Wednesday, September 8, 2021

   Blast From The Past
It's been over a decade and I'm updating this thing. My last update was technically in 2009 but I deleted that post.

My boyfriend decided to search on the web using my old usernames as a way to fuck with me and found this old blog. It's embarrassing, but luckily he didn't really go through it. Thank god.

I deleted a lot of the old posts. There's not much to look at, but it's a mere reflection on who I was a child. And that's just it, I was a child. This website was an escape from the trauma and abuse I was enduring in school and at home, so this was one of the few outlets I had. So, looking back on some of the shit I posted here, it's astounding how people just dealt with reading these nauseating posts when I was using poor grammar and didn't make much sense of myself. I don't mind starting over on here, but there's not much of a community on these blogs anymore. I'm aware of the new set up called TheOtaku, but it's confusing to use. I ended up deleting just about everybody on my friends list that haven't updated in almost 20 years. It's crazy how I used to call these people my friends despite how childish I was. I was notorious on here for my grammar that's for sure.

The reason why I made this blog to begin with was because an old "friend" of mine (we will call her CCorn) had a blog herself and shared it with me. Her account was deleted and I honestly don't even remember what her username was. Either way, I was 14 at the time and she was 16.

Actually, let's start a series reflecting on some old posts explaining myself in greater detail. This is gonna be quite therapeutic for me. Let's begin:
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So, CCorn and I used to be friends and lived a couple of houses away from each other. She was also big into anime and manga like I was, and I really looked up to her. She is an amazing artist as well. There were countless days where I would watch her play Kingdom Hearts and admire her gaming tactics. She introduced me to so many things and I'm still grateful for that.

However, I can imagine that being 'friends' with a '14' year old is not really the norm especially if you're in high school, so I can imagine she was probably annoyed by me. Here is the post I will be reflecting on today:




"Thursday, April 14, 2005

i feel horrible.....
yesterday, at night, i turned on my cell to call my bro. i soon realize i got there mesages. i listen to them. it said it was my friend calling to see if we could hang out...then she said bye....the next message was "hey, its me agian-we're watching fruits baskets, we're getting kinda worried- bye." and the last one was jus sumthin 2 do about seeing me.......i suddunly realize..............................................................................................................it wasnt my friend.....it was her sister. and she's 18. i got scared. so i calkl them and asked if they eva called.....my friend says no. so then i paused....i asked if i could speak to her mom...(she picked ^ the phone).....and she said she was asleep.....i suddenly got kinda angry. i told her that she jus picked up the phone...she avoided the situation and suddenly the 18 year old sis got on the phone w/ me and then said"STOP TRYING TO WAKE MY MOM UP!"...after that....my parent barged in and ripped her a new one....theni explain the whole situation.......they're not satisfied. they then called my friends house and left a nasty message....and then soon they was talking to the 18 year old.......but..i guesss SHE ripped my parent a new one...........i was frozen....sitten there......crying my head off......then i suddenly lost my friends who i thought thery were in the 1st place...... so.....plese be good to ur friends-FRIENDS DONT DO THAT!-TRUE FRIENDS ARE NOT LIKE THAT!!!!!! plese, make a choice of who ur bfs are-like foods...CHOOSE UR FOODS! ;_"





Ok, it's cringy to read. Thank you for getting through that.

This was about how CCorn's oldest sister (who was a legal adult) prank called and verbally harassed me. It's one thing if a 16 year old doesn't want to be around middle school children, I get that, but to have an 'adult' harass a child in the way she did was completely disgusting. What adult prank calls a child? My parent, on the other hand, grabbed the phone from me when I didn't want them to know I was being harassed; considering I was already abused at home to begin with. I didn't need extra shit on my plate. So there was this feud between CCorn's family and my family and they were bullying each other, like fucking children. It's pathetic all around, and I got the brunt of their bullshit. Even at one point CCorn's sister went to my house and popped one of the tires of our cars. And one of my siblings literally stayed up all night just to keep guard of the driveway. That's when cameras were installed.

Nobody in this situation acted appropriately. And from then on I stopped interacting with CCorn and her family.

Even after cameras were installed, there was another time CCorn's sister tried to prank call me again. Both of them tag teaming this time. I kept hanging up quickly every time they called. Eventually they stopped calling. Back then, there was no way for me to block their number; I also didn't know how.

It wasn't until about 2012 CCorn added me on Facebook, and essentially 'apologized' for what happened. I don't even remember if it was sincere or not, but either way we are on good terms now and have considered meeting up again as adults. We are still friendly online till this day. She moved to NC and expressed she missed our home town and would like us to hang out when she moves back.


And that's that. I guess there is some good karma in the world. Maybe I'll do another one of these posts again soon!
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Saturday, April 29, 2006

   GOING TO A CARNIVAL!! ^0^ WOOT WOOT!!
yes-im going to a carnival that recently caame to town during the afternoon w/ my friend -so idk if i can get to all of u guys or not >.< o well
and yeah im also seeing a play w/ her too after the carnival----i forgot what its called though O_O what an idiot i am!!! >_________<

anyway i watched my neighbor totoro....and.....its......THE MOST CUTEST MOVIE I'VE EVER SEEN!!! X//D omg i jus wana cuddle the two little girls X3 lol--belive it or not-does anyone no the actress Dakota Fanning?-she did the voice of the older sister Satsuki and dakota's little sister Elle Fanning did the voice of the little sister Mei. XD SOO CUUUTTTEEE

anyway-hope i can get to u all at some point kk?
JA!! >_<
~Teas Mini Twin ^_~

ps (...nobody has done this in a while but..) -u guys can ask me any question u like kk ^_^ and i'll answer for u!!
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Tuesday, April 18, 2006

   what happend to him?
i was in class right...of corse jeff was their 1st period.....and then i didnt see him for the rest of the day..(or in my last period clas-or LUNCH TIME!)..very akward...>_<;

omfg u wana no the most funniest thing ever? two kids in my english class, half of the period they were trying to kill a fly XD (it was distracting them) it was so funny! XP and my teacher tried to stop them...and then they tried to kill it agian....my teacher jus watched themm.....XD and then they eventually killed it X3;; poor fly...btw the fly landed in this girls hair.. i dont feel bad for her >:D *point and laughs* ahahahahahahaahahahhaha-bitch ^_^ (this was before the fly was killed.....)

yeah thats my WONDERFUL story of the day...<3 yeppers...

in art class im making this logo thing for a t-shirt and i made Anzu's head--ITS SO AWESOME! O_O my teacher was like "i love how you draw this anime stuff!" (lol my teacher's hot.....
^//^ lol -moving on

i brought my cat outside w/ a leash on (i do this once in a while) so he can get some freash air because cats stay indoors all their life and i feel bad for him =_=; and he loves the outdoors! once he gets outside he falls to the ground and rolls around XP its so adorable!-but now he would runn out side and run over to the side porch o_O...yeah..lol-(he's not dumb-he started meowing to get inside for crying out loud becuaae he knows he's alone >_<)

and thats it ^_^ ttyl!
~Teas mini Twin ^_~
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Friday, December 2, 2005

   T-H-R-E-A-T
THREAT.........its REALLY bad to be threatned........you may jut not know what will happend next........after someone threats you....they could do the most horrible things to you....or maybe they won't because maybe they are trying to SCARE YOU..........like DEATH NOTES.....for example.......

threat.......................................

how in the world can someone just go up to you and say "YOU FUCKING BITCH I HOPE YOU DIE I WANNA KILL YOU SO BADLY!".......and then everyone in the WHOLE 9th grade go and rip him a new one?.............how is is possible for everyone to stick up for that person like that......after what they did to that person in the 7th grade.........made fun of that person.....sexual harrassed that person.....and the whole nine yards........and then they stick up.......for ...........her...........








how is that possible?



and then the kids say"If anything happens like that agian, just scream and we''ll come and kick his ass!"


why are the doing this........for this person?..........










why??????



and why are the teachers lying to this person's mother that this kid NEVER said that IT made a death threat in public....




thank god that this mother called the police..........







this person was SICK....



this person is A JUVENILE.........


hopefully this person wont go AFTER this person..............


I'M SCARED........



so many other things that this person did to this person being threaned happend which i cant explain by computer..but......serious things are happeing...........





I'm REALLY scared......................................







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Sunday, November 6, 2005

nothing much is goin on today.........im jus going to my grandparents house today and thats mostly it =.=;

but anyway-last night-i was thinking about like- all my friends on here on the otaku and stuff....its like...im so glad to have met u all...and i actually have friends who are big anime fans like me......so i was thinking like i was the only one in this world who likes yugioh, sailor moon, pokemon-and etc...but then i met u all....im not alone ;_;...

in my skool-im different from every1 else- i wear my aniem hats, shirts, act differntly towards others (i wut i mean is like i dont act like preppy kids, punks or anything else-and i get all excited when it comes to anime),
and then ppl start making fun of me and stuff like-" HEY! U LIKE YU-GAY-HO" -or like-if i waer my kyo hat and stuff they would be like-" HEY-UR DREESED UP AS HAMTARO" HEY IS THAT PIKACHU ON UR HEAD?" "U LOOK STUPID W/ ALL THAT ON"
.......so like...there's nobody that would appriciate what i like...or appricitae me for who i am ....

but then....this site practically changed my life.....u guys made me feel better. and then- i didnt care wut anyone would say about me-i no that there are other ppl who like the things i like too! so now i can feel better about myself...

im so lucky to hav met u all......


-oh god im starting to cry (;_;);


(and plus i even cryed last night jus thinking about this =.=)

anyway-i jus wanna thank u all for everything! *hugs u all*


ok-QUESTION TIME ^0^


2) From Wing Moon:
"If you were to have a clone of your favorite charater, who would it be and why?"

i would have a clone of Anzu (from yugioh)-because she.....is jus AN AWESOME PERSON! ^^ and it would be so kuel if she was my actual twin and all that ^^ (MY TWIN! XDD)

3)From DarkYami:
"How did you change the picture on your blog thing?"

the pic for ur post?-ok-u 1st go to "post stlyes" -and then you'll see this big box with a whole bunch letters and words and junk- u scroll down and find sumthing that'l say:

table background=" (and all of the other letters and stuff)

ok-between this thing (") and the other one (") -u put in the pic URL-

BUT!

u havta find the width and hieght of the pic -and then u scroll down agian and find this:


div style=" (and all that)-and then u'll see this: width:

and this

height:

u jus change the numbers-and put the height and width of that pic ok?

and thats it ^^


anyway-yesterday @ borders i got vol. 10 of ygo (XD-i cant believ yami and anzu had their DATE! XD)
and vol. 2 of ultra maniac
^^

ok-im gonna visit eevery1 now ^^-ttyl!
~Teas Mini Twin ^_~

ps-and thanks for everything everyone! ^^
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Tuesday, November 1, 2005

   woah im pooped XD
^_______^ SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO- HOW WAS EVERY1'S HALLOWEEN?! DID EVERY1 HAD FUUUUNNNNNNNN???????????
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but like- anyway-i found out that he (my ex-ok-u all no his name so i shouldnt keep on repeating that -and that he's my ex and all ^^;) was FINALLY not grounded anymore....and since he has this new girlfriend now >:( (which is like-younger than me and him O_o;)-HE WENT FREAKING TRICK OR TREATING W/ HER AND ALL THESE PREPY GIRLS!
wtf?! O_O;

but-i still had fun being w/ my friends (yes i went w/ my friends-WHO WOULD NOT GO W/ THEIR FRIENDS!? O_O;)and went trick or treatin w/ them ^^

so anyway-my friend from skool(dressed up as a preppy girl lol XD, my friend from camp dressed up as ....a person in a mask XD-my friend jaden dressd up as link from legend of zelda! XD -GO LINK GO! XD
and my other friend from camp dressd up as a karate master.. XD lol

u wanna no sumthing weird?-M had gone to nursery w/ L ....and they 4got that they no each other.....o_o; woah...freaky... and they are both in the same district-but different skools.... freaky o_o; and both of their moms went to high skool 2gether and lievd next door to each other.....thats...so...like.. destiny or sumthing....i dont even think that made sense @ all XD lol

alright-lets answer sum questions now! ^^
1)From Hazaa54:
"Do you like the beach or swimming pool?"
i like the pool better ^^-im not a beach person...=.=; lol

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thankx! ^^


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Sunday, October 16, 2005

   oh no....
yesterday my aunt came to visit my family. and then she wanted to take me and my sister to the movies to see "the Fog".so i call up my boifriend and asked if he wanted to come meet up w/ me and my aunt and sister to see the movie at 7:30-he asked his dad, he told him yes-but then i hear hi stepmother screaming in the background "YOU HADNT CLEANED YOUR ROOM YET" and then all i hear is "WHA?-" and then i sumhow got disconnnected. I called agian and well...i found out my boifriend is punished agian -.-; because he gave his step mom an attitude and started throughing things .....(he normally does that when he's made
-.-;)

so then...i see his's dad's car driving to the theater...im like "Whut the hell?", and the once i got outta my car....i see him walking on the side walk of the parking lot....he was walking towards the theater.....and then his father came up to him....i was jus standing there...i couldnt interfear....so i walked to the movie theater doors....but b4 my and my aunt and sis went into the theater....we were standing outside watching wut was going on between him and his dad...i can prcatically hear his dad screaming from all the way at the entrance.....and then.....suddenly.....i see his dad choking him agian the wall....and his's feet was not touching the floor (but then i realized that there was a rocky wall w/ big rocks sticking out and he was able to stand on the rock that was sticking out.....)....my legs started shaking w/ fear....i had to run over there.....i didnt know wut to do....my heart was pounding so hard....i started crying a little....but i didnt want my aunt and sister to see me crying....but then...i see him run away......towards the other way...(i guess he was running bac home)..........but...after wut i saw....i couldnt concentrate on the movie @ all...all i was thinking about him......im jus all depressed now................the thing is........y? y would he want to come all the way to the theater after he was told that he was punished...............WHY?

depressed~
Teas Mini Twin
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Thursday, October 6, 2005

   ....|o.o|;;
*sigh* another day, another doller.....(o.o;)
anywho, -im like-WOW! right now.....i just found out sumthing really bad about my friend AND my boifriend....but im not telling anyone......sry peeps =_=;
well, my boifriend is obviously grounded for a long time >.< NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! >.< -and uh....since his father was all pissed @ him...his father ripped my 4th book of fruits basket that i lend to him =_=;-i was all freaked out @ 1st..but then i didnt really care -.-; (i mean, one of my ygo manga books is practically ripped -.-;)-so yeah, i was all like "NOT SHIGURE! >. =-=;
i have a s.s test coming up-hopfully i'll do good on it >.<

ok-now 4 the questions-
1) From TehOneRing:
"What's your fav. color?"
i think i already answered this already-but its black, green and pink ^^ lol

(btw TehOneRing-im sry i didnt talk to u online last night-i was busy =_=;)

~Teas Mini twin ^_~

ps-i may not b on allnight long-im seeing my dad tonight-so i may not b able to visit all of u- sry >.<
pss-there's this new series thats out thats made by Koge-Dobo (the creater of Pita-Ten and Di Gi Charat)-i 4got wut its callled , but it looked kawaii ^^ lol (hopefully i can get it today XD)
psss-I FINALLY FOUND THE 8TH FREAKING VOL. OF MARS! XD i couldnt find that volume in like-a month but YES! I FINALLY FOUND IT! WAHHOO! XD
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Sunday, September 4, 2005

   hey!
hey-sry i didnt update yesterday -because since she got bac from camp-now i was able to finally hang out w/ her^^ YAY! XD we had fun-i went swiming in her pool, played candyland w/ her and her oldersister.....i know...sounds weird huh? =_=;; but it was still fun ^^, played trouble, ate brownies, i drank coffee XD(2 cups cups of coffee! XD)...and went on the computer.....-but we only looked @ camp picys. =_=;

ok-now i can get to the questions! ^^
1) From YamiYugi1990:
"What's your fav. fruit?"
i like bananas.....idk y....=_=;;

2) From Jet224:
"What is your fav. sport?"
i love baseball and bowling.....(does that count as a sport? @.@;;;)


well thats it! ^^-im gonna visit u all now kk?

~Teas Mini Twin ^_~

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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

   hi!
WOW I HAD SUCH A FUN DAY YESTERDAY @ MY FRIEND'S B-DAY PARTY! ^^ WE WENT IN THE POOL-PLAYED VIDEO GAMES-AND ALL THAT ^^-and the best part was, my friend made a thank u card jus 4 me! XD i feel special! ^^-and she drew mistuki (from Full Moon Wo Sagashite-if u dont know the character/series-jus stick to the situation here ok! ^^) on the card-(she's a really great manga artist! ^^



OH! BTW-i bought alot of mangas yesterday!-i bought Dr. Slump vol. 3 (FREAKING FUNNY! XD), Yu-Gi-Oh! Duelist vol. 8 (XD OMG I CANOT BELIEVE HOW THE ENDING WENT EVEN THOUGH I ALREADY KNEW IT WAS GONNA HAPPEN! XD), the Shonen jump magazine thingmabob, and FullMoon Wo Sagashite vol. 2 (OMG-IZUMI IS SO SEXY IN THIS VOLUME! XD (its ok if all of u doont know who the hell he is! XD -teehee! ^^)

and now 4 the questions! ^^(FINALLY!):
1) From Jet224:
"What is your fav. Sonic Character?"
SONIC OF CORSE! XD

3) From YamiYugi1990:
"Why do they always name the hurricanes? Is it really nessacary?"
BECAUSE THEY'RE STUPID! XD IDK!!! -maybe to tell which hurricane is which? O.O;;;-and uh...idk if its nessecary or not @.@;; lol

ok-hopefully i'll try to get to all of ur sites. suddenly i made alot of new friends lol-its hard getting to every1's sites! XD lol

~Teas Mini Twin ^_~

~p.s-my site is KINDA underconstruction-so please dont be mad1 >.<
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