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Birthday
• 1992-06-13
Gender
• Female
Location
• I am where I am. Where that is, is none of your concern. Thank you.
Member Since
• 2006-08-29
Occupation
• Philosopher of sorts.
Real Name
• Raine Sage if u may so kindly call me.

Personal

Achievements
• Achievements acknowledged by others countless, yet meaningless. Achievements my most cherished and I acknowledge are few, yet meaningful.
Anime Fan Since
• Who knows when I began.
Favorite Anime
• Loveless, Inuyasha, DNAngel, FLCL, Tsubasa, xxxHolic, Kamichama Karin, Chrono Crusade, Fullmetal Alchemist, Cardcaptor Sakura, etc.
Goals
• To become a doctor and to live my life fully, get married, have at least one child, and die in a honourable way rather than death by cowardice. Probably while protecting someone.
Hobbies
• play guitar, paint, draw, write, listen
Talents
• painting, drawing, writing stories, poetry, play guitar, and to listen

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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

My Mind Sux!!!

School is torturing me. My head is about to explode. My mind is on the brink of overloading. My friends at school are doing worse than me. Their minds are already overloaded. I'm basically the only person that can help the rest of the 9th grade. Over half the girls and this one guy depend on me for a decent grade. Really I only help them by just copying a study guide I make for myself. Helps them A LOT!! Some went from a F to a C because of it. ^^ I'm helping. I like helping. hehe ^_^ well in 2 weeks I get my hamster. Hamtaro here I come. I just have to get A's on my report card. That won't be problem though. I can't wait for summer vacation. Yeah, I know. It's 8 months from now, but still . . . TT__TT I need a vacation!!! *cries uncontrollably* Ok I'm better. Well that's about it.

Poem of the Day:
Loneliness

If I were to die,
this very moment,
Would anyone care?
If I were to leave,
this very moment,
Would anyone know?
I always wonder,
How much I matter,
in this world.

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Tuesday, September 26, 2006

I Can't Go On!!!!!

I just had to have a dentist appointment on the same day I had 3 hours of homework. All the time I was thinking (Must penetrate heart) and was trying to stab myself with a pen. XD My spanish teacher can't speak english so I did the wrong assignment and I got a zero for it. XP I am so about to kill those guys for talking. But it was unusually quiet today in class. I guess everyone felt bad when only 4 people out of 25 did the homework. (you would think that my teacher would notice something. hmmm) Let's see. My day went exactly like this:

English: a test, a quiz (didn't study for either but still aced them. Yeah!!) and half an hour of homework.
Bible: Nothing
Geometry: quiz, worksheet(teacher doesn't know how to shutup when ppl are thinking Yeesh!"
Geography: test, worksheet (i can't really remember that calss o_O)
Spanish: look up. it's somewhere in the first part.
Science:worksheet and. . . nothing!!!XD
P.E.: nothing!!

That's my whole day! pretty boring huh? that's because my teachers decided to be lazy in class and do nothing for 7 hours straight and make us do everything on our own time. Dangit! I hate the superintendent at my school. Last year I went to his office and got in so much trouble for something I didn't do!! This year (even though I should have a clean slate) if I go to his office one more time, even if I didn't do it. I'm EXPELLED!!! The Jerk! I can't wait till I graduate so I can just. . . uh . . . any ideas? All my ideas could get me arrested. ????

Poem of the Day:
Humankind's Lives

Tis time and time again,
The old leaves old,
The new comes new,
Most embrace the change of time,
Leaving old to wither in few.

Tis time and time again,
The same be with same,
The unique be with unique,
Faring well with one and no need for other,
Shall predict the future of despair and bleak.

Tis time and time again,
An hour as used hour,
A moment only a moment,
No time for spare or to wonder,
But only to work for a future unkempt.

*Try to think about what this means. Any Q's just put it in the comment or PM me. Cause I think this is an important thing to think about.*

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Monday, September 25, 2006

Hey PPLS!!

Monadys always get me. My teachers don't even give us 5 seconds to write the homework down. So i got the nearest highliter i could find and started writing on my arm. So now I have 7 classes worth of homework on my arm written in blue highliter. One of my teachers thought I was going to cheat on a quiz but after she read what I wrote, she let me go. I still have no idea what my spanish homework was because some idiots who don't know what shutup means wouldn't stop talking. It took all of my will power not to strangle them. AAAGGGHHHH!!! Well, they are still alive (for now that is!!) and I called a friend and asked her about the homework. That's pretty much my whole day. Sorry for my ranting, but if you actually read this all the way through then . . . you need a better hobby. No! don't turn off the computer! Yeesh! don't know how to take a joke. imbeciles. Wait! No! Sorry. Didn't mean it! hehe. So after you pretty much read the five second poem below, at least I hope you do, I bid you adieu. (is that french?)

P.S. I needed some fun because school was so not fun. That's pretty much why I kept rambling on and on and look I'm doing it now!!! ^_^

Poem of the Day:
Goodbye

There's nothing good about goodbye.
It marks the end of a moment in time.
To see your face disappear from site.
There's nothing good about goodbye.

hi everyone. hmm? 13 hours of sleep? aw well. it's Sunday. let's see. . . what to talk about? oh, I know. no wait. . lost it. . got it. no. yeah. no. yeah. aw the heck with it. I don't know what to talk about. so anyone want to PM go ahead. I'm so bored. so here's the Poem of the Day.

Poem of the Day:
I Will Not Fall

I held my hand out,
I cried for help.
No one heard.
No one helped.
I almost gave up hope,
Began to die.
You took my hand,
And looked in my eye.
You grasped it tighter,
I forever held on.
You helped me up,
I was sure I would not fall.

I'm here again. I'm bored so if anyone wants to PM me go ahead. I'm lonely. . . and bored. really bored.

My feet are still sore from yesterday. The best thing about today tho, is that my mom has to go to work, and she won't drag me around anywhere. My feet are so grateful. ^_^ Anyways. I'm also glad that my teachers are getting lazier because I have no homework this weekend. Hooray!! Not a lick of homework. At least I hope so. Cause if I do, I'm screwed Monday. hehe. . . o well. And here is. . . . THE POEM OF THE DAY!!!

Poem of the Day:
To Tell You the Truth

To tell you the truth, I thought you had died.
But that is not true, nothing but lie.
How could I think someone so special could die?
To tell you the truth, I thought you had died.

To tell you the truth, I cried all night.
I cried when nature snuffed out your light.
I felt so weak, I felt like I would die.
To tell you the truth, I cried all night.

To tell you the truth, I never said goodbye.
I never wanted to say it, but the need was nigh.
How could I scoff off the time with nothing but sigh?
To tell you the truth, I never said goodbye.

To tell you the truth, you are still alive.
You dwell in my heart and in my mind.
To never leave me, for I'll die.
To tell you the truth, you are still alive.

To tell you the truth, I thought you had died.
But that is not true, nothing but lie.
How could I think someone so special could die?
To tell you the truth, I thought you had died.

I so hate my mom right now. She kept bugging me if I want to go to the Homecoming dance. I finally caved in, but little did I know I would spend the next five hours after school at the mall looking for a dress and shoes. I spent endless hours trying on endless amounts of dresses. I feel like I'm about to collapse. To think, I'm going through all this trouble and I'm only going with a couple of friends. I'm going to bed now.

Poem of the day:
Self-Dependent

Life is so frustrating, almost unbearable.
To ask a mere question, only to be ridiculed.
Are we all to be ignorant of the world's truth?
Never mind them, I'll find my own way through.
I always thought that if I had two good feet,
I should get up and use them to help myself.
I scoff off the idea of depending on others,
Because if I don't, no one else will.

What can I say? I actually had a good day at school today. I didn't know half the answers on my spanish test, but i didn't care tho. I wonder why? o well. Everyday I get on Otaku. It's like the highlight of my day. I need a life. ^_^ . . .I can't think of anything else to write so I'm leaving now. ^_^

Poem of the Day:
Broken Hearts & Skinned Knees

I wish I was a child agin.
How easier life was then.
No problems existed for a child,
At least not severely sent.
I would think a child's life,
Is easier than these.
I do think that broken hearts,
are harder to fix than skinned knees.

All day I kept blanking out. One moment I got an idea in my head, the next it disappeared. It also sucked cause I had a test today and I was blanking out on it. Sometimes I have to memorize about 5 lines in a book, and write them word for word. One time I wrote the 1st line and thenI started singing the Tigger Song "The Wonderful thing about tiggers. . ." Today, I even forgot where I was? o_O It was the right class though. ^_^ But even crazier than all that was that I had an echo in my head. I thought "Anyone in there?" I thought it would echo, but it answered "Yes" Freaky!!! I'm just kidding. OR AM I!!!!! o_O

Poem of the Day:
Searching

I saw you searchin for something,
For what I do not know.
You saw me there, but turned away,
And then my heart turned cold.
You did not know either,
I could tell clearly.
You did not ask for help,
But I could not standby, you searching drearily.
I held out my hand,
You looked up, your smile glowed.
And then you said your search had ended.
I siad, "Take my hand, and never let go."

I feel happy. I dunno why. Skool sucked but i'm still happy. *whistles* oh yeah i'm still here. I'm gonna go . . . somewhere and be HAPPY!!!!

Poem of the Day:
I'll Protect You

Do not worry,
I'll protect you.
I'll give my life,
Just for you.
If you think I lie,
I'll prove it to you.
I'll sacrifice,
And fight for you.
I do not say this idly.
My life now belongs to you.