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Birthday
• 1992-06-13
Gender
• Female
Location
• I am where I am. Where that is, is none of your concern. Thank you.
Member Since
• 2006-08-29
Occupation
• Philosopher of sorts.
Real Name
• Raine Sage if u may so kindly call me.

Personal

Achievements
• Achievements acknowledged by others countless, yet meaningless. Achievements my most cherished and I acknowledge are few, yet meaningful.
Anime Fan Since
• Who knows when I began.
Favorite Anime
• Loveless, Inuyasha, DNAngel, FLCL, Tsubasa, xxxHolic, Kamichama Karin, Chrono Crusade, Fullmetal Alchemist, Cardcaptor Sakura, etc.
Goals
• To become a doctor and to live my life fully, get married, have at least one child, and die in a honourable way rather than death by cowardice. Probably while protecting someone.
Hobbies
• play guitar, paint, draw, write, listen
Talents
• painting, drawing, writing stories, poetry, play guitar, and to listen

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Tuesday, May 1, 2007

salsa!

ok. i am in love with chips and salsa now. mum bought this sweet salsa and now i'm addicted. ^^ lol. anyhoo. i'm happy today and i don't kno why. well seeya later.

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Monday, April 30, 2007

I happy

my parents got a treadmill yesterday cuz they think i need exercise. no duh. i gained over 10 pounds since i moved out of my dad's place. but when ur mom doesn't allow u out when no one's home and all she buys is junk food, no wonder i gained weight. so far i love the treadmill. right now i've run/walked about 1 and a half miles. it takes me 20 minutes per mile. thats good on my standards. i am basically physically unfit. ^^' so i will eventually be able to run at 5 mph for more than 1 min. ^^ i feel tired now tho. and its really hot. but i feel better. ^^ unlike my friend who says "if u get skinnier than me i'll kill u" ^^' we're about the same size and its funny. but i fear for my life if i lose lots of weight and she kills me when i come back to skl next year. lol. well aside from running. i'm totally bored. so PM me whenever.

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Saturday, April 28, 2007

Dang

I gotta go to my dad's today. i hate going there' its boring and my dad drags me all over town doing random things he thinks r interesting. well, i'll see ya'll tonight.

go shika! go shika! ^^

I dunno why. but i feel depressed. well, i hope u all have a good day. may good fortunes be with u.

tis would be me and my friend. me laid back and her so apathetic........ i need to go bug her now. XP lol

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me everywhere i go

and my favorite anime singer....... can u see why he's my favorite. XP ..... *stares and drools* ..... >.>.....<.< ..... *glomps*

Woot! i'm so energetic! WEEEEEE! ^^ ok. i'm done now. well, i had this idea yesterday. i was gonna make my mom think i'm crazy...... crazier.... er... um... well... i wore a stuffed frog on my head and waited till she said sumthing about this. our exact conversation with the frog on my head.
me: hey mom. how was work?
mom: it was so busy. i just want to go to bed.
me: my teacher gave me sum papers for u to sign.
mom: r they bad?
me: no
mom: r u sure
me: well my teacher gave me a zero on sum hmwk and half credit on another but i already told u about them a while ago.
mom: ok then. let me sign them
me: oh yeah i got an A on my test
mom: thats good.
me: i cooked the food u left out
mom: thanks. i'm starving. *gets food out and starts eating it*
me: good?
mom: really good. thanks honey.
me: *starts laughing*
mom: wuts funny?
me: nothing. *smiles*
mom: *turns on tv and still eats*
me: hey mom?
mom: yeah?
me: can i have sum money for tomorrow's thing at skl.
mom: sure.
~then for a half hour with the frog still on my head we watch tv then......~
mom: hey honey?
me: yeah?
mom: u should watch this show tomorrow its......... *looks at me weirdly* do u kno u have a frog on ur head?
me: *bursts out laughing and ends up on ground crying.

yup. my mom is so slow. ^^' i love her to death. ok. i'm done being crazy. well PM me if u want. sayonara.

Can anyone tell me who the two in my background r? ^^

with music! ^^ totally bored and i've been listening to music from the gravitation anime. i'm in love with the music. XP and now my hands itch to actually play the music myself but i cant. and now my stubborness has driven me to look across the internet for guitar tab. i'm a hopeless musician. ^^' just to ask but if anyone knows of a site that has tab, plz tell me. ^^ cuz if i could i'd get it myself by ear but i suck too much so i need visual aid. well, i'm off to run my comp dry to search for tabs. sayonara

I am finished! nothing is left to do! nothing nada zip! i'm one hundred percent finished! finito, end, thats all folks! i have finished my romeo and juliet article. and it only took me 4 hours! ^^........ *falls over* to tell u the truth.... i'm tired now. i wanna go to bed now. ^^' i hate writing articles. i had to write an article about how romeo and juliet has been changed or modified from the original shakespeare version. it was kinda hard considering how there is nothing online so i had to bring stuff up out of my own head and wut i personally know. like how certain movies changed romeo and juliet and books sound a lot like the love story. and then i had to say how the play influenced today's culture. it was all hard. but i hope i get the points for it. ^^ 75 points for half a page and 150 for a whole page. i'm going for the 75. it could help my grade without hurting it much if i bomb. the 150 could hurt it alot and i can hardly get a half page without the one picture i put in it. ^^'well, let's hope i do well on the article. if anyone wants to PM me, go on ahead.

how r u all doing? long time no post. ^^'
i'm doing fine. nice and good here. ^^ i'm just so happy right now! WEEEEEEE!! dunno if its the hyper sugar in my drink or the thought that i'm gonna die if i don't do my project now but oh well! ^^ i feel as if i can do anything! ^^ speaking of doing anything. my class has just started a romeo and juliet section of the curriculum. i'm in love with that play so much. i decided to draw an anime version that has sum of the lines on it. so far i drew the balcony scene with romeo and juliet with the famous line "o romeo romeo, wherefore art thou romeo". ^^ i showed my teacher and she just almost had a heartattack. i almost had a heartattack when she hugged me to death. T.T the pain..... and she asked if i could draw this fight scene with mercution and tybalt. (romeo's friend and juliet's cousin) its kinda cool how only my english teachers like my artwork. not even the art teacher gave a damn. ^^' lol. but i always love my english teachers. they r so cool. if one day my comp decides to actually WORK right. maybe i'll post the pics up in the manga section. cuz i also want to kno sum of ur opinions. sum ppl have said that my romeo looks gay, or looks like leonardo dacapreo (dunno how to spell!!! >.<), or looks gay becuz he looks like leo preo (my new nickname for him). they only said that cuz my teacher was the one that showed us that modern romeo and juliet movie. its kinda cool. at the end where romeo was just about to drink the poison and juliet was AWAKE!! (2 more secs of crying and a happily ever after it would be) i got sad and mad at the same time. it was a "what the hell!" moment for both romeo and juliet. i so sad. T.T *cries* well, my ramble is done. go on and be merry while i cry my tears of anguish at the stupidity of loverboy romeo. that play always makes me sad. the ignorance. *goes of crying* well. adios ppl. seeya later. PM me if u want too.

To be left behind........
....... Or to leave behind.
I wonder which hurts more.

I always followed him wherever he went.
She always followed me wherever I went.
He never left me behind when I wanted to go with him.
I never left her behind because I kno
she wants to go.
He said we’d be together forever.
I told her that we’d be together forever.
He kissed me as he said that.
I kissed her as I said that.
That night, he drove me home and he told me again that he loved me.
That night, I drove her home and told her again that I loved her.
We crashed.
We crashed.
He protected me.
I protected her.
He saved me from dying.
I saved her from dying.
But....
But....
He died.
I died.
He said forever and I believed him.
I said forever and she believed me.
He left me behind.
I left her behind.
He left and went somewhere.
I left and went to the afterlife.
And..... I can’t follow him.
And..... I can’t come back.
I want to see him again.
I want to see her again.
I want to hear him say that he loves me.
I want to say that I love her.
And I want to tell him that I love him.
And I want to hear her say that she loves me.
I want to feel him.
I want to feel her.
But he’s gone.
But I can’t go back.
I wonder if he’s happy in heaven.
I wonder if she’s happy on earth.
I wonder if he misses me.
I wonder if she misses me.
I wish I could follow him.
I wish I could return.
He must be happy where he is.
She must be happy where she is.
But even though I still have people here, I still want to go to him.
But even though it is heaven, I still want to be with her.
Why did he have to die?
Why did I die?
How could he leave me behind?
How could I leave her behind?
I never wanted to cry unless I knew he could comfort me, but now he can’t.
I never want to see her cry but want to comfort her when she did, but I can’t.
I wonder if it hurts him to leave me behind.
I wonder if it hurts her because she was left behind.
I wonder....
I wonder....

To be left behind......
...... or to leave behind.
I wonder which hurts more.