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Saturday, March 12, 2005

  
I am feeling low right now... even though it's the holidays... The last day of school was full of unpleasant encounters and surprises.

I had a Geography test earlier this week, but my teacher did not return our activity books, which she promised she would, and we had to study for the test without answers to the most important questions, like how the cyclone was formed. That question came out for the test, but I couldn't answer the question as the teacher didn't teach us that part.

After the test, I found out that the other class, who also sat for the same test, were given the answers to not only that question, - but most of the other questions in the test, - in their activity book! They had the answers in their activity book and all they had to was memorise the answers given by the teacher while me - and my whole class - had to struggle to answer the questions. It's not fair!!!

Just because my class has more 'smart people' in it doesn't mean we know everything! We are humans, too!

I hate my Geography teacher!!! I hate her! I hate her! I HATE HER!!!

She has always been biased, as far as I can see. I've had her Science last year and she was as bad. I hate her; no sense of fairness at all. She didn't even say anything yesterday - the last day of school, didn't even apologise for giving our books late. Further more, she gave us a lot of homework and didn't mention anything about the formation of cyclones. All she said was "Cyclones are important: You need to know how they are formed, their effects and when and where they occur.." Yeah, so we know it's important, then why isn't she giving us the answers to those questions?! How are we supposed to know if she doesn't tell us?

I am very angry right now, and I am ranting. I've got a right to. But the Geography test isn't the only thing that upsets me. It's all the unfairness in other stuff, too. I hate it. I hate it all.

I wish I can go some where far, far away, where I can get away from my incompetant and unfair teachers, where I don't have to meet my so-called 'friends' who always irritates me and leaves me out of everything. I can't even join the club I wanted to because of my 'friend'!

Why is this world so cruel to me? Why are the people around me are so... not understanding. They don't even know they're hurting me. The worse thing is, they don't realise they're being 'cheated' by the teacher! And they don't care. They don't care for anything!

I realise that I've ranted long enough. ^^ Didn't mean to bore you with my problems, but I need someone to talk to. I need a friend that I can trust. I need, I want a friend who I can rely on; I need a true friend who will stick by me through thick and thin. All of the people in school are not my type - they are very different from me - they like stuff that I don't and dislike stuff that I like.

It is now that I am being reminded of my reasons for wanting a transfer so much last year. My school-mates are hopeless - we were never on a good term and we will never be.

I want out so much last year, but after the month-long holidays, I've forgotten all about it. And now, it's too late to ask for a transfer. I have to endure two more years in this school. In two years, I'll be out. Out and free! I can't wait till that happens. But for now, I have to swallow everything and brace myself for more unpleasant events.

I think I've blabbed enough. Forgive me for wrong spellings and grammatical error, I'm not feeling myself. I am not feeling any better even after writing it all out. It usually helps if I write... but I'm still sad...

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