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Birthday
• 1992-06-13
Gender
• Female
Location
• I am where I am. Where that is, is none of your concern. Thank you.
Member Since
• 2006-08-29
Occupation
• Philosopher of sorts.
Real Name
• Raine Sage if u may so kindly call me.

Personal

Achievements
• Achievements acknowledged by others countless, yet meaningless. Achievements my most cherished and I acknowledge are few, yet meaningful.
Anime Fan Since
• Who knows when I began.
Favorite Anime
• Loveless, Inuyasha, DNAngel, FLCL, Tsubasa, xxxHolic, Kamichama Karin, Chrono Crusade, Fullmetal Alchemist, Cardcaptor Sakura, etc.
Goals
• To become a doctor and to live my life fully, get married, have at least one child, and die in a honourable way rather than death by cowardice. Probably while protecting someone.
Hobbies
• play guitar, paint, draw, write, listen
Talents
• painting, drawing, writing stories, poetry, play guitar, and to listen

myOtaku.com: TearlessGreyEyes

Saturday, June 2, 2007

Inspiration........ and a little Surprise

Hey, guys. I have been watching this anime. Kaleidostar. ^^ U might say its just a bunch of jumping around with pretty lights but it's actually a really inspirational anime. ^^ Probably the only anime to make me cry. And trust me, a movie or anime has to be good to make me cry. lol. well, I got inspired. It's a song really. Or a poem. however u want to take it. I have no tune for it. I just sing it however my mood wants to take it. ^^ my emotions r my muse as I would say. Also... u kno, I always like sharing these things with u all. ^^ it's kinda fun. but only when ppl actually comment. but oh well. At least I get my thoughts out. Kinda funny if u just bottle it all up. I mean, more and more and more and then KABOOM! then wut could i do if i'm a puddle of my remains. ^^' lol. Well, i hope this song/poem will be ok in quality. the only sad thing is, the one person i want to read it, most likely won't. he doesn't even kno about otaku. oh well. but if he is reading it. This is for u, Dad.

Forever Love You, Just Might Not Be Here

You may know this well.
You may know this right.
I don't care who you are.
I'm not losing this fight.

You've gone through my mind.
Destroyed all my thoughts.
But I'll still keep living on.
Till my body rots.

You can tear out my heart.
Stomp it in the dirt.
But I still have this feeling.
I keep to restrain the hurt.

My feeling is
just all for you
Kill me wholly
And I'd still love you
Treat me wrong
Treat me right
I don't care
I still say,
I won't lose this fight.

I am not perfect
I am not pure
And neither are you
You can be so sure.

Whether I'm small
Or I'm grown up
I may not even listen
to how your voice gets rough.

Yell all you want
But I won't hear a thing
I'm enclosed in my mind.
Thinking back on the past
I withold in.

Don't think
You're much better than me
And all your screams
Mean anything to me

I may be your kid
But that's all I am
I'm not a girl
Someone like you could understand

Not a thing
For you and me
Could be right
Can't you see
You think you try
You think your way
But it only
pushes me away

You want to keep
Your "precious" child
But don't you know
She'll be gone in a while.

I won't be always here
I'll be gone in a blink
And then how would you feel?
What would you think?

Unless you come follow me,
I'll leave you behind.
I won't see you again.
So make up your mind.

But no matter what
I'll still love you.
Because you are my father.
And there's nothing I can do.

Well, thats that. Yeah, me and my dad are like opposing forces on a battlefield. He may have the bigger guns and may think he's winning but he's not. I have an escape route. And only my army is small enough to get through. And he won't be able to follow. And it will only be my choice to come back through that same route. But you know, I probably wouldn't come back through. As mean as it sounds, unless he picks up the pieces and reminds himself that he doesn't own me and I can go as I please, I won't come back. He has a few years to shape up. But after that, it's over. I hope the song/poem I wrote was all right. Thank you for reading. I love you all. ^^ Bye

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