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myOtaku.com: Teddy of Sarra
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Thursday, May 31, 2007
I had such a bad nightmare this morning.
Sean's parents were taking me somewhere. I think to the mall (probably because I was thinking of the long car trip to arazonia I have today before dreaming) They were just droping me off. But he wasn't the Sean I knew. If anything, he was rudder, more hurtful, and crueler. He wasn't physically hurtful. But he wasn't just making fun of me, he was mocking and discriminating me. It was so hurtful. You know how you only remember 10% of your dreams (except dreams you remember to your heart, which you only remember 90%) well, I forogt the 10%, meaning, I forgot the insults (THank God!) But I DO remember him saying this smart alleky, but it doesn't make sense: "Because we're HIGHSCHOOLERS." He was probably talking about how my dad doesn't allow me to do a number of things, such as crossing intersections.
They droped me off at the mall and took off. I immediatly tried calling my friend Ella, but it was no use. She was giving me and Woobin the silent treatment today. I forgot Woobin's number (I usually just use the phone, go to his number, and push on and it calls automatically. Kinda like speed dial), and I couldn't find Mariah or Hippy anywhere. I did however find this one girl in my third period that talks to me whenever she can. I'm pretty sure that she has a crush on me, but I'm just waiting until she confesses it to me. (Me and Sean first met? Did Sean realize I had a crush on him when we started talking last year? I wonder...)
Anyway, I found her, and I didn't say anything. But she just said "Dale.....what's wrong?" But I couldn't say anything. I just "slipped" (she's a lot shorter than me), hugged her and cried...
...my pillow was wet when I woke up.
No entry for another week. Going to camp in Arizona.
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