Time Square can't shine as bright as you
Hey peeps. It's 9:15AM, and I'm posting...yeah.
I was going to post last night, but I fell asleep at like 10:30, so I didn't get to. I was so tired...ugh.
So anyways. Been a week since my last post. Yep. I meant to post sooner, but the time never seemed right.
You know that guy that I really liked last week? He cheated on his girlfriend over the weekend and she broke up with him. I think he's going out with another girl now. Yep. DEFINITELY getting over him as quickly as possible.
Well I found out he had a girlfriend Thursday night. I was really really depressed, and even more so when I found out that we lost our game.
The worst thing about Thursday night was that a much beloved teacher died of a heart attack during the football game. He was one of the ROTC teachers. When I got to school a lot of the ROTC kids (you can pick them out in a crowd like a sore thumb because they have to wear uniforms on Thursday, or Friday this week) were absolutely devastated. Several of my good friends had to go home. It was a terrible day. We all miss you, MSgt Marquez!! ¢¾
I don't know how I'm going to top that. I'm going to take a complete 180 turn and talk about something else so I don't start crying.
Anyone else like the Plain White T's? I've heard some of their music, and I think they're amazing. It seemed like music from heaven, it was amazing O.o. So in honor of them, I have Hey There Delilah for your listening pleasure. May your ears be pleased.
Well I have a Halloween party to go to tonight, so I'm going to post afterwards for tomorrow. bye. Comments (2) |
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Thursday, October 19, 2006
You land as lightly as the new snow
I was planning on updating the past few days, but I never got around to it.
I have had a lifetime of emotions in the past few days. I'm all tuckered out when it comes to emotions, and I'm planning on just curling in a ball on Friday evening and just snoozing. Okay, let me start from the beginning.
Monday: Remember when I told y'all about my two friends who were going out? And how I liked him? Well...they broke up. Not sure when. Sunday night, I was telling him that I liked him. Monday morning, I find out that he asked out another girl, probably around the same time I was talking to him. Hm. It hurt. I know that I'm a complete idiot for pining and whining, but I can't help it. ._.
Tuesday: No better. I wasn't crying and dribbling snot everywhere like Monday (exaggeration, if you didn't know), but it was still absolutely terrible.
Wednesday: Surprisingly, a lot better. The practice SAT was during school, which I didn't go to. First, third, and fourth period didn't have very many people in them. Pretty much the only work I had to do all day was a really cool lab in Chem (we got to use the bunsen burners). It was pretty exciting.
So basically I went from disappointment, to vulnerability, to anger, to loss, to pain, to happiness, to apathy. Not necessarily in that order.
Pretty busy weekends coming up. Region tryouts for orchestra on Saturday. I'll let y'all know how that goes.
I need to go. I'll post some more random crap about my life tomorrow. Got to go do homework and sleep. gnit. Comments (5) |
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Saturday, October 14, 2006
twist, twisting me
Yay. Happy day.
It's 11:51 PM here, and I thought I'd post. :D I just got home from a scary movie party. I didn't stay the whole time, but I still had fun. I saw Sleepy Hollow (the one with Johnny Depp) and it was GOOD. Scary, but I wouldn't call it horror, exactly. More like...sci-fi. Then we started watching The Exorcist. I had to leave during it, but it's really interesting. I sorta liked it ^_^
This week was utterly terrible, other than that. I've been extremely emo all week...and on...either Tuesday or Wednesday, I can't remember...well, anyways, on one of those days, it had been raining. I slipped...and fell on my ass in mud. After school. In front of dozens of classmates. They all started laughing at me. ._. it was horrible. I pulled it off like I meant to do it, but when I was telling my mom about it later, I started crying. ;__;
I have...nothing else to say, except that I have a crush on someone who's going out with my buddy...it's incredibly depressing to see them kissing and cuddling. Hm. Well, anyways...sorry. xD
Homework. I had a three day weekend, and still I didn't start my homework until 6 at night on Monday. I'm a botard. It took me two hours to finish my World History, and I still have English and Algebra II (I'm not going to do it all tonight though x.x)
Man. I don't think I've been spending as much time on here as I should. I've been on vampirefreaks more. Busy busy busy ^_^ but I'm trying to get on here more, and post more often. :D
I absolutely love the music on my site. The Little Mermaid is the greatest disney movie ever. Right up there with Beauty and the Beast and Snow White. ^_^
Uh oh, I don't have anything to talk about. OH well, I'm going to update anyways. ^_^
Had two concerts in the past week: Orchestra on Tuesday, and Choir last night. I had fun, and I think we did fantastic on both. Now, on to All-Region and Christmas music! XD I love Christmas music.
Man, I'm going through some weird stuff. I alternate between disliking my ex and really wanting to say hi to my ex. We haven't made eye contact since school let out last year, since we broke up over the summer. I had a dream on Wednesday night where he hated me. I woke up and about cried. I don't love him anymore, but I don't hate him. I would feel horrible if someone hated me. Ugh.
Hey, does anyone have a myspace? I'd love to add you if you do. Lemme know :D
Just like a memory: it twists me
Wow. This weekend was another long one.
I went to my friend's house again on Friday n stayed the night. There were four of us: Me, Jen, Desi, and Annie. We had loads of fun.
We also went to go see the school play: A Midsummer Night's Dream. It was AWESOME. Absolutely AMAZING. I went to see it on Saturday too, and wanted to see it again on Sunday. It was awesome XD
I've been changing my avatar a lot. I get dissatisfied with mine every five minutes. I don't remember what I have now...
Anyone else like Grease? I was watching it today. It's frikin awesome. XP I found an icon of Doody online. I about flipped out. You NEVER find stuff on his fine tail. I wish I could use it as my avatar on here. XD
I'm so excited about this Wednesday. Special episode of Project Runway and LOST IS PREMIERING *dies*
*comes back to life*
ahem...anyways! I'm so excited. Lost comes on a 8, and Project Runway comes on at 9. It's really exciting when they're both on. I'm sorry, but they're pretty much the only two shows that I actually watch. Besides That 70's Show. But that's a given. Who DOESN'T like That 70's Show? :)
Just like a joyous end
Well, I'm sick. No doubt about it. My dad says that it has to do with the weather changing. Anyways, I'm all stuffed up, and I'm coughing and sneezing and I have a sore throat. Yay. I've still been going to school, but I'll have to see how I feel tomorrow.
I really probably need to go to school tomorrow, since I'm taking a test in Deutsch. Ugh. Wish me luck.
I love Project Runway. Hee, I adore it. Last night's episode was fantastic XD
I think this weekend I'll get in touch with my roots again and watch Cats. I haven't watched that dvd/musical/thing in forever, and I'm definitely feeling the effects. Wooh.
I definitely think that I'm passing all of my classes now. Yay.
Ugh. I'm so tired, and I have nothing else to talk about. I'll chat tomorrow. gnit.
Best Green Day picture ever.
I know I've posted this before, but I love this picture. It's hilarious.
My weekend was...interesting, to say the least. On Friday I went to my homecoming game with two of my friends. We left before half-time. This lady was kicking out a bunch of my friends. We lost. Hm. Go figure.
On Saturday I performed at a concert. Well, technically we performed before and during intermission. It was only first stand of each section (first and second chair), and I think we did awesome. We had the choice of staying after intermission. I think one person apart from the choir director stayed, and that was because his mom was working there. Hm. :D
Sunday, I worked all day at my book report for World History. We were supposed to check out a non-fiction book and write a book review about it, 3-4 pages long. I spent all afternoon on it, and I was SO effing excited when I finished. It'll bring my grade up TONS, since it's two major grades. I'm sure I'll make a good grade. I'm pretty confident yo.
Man, I was looking at my site earlier, and I got this feeling that I sometimes get. It's weird, but I love the look of my site. I love my backround, love my music (Cascada!), love my icon (JEFFWEY XD), ...yeah, I just love it. XP
This week I don't think I have anything terribly important. Hopefully I'll get next Saturday off so I can laze the day away. Yeah, that'd be nice.
Well I better go. I have to write 20 sentences for English, and I have no idea how I'm going to accomplish this.
On a freezing note, I resonate
Hey peeps. It's me...busy busy me. Ugh. I'm tired.
Well I'm officially failing World History. I'm really unhappy about it. Luckily I have a book review due on Monday which is two major grades, and if I make a good grade on it (which I probably will, seeing as I'm pretty good at that kinda thing) then my grade'll go up quite a bit. I'm currently making a 62 (8 points away from passing! Only 8!), and that has something to do with my low daily grade and the 52 I made on the last test. I actually made a 90 on the first test, and a 52 on the second one. I'm also worried about Chemistry. I made a 95 on a test in there, so I should be alright, but I'm still worried. My parents will be pissed if I even make a 70 something. They're pretty strict about grades.
Anyways... hee hee hee.
Tomorrow's Homecoming. I have absolutely no idea who we're playing, but I hope we win. It'll be the first football game I've ever attended of my own free will. I'm going with my two best friends. I'm excited about tomorrow because every Friday that we have a football game, we have a pep rally. It's not...peppy, if you will. They have it first period. Too early for jumping and yelling. Ugh. It's fun though, because every pep rally has a theme, and you can dress up according to that theme. There's camoflauge, construction, black out, and a few other things. Tomorrow is "Blast from the Past". 90's clothes. I have absolutely no idea what 90's clothes are, but I'm wearing a fanny pack and tube socks (LOL), among other things. hehehehe.
Well I guess I should go. I don't really have anything else to talk about. I have to go read my book for a while. It's about the Etruscans (some random ancient civilization) and I have to finish it and write a book report about it to turn in on Monday. I really need to buckle down because I'm only on ch 6 out of 20. I'm pretty sure I can read the rest of it by Sunday though. Heavy duty reading. Ugh. gnit
I've heard whispers.
current music: All the Time-Green Day
Hm. Monday's over. I'm happy.
This won't be a long post, I just need to post to..fulfill my day, or something dumb like that...XP
I got black nail polish for Christmas from my friend. I painted my nails with it. My whole family (mum, da, sis and bro-in-law) all got on my case about it, saying that it could "project the wrong image". In case you didn't know, my parents are very moral Christians, especially my mom. If she heard some of the music I listen to, she'd chop my ears off...I think my da is a little hypocratic though...just saying..
Anyways, my mom said that I could be considered a Satanist or some crap like that, and my sister even went so far as to say that I could be thought of as a satan worshiper or gay! Ugh. I know it's really stupid, it's just nail polish, but it's sort of stupid that they would get so worked up about it. Anyways...I can't find my nail polish. First thing you would think is...they took it!
Man...I read that last paragraph, and I'm disgusted with myself. I can't believe I just complained about something trivial like that, when people over in Africa are dying of AIDS and people in the US are giving up their lives to keep us all safe.
You land as lightly as the new snow 
Just like a joyous end 
