Friday, September 8, 2006

Oh, If I could remain, but it's just a visit.
Here am I, posting again. I'm going to try and make this a regular thing.

I think that tomorrow will be a very hyper post with no deep thoughts, but that's tomorrow. For now, I'm sleepy and deep. Yay ****sarcasm****

My goal this year in high school is to make all A's. So far I'm doing well. That means doing all of the projects on time, listening in class (that will be a challenge in Algebra), doing all the homework, and studying.

Does anyone else play an instrument? I play the viola, as you may or may not already know. I absolutely love playing my viola. I've been playing for five years, and I'm in the top orchestra at my school. We perform a lot, and I don't mind in the least. Playing my viola is as natural to me as breathing. I love it so much. I want to be a professional viola player when I grow up. That would be my dream job.

Oh, and the poem on yesterday's post is not mine. It's from a song called ...But Home is Nowhere (the ... is part of the title). Everyone asked me that, and I feel bad because I didn't come up with that brilliant piece of work. If y'all like, I could try my hand at my own poems. It might take me a while, so for now, I'll just post songs and poems by others.

Well I have to go do my homework and then sleep. Good night.

Oh, one more thing. Does anyone know how to put music on the site, like real songs? Roiben has a Death Cab for Cutie song on her site, and she told me how to do it, but it didn't work. Does anyone know how to do it, or if it's even legal?

I can remember, a place I used to go.
Chrysanthemums of white
They seemed so beautiful.
I can remember, I searched for the amaranth.
I'd shut my eyes, to see.

Oh how I smiled then, so near the cherished ones.
I knew they would appear, saw not a single one.
Oh how I smiled then, waiting so patiently.
I'd make a wish and bleed.

While I waited , I was wasting away
While I waited , I was wasting away

I can remember...dreamt them so vividly
Soft creatures draped in white, light kisses gracing me
I can remember when I first realized dreams were the only place to see them.

While I waited , I was wasting away
While I waited , I was wasting away
While I waited , I was wasting away

Hope was wasting away.
Faith was wasting away.
I was wasting away.

I never, never wanted this.
I always wanted to believe.
Never never wanted this.
I could not help because.
Never Never wanted this.
From the start I'd been deceived.
Never never wanted this.
I could not help because.

I never, never wanted this.
I always wanted to believe.
Never never wanted this.
Never Never wanted this.
From the start I'd been deceived.
Never never wanted this.

Inside a crumbling effigy
(But you promised)
So dies all innocence
(But you promised me)

While I waited , I was wasting away
While I waited , I was wasting away
While I waited , I was wasting away

Hope was wasting away.
Faith was wasting away.
I was wasting away.
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