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Birthday
• 1992-06-13
Gender
• Female
Location
• I am where I am. Where that is, is none of your concern. Thank you.
Member Since
• 2006-08-29
Occupation
• Philosopher of sorts.
Real Name
• Raine Sage if u may so kindly call me.

Personal

Achievements
• Achievements acknowledged by others countless, yet meaningless. Achievements my most cherished and I acknowledge are few, yet meaningful.
Anime Fan Since
• Who knows when I began.
Favorite Anime
• Loveless, Inuyasha, DNAngel, FLCL, Tsubasa, xxxHolic, Kamichama Karin, Chrono Crusade, Fullmetal Alchemist, Cardcaptor Sakura, etc.
Goals
• To become a doctor and to live my life fully, get married, have at least one child, and die in a honourable way rather than death by cowardice. Probably while protecting someone.
Hobbies
• play guitar, paint, draw, write, listen
Talents
• painting, drawing, writing stories, poetry, play guitar, and to listen

myOtaku.com: TearlessGreyEyes

Friday, March 16, 2007

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I'm not sure. Not really anyway. I always feel as confident as possible, like anything and everything could be perfect, but then i end up crashing. Crashing from heights like a plane from thousands of miles off the ground. The worst kind of pain being right by the thing u want the most, or the thing u love the most, knowing that u can't have it. no matter what u do u can't have it. i'm not sure on how i feel. i think i feel a certain way, and i think i want something, but it all proves wrong. like i'm lying to myself. and i feel like i'm lying to those i care about. and for some reason i feel as if i'm to weak to protect them. i want to protect them from anything and yet i fail to do just that. that is the one thing i wanted to do and now i kno i can't do it. but i'll keep trying. no matter what. and i guess i can just keep trying until i can fully understand things and learn to take the pain. u kno, today is the day i can finally live by a saying i have said but not used my entire life. don't ever forget the bad becuz the good would only seem normal. when ur in pain u feel happier when sumone just gives u a hug. than if u were just happy u and u were hugged. or like that food tastes better when ur twice as hungry. ^^ ok. i'm just rambling now but i just wanted to get my thoughts out. thank u for actually reading it too. ^^ love u all.

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