Friday, November 9, 2007

I'm sorry
about yesterday.


I've been pretty emotional and ridiculous. I honestly don't think that he doesn't care about me, but he doesn't love me as much as I would want him to. I'm accepting that, and I'm learning that I can't love him as much as I would want to.

That's all that I was meaning by that. I'm bitter right now, but I'm going to get over it.

And yes, TalimSoul. That's exactly what I'm doing.






God, I'm so tired. I've been taking a two hour after school Government class monday-thursday for six weeks for one full semester's credit =D at my school, we have to take Government and Economics for senior year (they're each one semester, and together they make up the fourth Social Studies credit that we need to graduate)...except for the International Baccalaureate kids, who don't have to take it next year. ugh.
Anyways. I opted to take Government this year as an acceleration class so that I don't have to take it next year. It's pretty neat in the long run, but I'm so tired. That two hours everyday plus ridiculous amounts of Pre-Calculus, Physics, and History homework make for a very tired Shelby.
*nods*
And it's also sort of hard to update regularly. I'm trying my hardest to stay up past midnight so I can let you guys know that I'm not dead or anything, but some nights I'm just so tired.

Yeah.



At least it's Friday. I can go directly home after school XD and and and I don't have any commitments this weekend. I'm going to vege.
*nods*




*flee*
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