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Birthday
• 1992-06-13
Gender
• Female
Location
• I am where I am. Where that is, is none of your concern. Thank you.
Member Since
• 2006-08-29
Occupation
• Philosopher of sorts.
Real Name
• Raine Sage if u may so kindly call me.

Personal

Achievements
• Achievements acknowledged by others countless, yet meaningless. Achievements my most cherished and I acknowledge are few, yet meaningful.
Anime Fan Since
• Who knows when I began.
Favorite Anime
• Loveless, Inuyasha, DNAngel, FLCL, Tsubasa, xxxHolic, Kamichama Karin, Chrono Crusade, Fullmetal Alchemist, Cardcaptor Sakura, etc.
Goals
• To become a doctor and to live my life fully, get married, have at least one child, and die in a honourable way rather than death by cowardice. Probably while protecting someone.
Hobbies
• play guitar, paint, draw, write, listen
Talents
• painting, drawing, writing stories, poetry, play guitar, and to listen

myOtaku.com: TearlessGreyEyes

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

How many.....

How many of you have experienced a deja vu moment when you listen to music? Where the words just seem to fit right into place when compared to your life? How many have said that you really walk "the boulevard of broken dreams" and how many have said "do you ever feel like breaking down, do you ever feel out of place, like somehow you just don't belong, and no one understands you" when confronted by others who just hate the way you walk and talk? How many have said "I cannot find a way to describe it. It's there inside, all I do is hide. I wish that it would just go away. What would you do, you do if you knew, what would you do?" when desperate for help? How many cry at least once a day, whether it shows or just on the inside everytime you find that those words are actually true? How many have said "help me" at least once, and how many have said "kill me" at least twice. How many have lost the person dearest, and how many hated for mourning a death that happened years ago? How many have listened to the wind, hoping that it may tell you something? How many have wished they could be loved but have never received love? How many believe that they should be dead?

I have answered "I have" to every question. Have any of you? Because many have stated that they were alone and no one understands. This is not true. There is always someone who loves you and when you die, will mourn endlessly for you.

Dear brother in heaven, I love you now. I mourn your death even now. Four years have past and yet I miss you. Tears fall down and I wish I could drown. I love you. Wait for me. I'll be there when I'm done here on earth. Love, Big Sis.

Anyone who thinks they are unloved and no one will care if they died, think again. I love you all with everything I am. I would cry and mourn for you if you died thinking you were unloved. Those who think they can't hang on, please stay a little longer. Stay for those who will cry and mourn when you are gone from an out of turn death.

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