. its my birthday! ^^ i'm finally 15. woot. and now my mom is going to call the driving instructor to take me away! ^^ .... why is there two... and why r they wearing white coats..... o_O NO! u can't take me away! NEVAH! lol. anyway. its my b-day and i can laugh at u if i want to. >.< lol. i kid. i have nothing better to do.

oh yeah. ^^ Dra-kun was so sweet. he sent me a present Saturday and it got here. he sent me this really cool card. i think it was 5 bucks. wow. those r the good cards. ^^ and a teddy bear that said i love u. he wrote me a poem which is more like an acronym that spells out I Love You Melissa. so cute. ^^' and yes i dig the corny stuff. >.< and besides the best part was that he bought me chocolate too! ^^ thats all ir eally ask for. chocolate. *sigh* its good for the soul. lol. ^^' anyway. thanks again Dra-kun. seeya later.

and for the rest of ya, sayonara. PM me. ^^

hello all.
it seems i have this habit to change my site.... a lot... lol. i have no life and i like a lot of anime. i'm changing it yet again becuz i have nothing better to do.
sayonara.
PM me if ya wants.

Heyas. ^^ this is so cool. i went over to my dad's and he got a webcam. ^^ its so cool.... i never used one before. it was fun to mess with. well i click it on and well.. the first thing i do is see how my makeup looks and my hair... hey.. i got good hair... XD lol. seriously tho. my natural hair is awesome if i use a defrizzer on it. natural wavy and a little curly. but that's beside the point. he was showing me how to use it and all and its so cool. ^^oh yeah. if any of u got an MSN hotmail or something message me. it's TearlessGreyEyes@hotmail.com. yeah. i tend to use that username a lot. not many ppl tend to have it (just about no one) so i cna get a username in just aboutevery site i want to log in. oh and my dad also said he'd buy me a webcam too for my comp. awesomness. ^^

anyway. wut up ya'll. oh and Dra-kun, i'll be on tonight. promise. just message me. k? love ya.