Thursday, October 19, 2006

   You land as lightly as the new snow
I was planning on updating the past few days, but I never got around to it.

I have had a lifetime of emotions in the past few days. I'm all tuckered out when it comes to emotions, and I'm planning on just curling in a ball on Friday evening and just snoozing. Okay, let me start from the beginning.

Monday: Remember when I told y'all about my two friends who were going out? And how I liked him? Well...they broke up. Not sure when. Sunday night, I was telling him that I liked him. Monday morning, I find out that he asked out another girl, probably around the same time I was talking to him. Hm. It hurt. I know that I'm a complete idiot for pining and whining, but I can't help it. ._.

Tuesday: No better. I wasn't crying and dribbling snot everywhere like Monday (exaggeration, if you didn't know), but it was still absolutely terrible.

Wednesday: Surprisingly, a lot better. The practice SAT was during school, which I didn't go to. First, third, and fourth period didn't have very many people in them. Pretty much the only work I had to do all day was a really cool lab in Chem (we got to use the bunsen burners). It was pretty exciting.

So basically I went from disappointment, to vulnerability, to anger, to loss, to pain, to happiness, to apathy. Not necessarily in that order.

Pretty busy weekends coming up. Region tryouts for orchestra on Saturday. I'll let y'all know how that goes.

I need to go. I'll post some more random crap about my life tomorrow. Got to go do homework and sleep. gnit.
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