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Sunday, June 24, 2007

still hiding.
i can't change anything. as much as i want to, what's done is done. it ain't nobody's fault.

he told me, 'i lost you in the aftermath when i receded.' i'm afraid that that might happen to me too. honestly. when i was a kid, i didn't have any friends at all. i do now, but i don't want that to happen again.

i'm sorry if this seems confusing, but it's an incredibly long story. Basically my best friend fell in love with an asshole and got hurt, badly. a long time ago he was really quiet, a "shell of himself," as he put it. he was able to come out and be himself, but after the pain and the shit happened, he began to recede into himself again. doing that, he lost a lot of friends, including myself.

i'm tryin to be there for him, i really am. he's better now, and healing, but during the shit time he ran to a few people for help, and i was one of them. he told me once, a few weeks ago, that "if anything its the fact that i ran to you for help.. bringing the storm with me only so it could taint you.."
heh. well...

I don't know why I'm making such a huge deal about this. Except...he's one of the most amazing people I've ever met. It would never be "Love", but I feel/felt a real connection with him.

so. i'm here.
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