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Tuesday, September 4, 2007
i think...
I might be able to do this.
I might be able to pull through.
You want to know why I was really so emo(tional) about all of the shit early last week? P-M-S
I'm sure of it.
And my blue nail polish will help things immensely, I think.
I wanted everything to stay the same…But feelings fade and people change.
And I'm going to win him back.
I swear to god.
On a happy note.
Yesterday was my four month anniversary.
So there.
I'm not in love with him.
I'm in love with Christian James Hess.
I can tell by the fluttery feeling I get in my stomach
And the way my heart sighs when he offers me his letter jacket when I shiver
And the way he'll put his arm around me or pull my hand into his and everything will seem alright.
It's just...
perfect.
I'm saying this because the only two people who come here know exactly how I feel.
Don't you?
And whenever the pain comes
and I feel the loss of best friends
And the loneliness
I call him.
And then everything is a little better.
If only just a little bit.
